I'm 56 years old and have lived in Ohio most of my life except for the 8 wonderful years that we lived on Topsail Beach, NC. I've been happily married for 30 years.
About my Loss:
My 36 year old son Brandon passed away 14 mths ago. Our family have always been very close but Brandon and I had an extra special bond and closeness. I miss him more than I can say. To be honest, I have no idea how I've made it through the past year and have no clue how I will make it through another year.
I'm sure all of you know what I mean when I say that I just want something to believe in. I want to believe that my son is with me in a sense. I want to believe that there is something more once we leave this world.
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So sorry for your loss.
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