Comments - Listening to music - Online Grief Support - A Social Community2024-03-29T15:01:38Zhttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profiles/comment/feed?attachedTo=2054931%3ABlogPost%3A273431&xn_auth=noFLORA, some made me cry. Some…tag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2016-03-18:2054931:Comment:2734422016-03-18T14:41:54.643ZJasonhttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/Jason734
FLORA, some made me cry. Some I listened to knowing they would make me cry.<br />
Some I hadn't heard in decades.<br />
We were together 26 years. That was half of her life and just short of half of mine.<br />
I was a logical person. I understand she is gone. I don't know when my mind will wrap itself around it. Or if it should.<br />
I feel her with me most of the time.<br />
Some after death things have happened.<br />
I believe she is waiting for me.<br />
I just have to raise our 5 yo twins, be here for them, then we can be…
FLORA, some made me cry. Some I listened to knowing they would make me cry.<br />
Some I hadn't heard in decades.<br />
We were together 26 years. That was half of her life and just short of half of mine.<br />
I was a logical person. I understand she is gone. I don't know when my mind will wrap itself around it. Or if it should.<br />
I feel her with me most of the time.<br />
Some after death things have happened.<br />
I believe she is waiting for me.<br />
I just have to raise our 5 yo twins, be here for them, then we can be together again forever. Jason, I think it's part of t…tag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2016-03-18:2054931:Comment:2733572016-03-18T13:51:36.569ZFLORAhttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/FLORASMITH
<p>Jason, I think it's part of the grief. I'm experiencing the same feelings. Sometimes it's seems to be getting a little easier for me, some of the anxiety has lessoned, although I still can't listen to his favorite songs or watch his favorite TV programs or movies, just too many memories. But I think I'm finally coming to the reality that he's gone, Gone forever!!! I will never see him or hear his voice again, NEVER. But I'll never accept his death, I'll only live through it, and hope that…</p>
<p>Jason, I think it's part of the grief. I'm experiencing the same feelings. Sometimes it's seems to be getting a little easier for me, some of the anxiety has lessoned, although I still can't listen to his favorite songs or watch his favorite TV programs or movies, just too many memories. But I think I'm finally coming to the reality that he's gone, Gone forever!!! I will never see him or hear his voice again, NEVER. But I'll never accept his death, I'll only live through it, and hope that each day gets a little easier, and maybe one day I can be happy again.</p>