Ronnie Luethy
  • 52, Female
  • Poplar Grove, IL
  • United States
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Linda Engberg replied to Ronnie Luethy's discussion I've become numb. in the group Lost My Spouse...
"The only time peace will be with me is when I join my Husband, he was my everything."
Jul 16
Maxey replied to Ronnie Luethy's discussion I've become numb. in the group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi, Ronnie, I know this feeling of being numb; I now look in the mirror some days and wonder who I am at this point. I see a face, but I am not able to connect any more. After 55 years with my husband, I truly feel that part of my soul is missing. I…"
Jul 16
Maxey replied to Ronnie Luethy's discussion I've become numb. in the group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi, Linda, It has been almost two years since I lost my husband,and I feel exactly as you do. No matter how much time passes, the pain never seems to ease. Every night I hope I go to sleep and the Lord takes me to join my beloved husband of 55…"
Jul 16
Meva L Cox replied to Ronnie Luethy's discussion I've become numb. in the group Lost My Spouse...
"I have heard the firsts of everything are the worst. Going to the first great granddaughters birthday party was devastating for me. When I got in the car all by myself I cried like a baby all the way home as this was the first birthday spent without…"
Jul 12
Ronnie Luethy replied to Ronnie Luethy's discussion I've become numb. in the group Lost My Spouse...
"Wow. My first holiday without her has sucked. We moved to Central America a few years ago but always had some kind of celebration. I have no urge this year because I just feel dead inside. I'm glad James and I are with my parents today so he…"
Jul 4
Linda Engberg replied to Ronnie Luethy's discussion I've become numb. in the group Lost My Spouse...
"Dear Ronnie, My husband has been gone 4 years, died of colon cancer, I have been numb since the day he died, I just go through the everyday motions. My broken heart will never heal. Linda"
Jul 2
AnneJ replied to Ronnie Luethy's discussion I've become numb. in the group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi, Ronnie. The death of your soulmate strips down to bedrock those who are important to you. Your son is #1 now and when you start to drown you can struggle to keep your head above water and you'll see him there, and you will know why you are…"
Jul 1
Ronnie Luethy added a discussion to the group Lost My Spouse...
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I've become numb.

Annette passed May 19th. I was devastated that my soulmate had gone. After being inconsolable and a fountain of tears, over night a few days ago, I was suddenly numb.  I find it hard to care about anything other than our son James. I'm putting on a great show I think, but it is just a show. If it weren't for my boy I would join Annette. Im scared of what happens next, and wonder if I'll ever care again. I'm counting the days that I'll be raising our wonderful 14 year old, but look forward to…See More
Jul 1
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Jun 19
Ronnie Luethy posted a status
"May 19th my world ended. I so want to join her, but we have a 14 year old Son and he is the only thing keeping me alive."
Jun 17
Ronnie Luethy updated their profile
Jun 17
Ronnie Luethy is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Jun 17

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About Me:
52 years old with 1 son James who is 14. Annette my wife, James and I have lived in Belize these last 3 years.
About my Loss:
While I was recovering from a surgery our son discovered Annette unresponsive on the floor. He called me and I talked him through wat to do. I exited the hospital a.m.a. and flew home the next day. Annette passed 5 days latter. James and I have since returned to the states to be with family.

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Panda commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Really missing my mom right now :/ she was the only one in my fd up family. And what hurts even more was I only really knew her for two weeks before she died cuz I got taken from her when I wasnt even two years old and when I turned 18 and had the…"
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I miss my Mom!

If you have that hole in your heart that you get when you lose the woman that you shared a body with....
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KIM Montgomery commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Today is an especially rough day, can't really nail it down to one thing.  So many things going through my head.  I have had 2 weeks to my self to process everything that has happened in since my husband's diagnosis and passing.…"
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Linda Engberg commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"Morgan, You said it perfect, there is nothing worth living for without my Husband to share it with."
5 hours ago
Theresa commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Its been one year and seven months it has not changed, but it does get "softer", you'll know what I mean. Every night I tell her I love her and I would love to hear her voice one more time.  "
7 hours ago
BLUEBELL commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"And same here. I have bad days and tolerable days. I am having a real hard time without my Mom right now. Life just does not make sense anymore. But I keep going on through the motions of  living, hoping this deep sense of loss will ease…"
15 hours ago
KIM Montgomery replied to KIM Montgomery's discussion Grief in the group Lost My Spouse...
"Nancy, yes it sounds like there were a lot of similarities in our situations.  I married late and so we would have celebrated our 16th wedding anniversary on August 16th of this year.  Jack's birthday was 12/29/2017. Cancer took my…"
16 hours ago
Doug replied to Cathy 's discussion My brother's death cirrhosis
"Hello Nancy, I don't know how both you, and Cathy, can carry on as well as you have after losing someone you loved so much? It's unbelievable to me that your husband's doctor could be so inept as to never test his liver function,…"
17 hours ago
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19 hours ago
Esther commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"Today has been waves of numb detachment for me... I try to be positive and hopeful but sometimes we can't force it and must just tolerate the sadness"
19 hours ago
JO B commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"sorry for evry 1 it goin thru hell i am  i feal k im livin in hell coz of all bad shit wev had coz of loss"
21 hours ago
Michael Thompson commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"Morgan, how beautifully written...And spot on!"
21 hours ago
Joy commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Same here. As you said some days are tolerable while others are still bad. I try to keep myself distracted, but memories of my mom invade my thoughts throughout the day."
21 hours ago
morgan commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"I have been struggling along trying to improve upon what I was left to deal with without my husbands unfailing support for four and half years.  I still want to die.  Everyday.  And of course he would want for me to not have to suffer…"
21 hours ago
Theresa commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Just wanted to see how everyone is doing, I have bad days and tolerable days. Its still very difficult, I miss her so much."
22 hours ago
Nancy replied to KIM Montgomery's discussion Grief in the group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Kim.  We have a lot of similarities.  Lost my husband to an aggressive cancer May 10th.  We had his celebration of life May 19th and it was truly a celebration with music, stories, food, a bonfire.  Just what he would've…"
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Nancy commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"I don't think you are being an A hole.  I just think maybe you've had more time to clearly think and grieve.  I hope to get to the point where I can live my life without despair every waking moment as well.  I appreciate…"
yesterday
Michael C. Ramsey commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"Not trying to be an A-hole here folks but, C'mon waiting/wanting to die? My Andrea is gone almost 3 years and she is always on my mind. I have good days and bad days BUT I try to live whatever days I have left the way she would want me to. She…"
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