I’m 33 and born and raised in Connecticut. I have no kids and never married but have two dogs who are my world. I still have my sister and extended family. I work full time and enjoy my friends for down time. I also like to read, I love wine tasting and country music and just enjoy sitting outside enjoying the fresh air. I’m just trying to find me and who I am with these cards I‘ve been dealt with.
About my Loss:
I lost my Dad 11 years ago to cancer which he fought hard for 5 years. Once he passed I became my Moms provider and care taker at 22. Mom was healthy for a long time until 2015 when she got cancer. She went into remission in 6 months and then in 2018 it came back aggressively. She fought so hard and I am so proud to be her daughter after watching how fierce she was, however she lost her fight in October 2019. Now I am trying to figure out who I am as a person since I am no longer a daughter or caretaker/provider as an adult at 33...
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