Just wanted to say, Linda, you have posted really lovely photos. 

I understand when you say you can't imagine a future without your soulmate. I try to convince myself by saying that the fact that I still can't accept my loss is because it was so sudden and unexpected, and I'll never be able to come to terms with it. For me, my love isn't d.... He's just not here. I never use that word, never have done and never will.

But then again, I think, having related to others in this group, even when you know your loved one is leaving you, it's equally heartbreaking and devastating. No matter what the circumstances, our grief is equally unbearable, only others (like in this group) who are going through the same grief are able to understand what you're going through, and it's comforting and soothing sharing our thoughts together.

Enza