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everyday and night I ask shawn why he left me here alone, why did god not give you a second chance, I never get an answer. I don't want to be here anymore, not without my son. this pain never stops, never ends, to live like this is not living, I want to smile, laugh and I never will till im with him, god please make it soon, all I do is cry, hurt like I have never hurt before. why baby did you leave me, I need you always have always will. I keep waiting for you to come home, come back to me please. I love you shawn so much and I miss you so bad,  always and forever   mom

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Comment by kim on June 12, 2016 at 7:09am

hi Vicki, thank you for the beautiful thought. im so very sorry for your loss to. this unbearable pain takes over everything, I just want to be with my son, I need so bad to hold my baby again, hear his voice and never let him go. I want to hear him say MOM once more. I pray to die , to be happy one more time.  take care Vicki and thank you  hugs  kim

Comment by Vicki on June 11, 2016 at 10:24pm
Kim. I'm so sorry for your loss. although I lost my young husband, I just want to let you know, I still feel and understand how much you hurt and how you feel. I also want to share how my mother in law is dealing with the loss of her son. She keeps telling herself that God needed more special people upthere and that's why he took her son. I actually learned to tell myself that every time I get angry or upset and can't get that answer to WHY, WHY, WHY. Hope it helps you a little. Blessings and hugs to you.

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