"So many question, so many holes in my heart. I am one tortured person.
I have anger, guilt, sadness and doubt all rolled up into one nice little present that stays with me night and day. the gift just keeps giving."
shawn, on wed it will be a year, im so filled with sadness, lonelyness emptiness and so very heart broken. I remember it all like it was yesterday. each day is harder and harder to try to go on. I still pray each night to go with you. I know I don't want to go on with out you. I cry everyday and night, sadness floods over me and I cant hold on. with out you there is no sun, no light, just darkness all the time. I promise ill be with you soon, to hold you forever and never let you go. to live…See More
"I want to get this off my chest. I have never told anyone about this except my other son knows because his brother told him.
He told me in 2005 that he was going to help a pregnant girl out at school and sign the adoption papers as the father to…"
I never thought that I would be a widow in my forties. My friends can't relate and feel the need to comment on everything, even if they have no experience with grief. I know they mean well but only we know what we are going though.See More
"Vee, I understand exactly where you are coming from. I lost the love of my life suddenly in early October. He had been recovering from a surgery and was doing well and expected to be fully healed soon. I still cannot believe…"
Oh I read it all Craig…….word after word revealing the utter anguish, the questions, the guilt, the anger but most of all the endless void. Yes, I read it all and as I read it I saw myself sitting in your chair at…"
"Dick: God is good. Since losing my only daughter at the very young age of 31 and finding her letter just recently, I see that maybe our children new something that they didn't quite realize was a testament to upcoming events. 7 months has now…"
I am glad you mentioned it. 2011 was an unusual year for Danny. He help ed his grandmother remodel, he helped me remodel, we went to an unusual number of ball games and movies, and he helped the church. He did some other things that seemed…"
"Dick, I looked at your pictures and spotted the one of your sons in front of the helicoptor. It is a nice picture of your two handsome sons.
You may find some help at the following website put out by Carol Kearns, who is a grief counselor mentored…"
My partner of 13 years passed away a month ago; I say partner, we were married in all but name; like any couple we had our rough patches but always pulled through. I would like to use the phrase soul-mates (as corny as it sounds) but it was an instant connection at a party, and when we next met by accident we were almost inseparable for the next seven years; she was only 37.It was a sudden illness and the doctors still do not know what the cause was; she started having seizures in Mid July and…See More
"(Romans 5:12) "That is why, just as through one man sin entered into the world and death through sin, and so death spread to all men because they had all sinned. . ."
(1 John 5:19) ". . .the whole world is lying in the power of the…"
"Danny was a commercial diver and he told me how he would leave, I always thought he was referring to a diving accident. It was a heart attack after returning from a dive. I always wonder if the dive had something to do with it."