"Anne, I love and agree with everything you have written.
I spend a lot of my time also trying to encourage others, but I do not give false hope that it gets better - it doesn't. Im only 4 months in and this is very raw and painful due to…"
"Thank you Patience for your comment. Sometimes I don't know if I'm coming or going. When I'm around those who are grieving I'm expected to do and say certain things. When I'm around people who have no clue I'm expected…"
"I think we all feel that way..yes sometimes people go threw far worse things but we each deal with things diffrently..I ask myself why everyday..why am I still here..my neighbor always tells me god has a plan for each of us I stop and think to…"
Why, why, why? Why you? Why me? Why anyone? Hell if I know. If I knew the answer to that, WOW. I get asked that question so many times, and all I can say is I don't know. When I get frustrated with the whole thing I ask myself Why not me? Why not you? What the heck do I know? Because I'm a 2 time loser I should know the answer to that. I've lost many family, and close friends over the years, and it never gets any easier. I do however get through it. How you ask? I have no idea. I guess when I…See More
"No, you're not the only one. I have a wonderful family (parents, sister, brother-in-law), who also love my husband very much, but it doesn't help. I can't really even talk to them or relate to them anymore, and it's not their…"
"Definitely not the only one Patience. It gets harder and harder for me too. I have my mom I "talk" to - she lives 375 miles away, so we only communicate via email, whatsapp and sometimes voice calls, but I feel very alone. I…"
"I know to ill go of a broken heart, I just wish with all my heart it was now. soon it will be 10 months, I just cant go on with this pain, I need shawn and I need to be with him. every time the phone rings I think its him, sat and sundays I…"
"Sundays are a hard day, when everyone is going home from church to be with their familys...they have no idea....I usually emotionally crash on sunday afternoon...been having a harder time going to the cemetery...at first I went alot...now, it…"
"I been reading along, and I can totally understand what you are saying Kim..
I cannot believe it is almost two years...time has lost its meaning for it still seems like it was last week, yet time has moved forward. The horror of the accident still…"