so kinda irritated cause I didn't notice where I was typing this long story from this morning that left me gutted. I put my whole heart into it and went to hit "share" and it's just deleted. Right now I feel like I can't even mourn my parents right. Crazy how quickly sadness can turn to anger. It's my own fault which just makes it worse cause I have nobody to blame. I'll retype the story and see if it helps me. Again. }:/

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Comment by dream moon JO B on September 23, 2016 at 3:58pm

yep hapnd 2 me 2 u cud say lozin my dad now my mons moms illnes wish i no shel nevr get betr frm it sum tims ic nt typ coz cry in me or my glasses is 2 mest up coz of me cryn dnt wory abot it it hapend me on anr sitt it did wear i need 2 ventt abot my moms alzmers so i had 2 di it agan thn web sit wentt dwn wen it got bac up agan i sobd ventt abot it i did coz i dnt no wot mood my moms goan be in evry 5 mins u cud say scremin yellin thn ok1 min acusn us stealin her thngs wish she loss her lsf aont tims iv bean avud of stealin her fals teeth frth of tuch in thm maks me feal sic u cud say

i wud luv 2 hav my lovin mom bac i wud but ths 1s lk strnger 2 me my 2 siblins wen thng heeet up sorry abot yore loss 2 linda iv loss my manerss 2 coz of so mush losss moms illnes i am sum tims wen im pstn on hear i cnt sea coz of cryn i cnt cryn coz of moms illnes lozin my dad in 2012 thn so msuh loss pepel say i must be strng im not i just go s wear lk ths 2 ventt i do evn if i cnt sea coz of cryn 

sorry if im rablin on 2 msuh

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