"I keep telling myself I'm in a safe place and I will be okay. But this is another Saturday afternoon and I don't feel very safe when Diane died on a day just like today and the whole world spun off into another universe. I am…"
"I am just sitting here crying out loud. I just hate this life without him. He was so good and loving and I miss his touch and voice. Why did he die??? Why am I alone??? None of this makes any sense....I am too old to start over. Our life was the…"
"Dianne & George- Last night over a thousand people (and likely still counting) die because of an earthquake. Not disease, not a car accident, heart attack or other things we think of as "normal" death but an earthquake. All…"
Im so sorry ,that I get so negative and so down at times .I would like to heal and recover from this mess.Carol Ann was the only good thing I had going in my entire life.The problem was I never knew love in my young life ...than when love came my way i did not know what to make of it or how to treat Carol Ann. We had 5 good years than I messed up real bad.The first time I was in an apartment in Palm Springs Ca.I was always a loner because thats the way I knew how to keep safe.Than Carol Ann…See More
"It is hard. I lost my only brother Feb. Of last year. I can't really give any good advice other than take it one day at a time. I am still trying to deal with him being gone, and i take iy one day at a time. There will be days that you dont…"
"Tildyc- I know its not the same but I want to say how glad I am to hear of your raise at your job. I know you said your income halved so the extra it provides will be welcome. Maybe Mark had his hand in it. I sometimes have…"
"I really wish someone would sit with me and cry with me instead of staring at me like I'm something from another planet. I have learned to keep tears to myself because of the way they distance themselves makes me feel even more alone than…"