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It will be 2 years June 26th that Mom passed. I can't even use the word "died". My life is such a struggle. I try so hard to be the best person I can be. The job I loved, as a veterinary nurse/tech, is now something I can no longer put my heart into. The women I work with UNBEARABLE. They have told the boss that I don't carry my weight. I was floored. Had a good cry this morning. My day off - I am crying. I have absolutely no one to tell me everything is OK. My family is so dysfunctional. After Mom passed my 3 sisters just poof...went their way. The family I thought I had....gone. Mom I miss you so much. I need you today more than I did yesterday. I have lost my purpose. My heart aches. I have absolutely no one that truly cares about me. I am alone and it feels terrible.