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Comment by dream moon JO B on July 2, 2015 at 4:20pm

thnx shirley only thng it carms me is snapn wth my camra or bean on sea 

i cort ths 1 few wks go

Comment by Shirley on July 2, 2015 at 4:14pm

Your pictures are beautiful..Look very calming also....Thanks for posting them...

Comment by dream moon JO B on July 2, 2015 at 3:33pm

thnx

shirley 

it lest on hear we can all cry coz no 1 can sea us or tell us way we shud feal 

wen im on sea i feal difnt sort its lk it carms me 

Comment by Shirley on July 1, 2015 at 4:51pm

Jo B alexio...Reading your post and want you to know that I will be sending prayers for you too. Every one of us will grief a little bit different when we lose a loved one.  OUR Father is HEAVEN is walking beside us each step we take. Have said this before, I believe our loved ones are still around us, we just cannot see or feel them. Perhaps on the chair in the corner. or at the table while we have a cup of coffee.  And I can picture all of my loved ones now having a brand new body,  no more pain, no more medicines, and in the presence of Jesus.  I live with  the good memories that we shared when ever or where ever. It gets a little bit easier as each day passes and I know one day I will re-unite with all who have left me behind.  Amen !  Just that thought makes me happy and Praise our Lord.  Keep in touch and I promise to include you in my prayers., my friend....GOD BLESS you...

Comment by Shirley on July 1, 2015 at 4:39pm

Kathleen......My prayers will be with you as your move forward with the  hurdle you will have to face. Always remember that GOD is our Savior and every one of us are destined to leave this Earth at the time appointed for us. Our Heavenly Father will by your side each step you take.  If you can picture your, husband after he crosses over, having a young body, good looks returned,  no pain, no chemo, no more  medicines,...happy and living in the presence of God, then it will make your time go forward and so much easier than you think.  We love them, we grow to want them around and then we have to be without them, just for a little while. I , personally, believe they are still around us in Spirit, perhaps in the next room, or in the chair over in the corner. We just cannot see them or feel them.  Lost my Mom in 1966 and my Dad in 1980 and there are times I feel both of them so close to me.  Remember, they never leave you  permanently. Please have Faith and keep in touch with me, so I can continue sending prayers for you...GOD BLESS YOU my friend.

Comment by dream moon JO B on July 1, 2015 at 4:23pm

evn all loss iv had gt told 2 get ovr it its esy im upset 4 atenson or irs slf pity 

i no its not 

i wish we cud be alod 2 greif our own way wth outt bean told off lk skl kids its dun smthng wong 

nw i try 2 cry in prvet privt so i dnt get wong for bean upst coz of loss mums bean dignzd wth brest c 

it lst on hear evry on hear is bean ok wth esh ohrs sad grief trane jorny we all on 

i wish sea wud wav it away or wav evry 1 wev lots bac 2 us 

Comment by dream moon JO B on July 1, 2015 at 4:11pm

me 2 katleen gods plan suks u can say

mums bean dognszed wth brest c 3 or 4 wks go wish im prty angy upst mad abot it u cud say 

i feal lk im getn punshd by god i do iv alway trtht of othr put evry 1 st i hav

why so mush loss why so mush big c in famly on bth sdes of famly now 

im rantng again sorry if im ofnden  eny 1 i am 

Comment by kathleen akin on July 1, 2015 at 4:06pm

Shirley, sounds like you have been through so much! I have only ever lost one person close to me, my grandma, but she was just short of 100 and wanted to go. So it wasn't really a sad time for our family. But what I Know I will have to face soon, my husband, seems overwhelming.  I just can't wrap my mind around how I'm going to bear losing him. And I don't it will be long. The Dr basically said last Friday that he could go off the chemo if he wanted. That's like saying, we give up. Go die. I fell apart then and there.

I don't know how to face something like this and I'm scared to death. I wish it were me...I really do. I could face that easier. I don't know how to function without him now, how's it going to be when he is finally gone.

He's getting so old looking and worn out but trying to keep things normal and it's getting harder and harder for him to do. I told him to do what ever he wants as far as the chemo. I don't want him to suffer for me. But at the same time I don't want to let go either.

I don't get this plan of Gods.

Comment by Shirley on July 1, 2015 at 12:17pm

Good morning everyone,  Have not posted here for awhile, but still have the same memories and loss to deal with daily. My hubby has now been gone a little over 14 months and at times it seems like last week. He is so missed and his smile, joking ways and conversations have not disappeared, just not around like before. Time moves forward for each of us, but our memories linger for ever. Know that he is a far better World than here below, but hard to accept the finality of  it. Have had to watch my parents, five brothers, one sister, husband and a lot of friends go on before me. So death is nothing new for me. But I do have moments when the tears flow like a river for each of them.  GOD has a plan for every one of his children and no one can question HIS PLAN.  That is LIFE. Hope all are pushing forward a little bit at a time and your sadness and emptiness will recede a small bit at a time. GOD be with each of you and give Comfort to one and all.

Comment by dream moon JO B on June 12, 2015 at 4:30pm

me 2 kathleen sinse mums g dignoz of brest c  u cud say iv saed hrbl thngs 

why not skim bags

why not killers

why not peadfils it shud be thm 

why not bad pepel it doz ebad thngs 2 peple 

iv wishd bad stuff on thm i hav i still do

coz im so mad 

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