"My condolences to all the new members and to the old members too. Next month will be one yea rsince mom got sick and it will be one year sine she passed in Sept. I can't believe its been a year. feels like yesterday."
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michael sandoval
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I miss my Mom!
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When will the ache subsi…
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michael sandoval commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!"Dear All,
My deepest condolences to everyone, new and old members.
I have gotten over the fact that no one feels the way I do, except my dad. Not my brother or my sister. but they did not have the same relationship I did with my…"
michael sandoval commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!"Dear Kristin and Muuna,
My heart goes out to you, my deepest condolences to you both and to everyone.
God Bless Everyone"
michael sandoval commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!"Dear Jeff,
Happy Birthday to your Mom.
GOD Bless,
MIke"
michael sandoval commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!"My condolences to everyone. I lost my mom in Sept 2012 and it is still very hard. lots of sadness.
God Bless eveyone.
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michael sandoval commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!"Dear Praxy,
My deepest Condolences to you and your family. God Bless.
Mike"
michael sandoval commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!"I have my mom's hairbrush and purse. Her kitchen is pretty much how it was when she passed. her kitchen drawers are still filled with her knick knack stuff. I can't go through it yet."
michael sandoval commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!"first mother's day for me as well, without Mom. it's been ok up til today.
God Bless"
michael sandoval commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!"Our House in Los Angeles is a great support facility and they have different events. the Run for Hope is every year and this was the fourth year for me. three years for my wife and this year for my mom.
My condolences to…"
Melisa C left a comment for michael sandoval"Hi Michael, I saw the picture you posted, what kind of race/walk is that? I see people with signs saying the people they lost. Seems very moving."
michael sandoval commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!"Dear Natalie,
My deepest condolences. That is a beautiful picture and thank you so much for sharing. From what you have said and the picture, I would have loved to have met your mom. I hope her and my mom are both praising the Lord…"
Profile Information
- About Me:
- 49 year old. having difficulty dealing with the loss of my fiancee
- About my Loss:
- my fiancee Denise passed away from colon cancer in september 09.
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The first adventure Denise and I had was a trip to the Ritz Carlton Hotel in Pasadena. Being travel agents we could stay at nice hotels at discounted rates. Denise loved the water and we spent a lo…
The first adventure Denise and I had was a trip to the Ritz Carlton Hotel in Pasadena. Being travel agents we could stay at nice hotels at discounted rates. Denise loved the water and we spent a lot of time in the jacuzzi and the pool. We went for a drive which we loved to do, and found a park where we could hike. We hiked for a mile or so, had a great time on the trail, then headed back to the hotel for dinner. Denise was about 200 pounds over weight and was anxious to lose the weight…
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- At 6:47am on April 29, 2013, Melisa C said…
Hi Michael, I saw the picture you posted, what kind of race/walk is that? I see people with signs saying the people they lost. Seems very moving.
- At 9:40pm on March 20, 2012,
Kirstine Rushing said… Just saw some of your posts and wanted you to know you are in my prayers. I can tell from your photos that she was a very kind person....has those kind eyes :) I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my mom, who was my best friend, so its a different loss....but the pain is the same and its unbearable. Its been over 2 years for me and not getting any better.
- At 10:59am on July 4, 2011,
Sue Waxman said… Dear Michael,
I read about you and your beautiful lady today on this wonderful support website. How very blessed she was to have your devotion and love in her short life. Perhaps your reason for being on this earth was simply to be her one true love and love her so deeply and unconditionally during her journey on this earth. You loved her as she was. Even though she was carrying extra weight you LOVED every ounch of her. How many woman can say they have experienced that. I was married for 20 years to a man who left me because "he only liked to hug skinny girls". His words two days before he left me for that skinny girl. Your beautiful Denise was so blessed by your presence in her life. You had the privilidge of loving her. My mother died 1 week ago today. She was all I had on this earth. I am great friends who care and try to help. But I have found such support and have connected with all of you on this site. Mom died of that damn cancer we all seem so familiar with. I hope we can be friends and be there for eachother..all of us here on this site. My heart goes out to you. Blessing Sue
- At 10:40pm on February 6, 2011,
Linda Gutierrez said… - Dear Mike, if my daughter and her 3 kids did not live with me, i know i would never come out of this nightmare. Keep waiting for the Big Crash to come, and ,its not coming. I know there is a part of me too scared to tumble. One of the most important thing to my husband, Cam, is that i help our daughter raise these kids. He loved them so much, Everything revolved around them, and me. He loved me so much, and i finally get it. took 25years to get that thru my head just how much he loved me.He has'nt left here yet, i see and hear him, i'm not crazy. He did'nt want me go without me, and, i know he suffered more trying to stay. Super Bowl Sundays were always a big deal around here. Not so this year, i did'nt even watch the game. His son from Idaho came to buy Cam's car, that will be hard to watch him drive off in it. But, i know he will fix it up the way his dad wanted. Love, Linda
- At 11:00pm on February 4, 2011, Linda Gutierrez said…
- Hi Michael, looks like we are two very miserable people. How do we go on from here? I miss my husband, Cam so much my heart aches! Not a minute in the day do i not think of him. By the pictures i see of Your Denise,she must have been a very loving soul! My middle name is Denise
- At 6:59am on January 21, 2011,
steacy del valle said… - thank you so much itsbeen 9 months since the passing and its been real difficult. and i am truly sorry for ur lost
- At 9:10pm on January 20, 2011, michael sandoval said…
- Therapy has been my only friend
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Mark commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!"It's been a year and a half and I still can't believe my mom is gone. My entire immediate family is all gone. I feel like I'm serving some prison sentence where I have to battle the feeling of emptiness until my own last…"
anne left a comment for Marilyn Matthews"I know your not. I just want you to know that I have felt that way too. Sometimes those feelings get the best of a person and I just wanted you to know that I am here for you. I just want to help."
