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I miss my Mom!

If you have that hole in your heart that you get when you lose the woman that you shared a body with....

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Comment by Andre Clark on February 17, 2015 at 7:41am

I understand what you're going through Maddie. I'm 32, no kids, not married, not close to my family, and I'm an only child. My mother and I use to call each other several times a week. Now, my phone barely rings. She was my mother, father, and my best friend. I wish I would of told her I loved you more. I showed her I loved her, but I rarely said it.

Comment by Casey on February 16, 2015 at 1:16pm

I am very sorry for your loss Maddie. Its been one year since my mother passed and I am still completely broken. I miss her only even more.

Comment by Maddie on February 16, 2015 at 1:17am

Lost my mom January 16th.   I am broken.   Pretty much what Libby said down below me, but I'm too broken to type all that out.   I don't know how to go on without my mom, I'm not close to my other family, and I'm not married and I have no kids...basically I am an orphan now.   I have never felt so sad and alone in all my life.  I didn't know it could hurt this bad.

Comment by Andre Clark on February 13, 2015 at 5:37pm

Hello community. I been miss in action for a while. I lost my mom on 8-15-2014. She was 55 years old. The last time I was on this site was in November a couple of days before my birthday. I thought I was strong up till that point. I actually slipped into depression. I finally got professional help.

Libby I'm so sorry for your loss. Keep talking to your friends and family about your lost. Try not to isolate yourself in the house. That's what brought me down.

Nancy: Sorry for your loss. I too hold a lot of guilt. I blame my mother's doctor for not neglecting her and not finding a blood clot while all the signs of her having one was present. I also blame myself for not doing the research while my mother was in pain. We trusted the doctor.

One day at a time I till we see our mother's again.

Comment by Libby S on February 9, 2015 at 10:02am

My mom passed away on January 22, 2015.  I lost my best friend that day, but at the time I didn't know it.  I feel like I'm moving in a dream world.  Like everything's hazy.  I feel like I should be healing, but I don't think I am.  She had been sick for years, but more so this past year.  She was only 62 years old.  Way to young to die.  We talked every day.  It's been so hard not to pick up the phone and call her.  My dad seems to be doing ok.  He's moving on.  I'm having a hard time getting there.  All I do is cry...work, home, in the car, at the store.  People must think I'm crazy.  I think I'm crazy.  My family's been walking on egg shells.  I feel so alone, but I know I'm not.  I feel like I'm driving everybody nuts because I just cry and talk about her.  I'm REALLY hoping this site helps me.  I know it's only been 18 days, but I just really want to feel normal.  I know it sounds selfish.  I almost envy my dad.  I know he's still mourning her, but at least he's trying to move on and heal.  I don't feel like I'm ever going to.  I don't know how I have any tears left, but I do.  And my heart hurts.  I mean it really hurts.  Everybody says that I'll be okay, and everyone mourns and grieves in their own way at their own pace.  She's not the first family member I've lost.  All of my grandparents are gone.  But none of their deaths hurt like this.

Comment by Nancy Nelson on February 6, 2015 at 2:08pm

I lost my mom on December 1 - she was 10 days shy of her 82nd birthday.  My father passed also 10 days before his birthday and they had just celebrated their 25th anniversary, my dad has been gone 25 years. 


I miss her like I never felt possible.  I was her care giver for over 4 years and it is like losing a mate.  She dies peacefully in her sleep from an apparent heart ache.  I have so much guilt, could I have helped, could I have saved her, etc. 

 

She had fallen the day before and recently had a pace maker put in, she was very tired that weekend, but never dreamed she would be taken.  She was a very spiritual woman and I know she is in a better place, just hard to let her go. 

Comment by Alexis Paige Zarycki on February 4, 2015 at 5:52pm

I wasn’t going to post this, but then someone I love sort of convinced me.

So here it goes.

Today I woke up at 5:20am.

