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I miss my Mom!

If you have that hole in your heart that you get when you lose the woman that you shared a body with....

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Comment by Dr S Gh on October 21, 2012 at 9:13am

Dear kisha

I feel exactly the same. I cry when it's sunny coz i know she's not here to enjoy it. I cry On rainy days like today coz i just miss her being around. She lived with me so the void is huge and can't be filled by anone or anything bot mum. I used to love seeing my 6 year old niece but today seeing her made me think fo mum and i had to stop myself from crying as mum loved my niece so much. It's also my bday next month, then xmas, then my niece's bday. I just can't see a future beyond this awful pain. If only i could have had her a few more years, i wasn'rt ready for her to go b4 her tiem. She should be still here. Seems so unfair. P.S. Hugs to you all on this group, reading your comments is so comforting to me. Love to everyone on here. xx

Comment by michael sandoval on October 21, 2012 at 1:24am

Dear Kisha,

My Condolences.  I also feel the way you do.  i am having difficult days everyday with out Mom.  She was amazing.  I can't believe I wont hear her voice or kiss her cheek and tell i love her.  I won't talk to her on my birthday or christmas or her birthday or... I miss her so much i cry all the time when I think about her.

Comment by Kisha on October 21, 2012 at 1:11am

I'm new here. I lost my mom on July 22, 2012 suddenly.  My daughter and I had gone back home to visit her for about three and half weeks. She then flew back to our home to visit with us for two and a half weeks.  On the day she returned home, she had to be taken to the hospital.  She was admitted to the critical care unit.  I received a call about 4am the next morning asking for family to come to the hospital because she had coded and they had been able to bring her back.  I instantly freaked out because I couldn't fathom what I had just heard.  Secondly, I was so far away because my mom was on the east coast and I lived on the west coast.  I did make my way back home but it was too late she had already passed.  I couldn't believe it.  Gone was my best friend who I talked to at least four times a day or more.  I was her only child.  At the time I was 32 weeks pregnant with my second child and my husband was deployed.

I am so angry.  I want her back so badly.  I've never wanted something so much.  I break down on beautiful sunny days because my mom is not here to see it.  I break down on gloomy days because I can not call and talk to her.  She was my everything.  There was nothing she wouldn't do for me or her only grandchild.  I can't even imagine how I'm going to get through the holidays without her.  It's so unfair.  I just want her back!

Comment by Jennifer Blackwood on October 20, 2012 at 8:23pm

Michael, she sounds like an amazing woman! Mom's never give up, even when they have problems, they put their families first!

Michael and Mary, I got the bear through www.holdingmemories.com She is based out of Georgia, and she did an amazing job!

Comment by michael sandoval on October 20, 2012 at 6:49pm

o yeah jen

love the bear.  want to do something with my moms things too.

Comment by Mary on October 20, 2012 at 6:21pm

I love the bear Jennifer.  Where did you have it made?  I'd love something like that made from my mothers clothing.

Comment by James D on October 20, 2012 at 5:46pm

My birthday is next month. I have no idea what I'm going to do. Jen, that's a very nice bear. It's amazing what people can do with materials. 

Comment by michael sandoval on October 20, 2012 at 5:29pm

dear Jen,

My birthday is coming up.  I'll be 51.  My mon always made us feel special on our birthdays and now i don't know what i'm gonna do.. she won't call to ask me if I want her to make tostadas or enchiladas for my birthday.   she was eighty-one, handicapped and she STILL did so much for her family.  she was amazing and I miss her so much.

Comment by Jennifer Blackwood on October 20, 2012 at 2:44pm

My Birthday was yesterday, I made it through ok..it still hurt like crazy! I don't consider myself a selfish person but on my Birthday's, my mom made it all about me. Yesterday, I had to listen to my family, try to make me feel bad because I didn't feel like leaving the house..I don't know why they can't understand how I feel, yes life goes on, but let me deal with it my way! I just don't get people!:/ On another note, I received my bear this morning made out of my Mom's scrubs! I absolutely love it, it's a perfect Birthday gift!

Comment by James D on October 20, 2012 at 12:04pm

I'm with you too Lynn. I lost my mom about a month ago, and it feels like someone put a knife in my heard and cut a chunk out. Just surround yourself with friends and family, and consider therapy as an option too. And give yourself time to grieve...but keeping busy will help too. 

 

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