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I've been back to work for a week and a half but I haven't stayed all day. It's so hard 'cus I have his baby pics and whole life around me in pics but for sure I can't take them down. Oh I can't imagine how hard it was for you to make that decision, it makes my heart hurt so much. Yea saw corn dogs at the store yesterday and started crying. I'll be doing ok for a few minutes and then I imagine not seeing his precious face and the pain wants to swallow me up. I am seeing a therapist for the second time tomorrow, I don't know if it will help but I guess it sure can't hurt. My bf feels so helpless 'cus he doesn't know what to do for me, he cannot even understand the extent of this pain.. The only thing that makes me feel better sometimes is knowing that he was so tortured and in so much pain and he isn't now...but what about me? And again the friggin WHY, why was he so unhappy...ugggggg!!
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My thoughts are with you Michelle, it must be so hard...I am so dreading the Holidays...peace and hugs.
Oh Tracy, I so want to stay in the dark corner and cry, I cannot stand the pain, its 4 weeks tomorrow, I hate the Sundays, I hate the Mondays when we found out. I asked my ex on that Sunday if he was using and he said - I don't think so....I hate him so much right now, I cannot get over this blame, how the hell could he not watch and not know? Yea the Public face, I love that, yes I pretend and people are like wow - you are so strong - ha what a joke, I am dying inside, I cant stand to be here without him, I hadn't seen him for a few weeks, and I Miss him so much it hurts so bad. Oh I'm so happy you have your granddaughter, that's amazing. That would be nice to have her, but I'm sure it's hard also...today is awful, yesterday is awful, I want to crawl in a hole and I find myself pushing my bf away cus I just want to be alone with my pain. I'm torturing myself with the "what were you thinking? The pain is so bad, nobody seems to understand, I don't want to be around anybody, they seem so stupid asking if Im ok...how the hell can I be ok? Thanks Tracy, it helps to talk to you...
Michelle, you are in my heart and prayers.
Dolly that is excellent news!
michelle, ill be thinking of you and wishing you the very best, please take care hugs kim
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