It's much the same for me. You said you are "...on the roller coaster that has stalled in hell", and I understand that completely. I don't want to live this life either. For me, it's pointless. If I…"
I am so sorry that you are having to be here on this site because like all of us you too are searching for ways to manage the pain of what has just happened. I lost my husband of 35 years three years ago and it is taking me along…"
"Rest Peacefully little Brother, Till we meet Again"June 17, 2015 at Mitchell, ManitobaBrother"Goodbyes are not forever. Goodbyes are not the end. They simply mean I'll miss you, until we meet again."Light A Candlelight a candle,see it glow,watch it dance,when you feel low,think of me,think of light,I'll always be here,day or…See More
"Hi. Thank you for responding back to me. Yes My Dad and Sister are taking me out for my Birthday, but you know, it's not the same. I won't be getting any BIRTHDAY cards or Valentine's Day cards from Mom, it's so sad, I don't…"
I never thought that I would be a widow in my forties. My friends can't relate and feel the need to comment on everything, even if they have no experience with grief. I know they mean well but only we know what we are going though.See More
"A month ago on the 10th while I was 6777 miles away from Los Angeles, I got a Facebook message from my boyfriend's best friend saying my boyfriend had passed away. My whole world was shattered into pieces, not only because I was scheduled to…"
33 years is a long history. I had another person who lost her husband tell me once that losing our history is so much a part of what we lost. We wrote that history with one person. And now we are somehow supposed…"