I have ms. I am a housewife. I worked for 20 years before being diagnoised with ms.
About my Loss:
My beautiful son died due to methadone. He was trying to get his life together. He was married with a 3 year daughter. No one knew he was taking methadone pills. He told me a week before he died. He was out of rehab for only 3 days when he died.
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Dee Dee. Our children were the same age. I feel your loss and wish there were words that would comfort you. The pain is so deep it hurts us physically. I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful son. You are in my thoughts and prayers. At least here we are not alone.
I wanted to say "are you kidding me" but I know you wouldn't be because it's your child. But can you believe your son died on my birthday??? How sad Dee Dee. Where do you live? I know, like you, I gave it to God, I had to. Just had too. Thanks for reaching out to me.
Dee Dee - I am so sorry for your loss - drugs are so dangerous and I only wish something could be done to rid our world of the dealers and suppliers forever. I hope that you can take heart from the fact that he was trying to get his life back together, that he was trying to kick the drugs and was trying to regain some control by telling you all. My heart goes out to you, so early in this terrible grief.
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