Sunday 6-11 was my dad's first birthday that I couldn't spend with him! I held his urn most of the day and cried. Yesterday the truck he left me after passing had problems and is currently not running...I felt like I let him down. :( This Sunday is the first Fathers day I wont have him...I dont know how to get through any of this!

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Comment by Jessie Palmer on July 3, 2016 at 12:44pm
I lost my Dad unexpectedly after a one month stay in the hospital. It turned out he had an extremely rare form of cancer and we found out it was truly terminal three days before he died. He passed while I held his hand three hours before Father's Day.. It was my first one without him. My heart is so broken, but he told me before he went not to look back but to look forward. I think that's what we have to do, there is no other option now. He was my rock, the person who raised me...I'll never have that unconditional love again. We have to remember all the good times we did get, a lot of girls don't have great Dads like we did. I consider us the lucky ones.

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