so broken

its so hard everyday to get up, I feel like the walking dead. I cant think any more, I don't dream, I just cry. my dr says the drepression is getting worse, I don't care, I just want to go with my son, this hell I live in  is killing me, I just want to go. to be happy with my shawn, everyone says you got the memories, well im saying I don't want them, I want my baby, I want to see his smile, his laugh, to hug him, kiss him, to hear his voice.  I pray to die,  to be this broken in side, this deep hole the darkness, please save a child and take me please.

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Comment by Alin Tooby on February 8, 2016 at 12:28pm

Dear Kim,

Sending you the biggest E HUG imaginable. (((((((((((((((((((((((((ii))))))))))))))))))))))))) 

Love,

Alin 

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