I too so much want to die and be reunited with my love. I pray each night that God has mercy on me and takes me to her; that I don't wake up. Each morning I wake up to the nightmare that she's not here. Every day is…"
"I'm tired of everyone trying to "fix me". I can't be fixed. I found this website and pasted the "about page" of a psychotherapist who treated grief the way the medical community was taught to treat it until…"
Reading your posts, you always say almost word for word how I feel. It's coming up on six months and never since we met in 1967 have we ever been apart for more than six months. Even when I went to Viet Nam, we were able to meet…"
"Someone gave this to me today.
A Reflection By Dietrich Bonhoeffer
Nothing can make up for the absence whom we love and it would be wrong to find a substitute; we must simply hold out and see it through. That sounds very hard at first, but at the…"
"Geraldine, it'll be five months on Thursday that my Darling died in my arms. I know she loved me with all her heart and if she could she would send me a sign. I'm convinced that she can't. I just hope that she can…"
"Morgan, Thanks for the post. It's not even 3 months since I lost my wonderful wife and I decided that I'm not interested in "getting better". That's what those who say they want to help want me to do. …"
"The only fears are I have is that I'll live a long time, or it's really lights out and will never be with her again. I keep begging for a sign and nothing yet. If she could somehow give me what I know had to be from her, I…"
This is so hard what you're feeling. You say your bereavement group won't help either, and maybe it won't, but I did find some comfort in being around people who were right in the thick of it. It used to hurt to go out and see…"
"Grief. So all encompassing.so very difficult to move beyond it. So very sorry for your loss Joe. I joined this group a while ago but find it hard to share. May you be able to take one step forward each morning even if at the end of the day your…"
"I identify with so much said here. It's been only ten weeks but seems like as the time passes it just gets worse. I know that my mental state isn't very good but I too think that until I die, I'll be in agony. Every…"
Word for word I could have written what you did. I've have the very same thoughts, all of them that you have. I feel the same way. I wish I could give you some positive outlook but I can't. My wife died…"
"Thank you for sharing Sharon and sorry you lost you're true love, best friend and lover. What I'm finding out is that everyone wants to fix me somehow, just like when you went for therapy. From what I read and hear is that we…"
"Hello Joe. I am so teribly sorry for the loss of your beloved. My dear husband died 2 years ago. Unlike your wife he would never go to the doctor, just worked 6/7 days a week waiting for the day he could retire. He died 2 weeks before his 64th…"
"Thank you all for your loving replies. Every day, all day, she's all I think about. It's like a nightmare that I'll never wake up from. Alison, the way I feel now, I don't even know if I want to feel…"
This group is for anyone who lost their parents at a young age. I lost my dad to cancer a week before the start of my senior year. It's been difficult. Quite frankly it sucks. Lets join together and get through this crappy time.
"Lia, losing your mom is hard enough. When you also lived with her that takes it to a whole different level because you didn't experience the natural separation that other adults do. That's sure what happened to me. I lived with my mom and…"
"Thank you everyone. My mom had refused to see doctors for seven years; she feel ill, finally went, was diagnosed with Stage IV metastasized cancer in her throat, lung, and liver, went directly to hospice, and died less than 4 weeks from the initial…"
So sorry for your loss.
Similar to others, I can understand your pain. I wish comfort to you but I know it is not easy. Please take your time.
All people, I was travelling so could not post for long. This is to tell that I…"
This Friday 21st September will be our 27th wedding anniversary. It is my first without my husband and I've noticed my anxiety peaking and I'm back to waking every hour. Has anyone got any advice of how to cope with all the…"
"Thank you Layla Richards. I was very religious before my husband died, Then after his death I started searching why we have to go thru such pains and was looking into everything. Then after reading the Bible, the Torah, the Koran and more religious…"
"I am new to this. I lost my dad June 7 2018 to lung cancer and my fiancé on Aug. 6. 2018 to colon cancer. I was caretaker to both and now I can’t stand being in my own skin. I have the panic feelings when I am alone. So I have been self…"
This is for anyone who has lost somone to cancer. I lost my adopted Mom to breast cancer some years ago. She was everything I could have asked for. She loved me because I was just me. She also loved my family and children as if they were her own.See More
"That is some great advice Ofir Rifo. Also, bluebird, something that helped me a lot was reading through the thousands of stories contributed by individuals who had a near-death experience or received an after death communication from a passed loved…"
"ANA BECOAH BY ovadia chamama. Miracle prayer even for those who do not believe in anything. It will act as a password and will open the universe who will answer your petition. Please bluebird just try the same way a tried and it worked. Remember you…"
"Bluebird please go to you tube in listen to a song called Ana Becoh by Ovadiada Chamama. This song will act as a password to the universe. You do not need to believe in any religion but It worked for me and I am an agnostic. I lost my husband 21…"
"Hello Bluebird. I always remember you and wonder how you are doing since the last time I wrote to you for the first time when I found this blog. It has been a while and I was hoping by this time you were doing better. Please understand that you will…"