Im so sorry for your loss too.Its going to be to 2 months come september 9 2011.Its still so hard. I have no children from fiance and im really feeling what is there to live for. I look forward to nothing in my life.He was my world and was taking from me just like that.I struggle everyday to get up in the morning,and for what.His family I thought were my family,But was I wrong.I trusted his sister, she was going to be my maid of honor and she turned her back on me. Threw me out like yesterdays trash. The families greed took over just because he loved me and I loved him.
hi bianca.. first of all im so sorry for your loss..trust me i know what youre going thru .. i lost the love of my life n like u i dont know how im leaving right now.. he passed away in june. now is just me n my 2 kids :( i guess all we have is god .. n to be strong for our kids..
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I'm so sorry Bianca.I also lost my fiance.you guy looks like a real sweetheart.I know,its so hard.Take care.my heart goes out to you.
Hi, Bianca
How are you been doing so far?.. I myself, find this process harder and harder as days go by. When will it feel better? I dont know.
Hope to hear back from you.
Dear Bianca,
I am so sad for your tremendous loss. How can I help you? Sue
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