two years after my wife passed away

Its sat,thinking of making my vodka orange juice stronger. My emotional outlets have been through massages.So I have put off starting off on a life of my own.Of course a good massage therapist will fill in that void for a whole hour to an hour and a half and then it back to square one .I  have come to a point and its hard I realize I have to though it out and its hard. Things come to mind and I coming back here from a long absence  Did I tell   you life is a pain in ass Iam 67 and feel so lost

 

Dave

 

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Comment by Lost & Alone on September 26, 2014 at 2:07am

I know my soulmate of 27y left me also sometimes it is real hard, if massages help you great, anything that will help you is great but just remember the vodka is a depressant, some times it will depress you more.  I hope you find some relief I will be thinking about you and keeping you in my heart and mind.

When you are ready you will start a life of your own, don't push it.

 

Comment by dream moon JO B on September 21, 2014 at 4:22pm

pain seasm stonger thn alcole/booze it doze david 

im not me any m

coz of dads death multi loss on top 2 mush multi loss

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