today my doctor is coming for a visit, its going to be hard talking about the holidays. I just hate them so much anymore. a friend dropped a card off with tiny butterflys, flowers and angels inside and asked me to sprinkle them where shawn is resting, I cryed so hard, its a beautiful thing to do. its getting harder to sleep and I feel so tired. I just want so much for these holidays to be over. its just to painfull with out my baby. I want so much to sleep and never wake up, to hold my son…See More
"Thank you that's my son urn when I seen it I'm like I have to get it for my son it was hard to decorate his area but felt good when I did I did not get a Xmas tree or decorate my house was not up to it .Sorry for your loss sending you hugs"
"Davi, the first night my son had passed I received a text message, It said
The text message was in the line where the phone number or contact name usually is...and there was no phone number attached. This has never…"
"Nice picture. My son was really devoted to Mary. He was trying so hard to kick drugs. I found letters he wrote to her. He actually started making rosaries shortly before he died. I have one and my daughter has one. A funny little story that makes me…"
"thank you to everyone for your kind words on Chris's birthday. I ended up sleeping most of the afternoon so that helped. Regarding signs, I do sincerely believe that our children send them to us, in order to give us some sense of comfort. I…"
So its almost Christmas and it will be mommy and daddy's first Christmas without you. Last week I went to the mall with aunt Mary, and we saw a firefighter truck that we knew you would love to have. I brought it and now its in your room with your other toys.Daddy likes it too, he was the one with the idea of putting the truck in your room. Of course he did that after a while of calling me and your aunt crazy, but we know daddy better than he knows himself.Mommy and daddy are better now, you…See More
"Wow Marie! Really? That is just crazy, both of those things...that's amazing I am sure it is Taylor..
Same to you Davi, the text thing is crazy too, I have yet to receive any signs..I sure would like to.
It's a really hard day today, but…"
"Oh I bet it was a sign! The other day I found my son's student ID in my pocket, which I usually carry in my wallet. I swear I didn't put it there. My daughter said I probably did absent mindlessly, but I don't think I did. Than last…"