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My mom and Dad both died this past Dec. There deaths were easy to accept as my Mom had Alzheimer's to the point where she no longer spoke not knew anyone. Visiting her was like going to get funeral each visit. My Dad was 86 and had a great life and died of natural causes. But my brother John was a shock we never saw coming. He was a healthy man that fell down to the sidewalk and died instantly a massive heart attack. He has 4 sisters who adored him. He was the glue that held us together. I keep getting these strange emotions of fear and anxiety. My therapist doesn't seem to have a clue what I'm talking about. He is not a specialist, I see him for depression and PTSD. I feel lonely in my grief. I love in NC and my sister's are in NY. They have each other. I'm praying that I can meet someone who can listen and help. Because of the virus, all grief groups are not meeting, so I thought I would try a group online. Thank you for listening.