I am a 28 year old medical assistant that has had her problems with mental illness and substance abuse. I was very fortunate to go through some really unfortunate situations that rly changed my perspective on life. But everything that I'm so blessed with in my life I had my Fiance Wesley by my side
About my Loss:
10-30-13 I met the guy who showed me what it felt like to have someone love you unconditionally. We met at a meeting and I just instantly was attracted I just had to talk to him and I did. Almost 4 years later, a few relapses, recoveries, good times and bad, I found him in our bathroom after I got home from work early a week ago today. I feel like someone took my heart and ripped it out of my chest. I barely eat, sleep, stop crying from when i wake up and on and off the rest of the day. He was only 23 but treated me with such love.
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