Maddy commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!"Hi Muuna,
I understand that it's very easy to get overwhelmed by others' grief at times. It seems sometimes like people want to lean on you/us when they are grieving or they count on you to help them through your grief. My mother was very…"
Michelle Hudson commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter"Feeling overwhelmed with distress today. It started this morning when I got a Facebook notification that my formerly best friend had changed her profile picture. Seeing her smiling face didn't jive with the e-mail I got from her ending our…"
Cindy C commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!"Thinking of you Muuna. I am sitting in my moms house trying to write thank you notes from her funeral a month ago. I havent wrote the first one. My dog came with me tonite and ran into the room where she always watched tv. Everyone needs to mourn…"
Muuna commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!"Today has been particularly hard. My mums best friend was out of the country when mum passed away so she came in today to grieve at our home. In our tradition, grieving is very loud and expressive and the women sit on the floor so that's what…"
jb (jo) commented on Diana Young's group I love my Dad."fathers day woz so hard debra 2nd 1 woz hard but today i seasm do cry more today 1 of thm days
if hed bean hear he wud hav bean eatng sweats whot woz left over after yday he wud of bean
or on th satad or today i wud of got him a taway frm th deli…"
Ammy commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter"I am trying to get back a little peace for a bit. This past weekend was torture. Maybe the worst since our son left us. Crying for days and fighting back the tears - exhausting. His birthday was the 14th, mine the 16th, and Father's day all…"
Ammy replied to Karen's discussion STUPID things people say... " Vent Here " in the group Missing my Son or Daughter"I don't know what happened to my post from before, but I just wanted to say that you are an amazing woman, Marilyn. I loved reading your story and I did smile. God bless you!
Sending hugs {{{{{Marilyn}}}}}"
anna l. replied to Karen's discussion STUPID things people say... " Vent Here " in the group Missing my Son or Daughter"Oh hun, do not apologize for having a laugh or two. We all need that once in awhile. I admit, I did laugh at the "cheeseburger". Your husband is a fast thinker.
My son had a hard last 10 years of his life but…"
Shirley Holt commented on donna's group Losing SomeoneTo Murder"Hi Christine,
I know how you feel. Some days are harder than others. I find talking helps, even though I am anxious about it beforehand. I'm upset either way, but if I can talk about it at least I'm not alone."
Christine Leakey commented on donna's group Losing SomeoneTo Murder"This Thursday will be 6 months since my younger sister was murdered by her boyfriend. I'm filled with so much anxiety. I know I can't stop the 20th from coming and I know that if I could it wouldn't change anything. I just can't…"
Ammy commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter"Lorraine, I don't mean this in a bad way but I am pleased to see you here. You may not believe me, but I have been thinking of you (and Sy) and hoping that you were doing okay. Seems like quite awhile since you've posted.
We…"
Ammy replied to Karen's discussion STUPID things people say... " Vent Here " in the group Missing my Son or Daughter"Mar"
Marilyn Matthews replied to Karen's discussion STUPID things people say... " Vent Here " in the group Missing my Son or Daughter"I forgot to mention...my sons were born in two different states, seven years apart...and YET....do people not even SEE my kids?"
Marilyn Matthews left a comment for anne"Im sorry people seem to think I'm suicidal...I'm not but just lost and don't know how to pick up my life...it was SO about taking care of my Brandon, pretty much 24/7...now I don't know what to do with myself...trying to pick up…"
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