Hi Tiffany-

I am so sorry I missed you on chat the other day.

How are you today? Hope you are well. I am so sorry for the loss of your dear father. I understand completely the pain, isolation and loneliness you are feeling. I too have trouble even talking about any of this. I would much rather avoid everything but I feel I have come to a crisis point and that is why I reached out on this website.

I isolate myself also. I avoid my husband and daughter and spend A LOT of time in the bedroom alone. It is so hard to relate to anything or anybody. I sit in my room with the Memory Bear made from my fathers shirt and the blanket that my Mom always used hoping for some strength or answers or something.

It has caused tremendous strain on what was a strong, healthy marriage. I hurt that my 6-year-old daughter had to lose her Grandpa and Grandma all in one year. They were SO involved in her life.

I don't even know how to sort out the anger, pain, sadness, depression, fear, desperation etc etc...
A lot of time it is hard to express what I am feeling and I find myself just trying to remain numb and not feel at all.

I am here for you Tiffany....anytime.
I understand!