Today, my mother left her physical body here on Earth at 5:20am.

I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. That we as humans are spiritual beings, made up of energy. That we never truly die. Frankly, I believe there is no such thing as dying, because our souls live on in many ways.

I have always noticed that death is an event that a vast amount of human beings neglect until faced with the imminent and personal issue. That death is this unspoken taboo, that many of us fear.

Well, today for me I had two options. I could have wallowed in self-pity and sadness all day or I could have cherished the moments I had with my mother in the physical world, and understand that I now have her in the Spirit World to guide me through life.

I’ll let you in on a little secret: I went with number two.

I have realized something because of my mother, death is a part of life, it’s inevitable, it is a natural part of life. Today when I woke up at 5:20am, I knew there was a reason, her spirit was with me: like it will be for many years to come. I’m not going to lie to you, my conscious mind when I received a phone call from my father was definitely not prepared for the news, but after realizing that the pain and suffering is gone, that everything was going to be okay, she wouldn’t let it be otherwise.

I have the ability to be in touch with my mother, even though she is no longer physically here on Earth. Grieving as I have learned, is a very personal and individual experience that I myself am dealing with in my own way. I’m not ignoring my pain and anger by thinking this way, this is just how I am.

Being able to be a spiritual person is something my mother taught me, and I will thank her everyday for it. It’s always going to be hard for me to accept this happened to me, to my perfect family, but this is life; and life sometimes feels like you’re living a bad dream.

Thankfully, you can wake up from dreams, and knowing there is support for me, well that just makes it a whole lot easier.

In Loving Memory of my Mother and the Most Amazing Woman I will EVER Know “Lori Jo Zarycki”

I will always and forever be your Pretty Peanut.

Love Always,
Alexis Paige Zarycki

Comment by Crystal on February 2, 2015 at 12:32pm

The world is a less beautiful place with out my mom. I find myself not understanding the purpose of life at times. We are given these people who we love so much and they are taken from us. Its a loss that's unbearable. I miss her so much everyday and I would do anything to hear her voice...her laugh.. her say I love you one more time. Feel her hands.. her face.. her embrace. The most wonderful feeling in the world. I find comfort in knowing we will be together again one day but my heart aches until then. Life will forever be bittersweet. So many things I wont be able to share with her. I LOVE YOU MOM! Hope you know how much I do...and what a wonderful mother, wife, nana and woman you were. I find joy in being more and more like you everyday. My heart is forever broken  *MY ANGEL PAULA JEANETTE*

Comment by pushpa on February 2, 2015 at 9:23am

Its been an year now,but I still miss her.

I have kept her dressing table,the way she kep it.just remove the dust on them,different kinds of oils..hair oil massage oil,coconut almond amla,jaborandi oil,…small bottles of perfume,some empty some half full,body lotion etc as she kept them. Almirah, the way she kept them. At times I have the urge to keep the things my way but then leave them as they were. Her clothes are still hanging in her Almirah in the same order .Once thought of giving them away to someone who needs them ,them kept them back,thinking she will / might use them when she comes...And then comes the realisation that she will never come back......It hurts so...much.

I wish I could go back in time, to protect her. 

Comment by pushpa on February 2, 2015 at 8:57am

16th January 2014 . . . . .An Act of brutality by unknown assailants in the face of a JUVENILE ,  completely changed our life . . .

 

Around 4 pm my father found my beloved MOTHER in a pool of blood in her bedroom. Mother, a religious lady, full of life and vigour, was hospitalized with severe head injury (multiple skull fracture) caused by some blunt object.

She remained unconscious for around 30 days . . . the most disturbing days of our life. She continued her battle for life with life support medical equipment. With her sheer willpower she came out of coma and gradually started speaking. Finally the day came when she was discharged (though paralyzed and completely bedridden) from hospital only to be mercilessly snatched away in next few days. The brave lady battled for life for long and departed for heavenly abode on 2nd March 2014 

 

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