I'm 52 years old, single, take care of an elderly woman, have two cats whom I love dearly, hoping to find my soul mate at some point in my life.
About my Loss:
My Mom passed away unexpectedly on June 6, 2015 and I am a complete wreck. She was only 75 and she was my best friend and the best Mom I could ever ask for. I still cry every single day and night since she passed. I can't function, I use to care what I looked like and now it's a chore to even take a shower. I want to die so I can be with my Mom. I'm still in shock, I still want to pick up the phone and say hi. I'm seeing a Psychologist and I am on meds for depression and anxiety but I still can't get out of bed most days. My heart is in Heaven with my Mom.
"Hello to all of you who are here for the same unimaginable reason as I am. I found this website last night after another night of going to bed where instead of sleep, pain sets in that I was able to escape from all day by being busy. Jess's…"
"Joe, I have seven tattoos one for each year Julian has been gone. It is my way of honoring him People make fun of me saying I am too old (71) to have them. Glad to hear I am not the only one still honoring their spouse after death."
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