April 2010 Blog Posts (7)

I'm guilt ridden

Hi everyone, Im new to this so bare with me.

My mom passed away on March 27th of this year. She was 57 yrs old. She has been ill for over 5 years now and no one could diagnose her disease. She had back surgery for a herniated disc and about a year after that she started to go down hill.

The first symptoms were her speech. She started slurring her words. Automatically we thought it was because of her pain medication she was taking for her back. However, after…


Added by Stacy on April 28, 2010 at 6:54pm — 2 Comments

Grieving Process

Grief is a process that you must decide to go through. I never thought @ age 37 I would be grieving my husband. I'm just looking for people to listen and give advice. I'm currently in Grief Share, but when that ends I know of no support groups locally to attend. I hope someone can share some advice concerning suicide of a love one. This is one of the hardest things that I've ever had to deal with. A suicide leaves so many unanswered questions and… Continue

Added by Dana Allen on April 26, 2010 at 5:30pm — No Comments

Pretty white dress!

I walk in this cold room where My daughter is layin on this steel table, From far away it looks as if she is sleeping. I get closer to her and she looks so peaceful so still so beautiful but yet so lifeless! My kids including myself sleep with our eyes open..on this occassion hers are tighly shut..I stand beside her picking the grass out of her HAIR, and telling her how much I love her! She had braids in her hair I took them down and combed her hair ever so gently! Put a Tiara in her hair,…


Added by Shelly on April 15, 2010 at 9:00am — 2 Comments

My Sweet Angel Above

My dearest sweet Jessy who understands from above

It's been two years, and still so strong is our love

I've been through positive times, determined to grow

But it's slower than I thought, much much more slow

When first we were parted, people told me, "you need to…


Added by Stephanie on April 9, 2010 at 6:30pm — 4 Comments

Hopelessly Sad

I suffer from depression and anxiety and have been coping with this for the past year or so. I have gone through the sudden death of a friend and two traumatic breakups. I had started to feel better, lighter, and as if life was finally going right. I had met a guy that had complimented me in every way. We were inseperable and not five minutes would go by without us calling, texting, or emailing one another. I felt so safe with him and finally let my guard down. Yesterday, he broke up with…


Added by Kelsey Ross on April 6, 2010 at 5:34pm — 5 Comments

FEBRUARY 15-16,2009

It is the morning after we were at the hospital all night because they had to sedate him because breathing was too hard with the breathing tube in for him. It is around 9 in the morning and I wake up and to my surprise everyone else is asleep from the long night…
The phone rings and it is his oncologist and I answer it and he mistakes me for my mom. He says that they did blood tests and there is a serious infection with his kidneys from his low white blood cell…

Added by Alexis Walls on April 2, 2010 at 2:47pm — No Comments

Two Months Ago

Two months ago, I lost Dave to a chest aneurysm. Talked to him 3 hours before it suddenly happened. Poof...He's gone. This has been the longest and quickest two months I have ever lived out. He is still in my 6 year old's mind; like the first thing this morning he says, Mommy I sure do miss Dave. We are still crying inside... Dave's family has been in contact with me (his son and sister) on a weekly basis. So I am thankful for that. I still…


Added by Lisa Marie Steinberg on April 1, 2010 at 2:41am — No Comments

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