I lost my boyfriend to a horse related accident and now I"m kind of scared of horses, is that normal? Anyway, 3 years after the accident I'm still having nightmares about the accident. I wasn't there but the way it was described to me scared me and I have had nightmares ever since. I feel like it was my fault, I don't know why but I do. I try to feel better by listening to songs that we used to listen to together but it doesn't always work. http://http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lpcRfuunVsY

Our favorite song, he used to sing it to me all the time.

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Thank you so much. I am so sorry about your husband.

Angelina, I think it is completely normal that you'd be having nightmares! You suffered a traumatic and devastating loss. It is not your fault but I do understand, "survivors' guilt" and it is extremely tormenting as well...I am tremendously sorry for the loss of your boyfriend. I too listen to music to 'help'-it is pretty much the only thing that makes me feel other things than this....I really do wish you a good night sleep-if that is even possible..?! -Not sure if I will ever myself have a restful sleep again..I don't know if you are able to see a trauma/loss specialist (I can't afford it) but I hope you are able to; it can't hurt.

I AM A GAY GUY  AND I LOST MY OTHER HALF IN OCTOBER 2 ,2012 AND I STILL CRY AND YOU WILL HAVE TO GET IN CONTACT WITH THE OUR CREATOR  AND ASK  FOR HIS    HELP.  PLUS I BELIEVE THAT PRAYER HELPS. .I NNOW IT IS NOT EASY BUT WE CAN NEVER BRING THEM BACK  BUT WE MUST CONTINUE LIVING AND THEY WILL GUIDE US  ALONG THE FUTURE  HIGHWAYS OF LIFE.I KNOW IT IS DIFFICULT BUT WE CAN CAN DO IT .RIGHT? STANLEY

im sorry angelina my dad died in a horbel hosptle ward iv nver bean able 2 vist any 1 in hosptle sisne i no in 2012 my mu had a potmnet it hell hol hosptle my dad died in all i did wz freze panic thn loved 1s god admit died in it i cudnt vist thm coz of horbl memry of my dad in lst ward he died on bitchy nasty nurse my dad loved balled songs my mum is not her any  shes not got mery probs 

but balerd songs set us off if its on radio or tv we cry 

i wz a sweet persnon now i dnt no person i am now

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