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Rain commented on Cathy Richardson's group Being the Other Woman/Other Man
"It's been almost two years for me. It doesn't hurt any less. Some days I push it away but then all of a sudden every bit of it hits like a ton of bricks. I did tell a few of my best friends and I mostly regret it. Now I feel it's just…"
Aug 14
Rain left a comment for Rain
"Thank you I sent you an email!"
Jan 20, 2017
Suzy left a comment for Rain
"EXACTLY how I feel!  I had to stop looking at her Facebook page, then I found more peace.  Private email me at cardz@tpg.com.au if you want. "
Jan 19, 2017
Rain left a comment for Suzy
"Suzy I would definitely love to keep the group alive and reach out. I wasn't sure if I was supposed to comment under your comment on my wall or come here still learning. I think this is the lonliest place in the world. I look at his wife's…"
Jan 19, 2017
Suzy left a comment for Rain
"Hi Rain, This is a group people like us need, as we have no-one we can open up to about this. Perhaps people are finding it hard to deal with their grief, as I am, and can't write about it? I seem to suffer in silence, as I've had to since…"
Jan 19, 2017
Rain left a comment for Rain
"Thank you. I sent you an email. I think I commented back in the wrong spot the first time!"
Jan 19, 2017
Rain joined Julie Dolsey-Weiss's group
Jan 19, 2017
Cathy Richardson left a comment for Rain
"Hi Rain - I am very sorry for your loss. Please feel free to e-mail me at catrich1964@gmail.com. I am happy to help. Cathy"
Jan 19, 2017
Rain replied to April's discussion Nightmarrs
"I have had a lot of them. I dream about finding out he died all over again."
Jan 19, 2017
Rain commented on Cathy Richardson's group Being the Other Woman/Other Man
"Is anyone still active in this group? I have been searching for a group of this kind that understands this type of pain."
Jan 19, 2017
Rain joined Cathy Richardson's group
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Being the Other Woman/Other Man

This is for anyone who has lost their lover to death and you were the other woman/other man in their life. We have to grieve in silence. I can't find any support groups and feel like I'm the only one going through this situationSee More
Jan 19, 2017
Rain is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Jan 17, 2017

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About my Loss:
I lost someone I Ioved that's all I know to say. We were both married to other people. I loved him very much. We just met at the wrong time. I felt like we tried to stay away from each other but we just gravitated to each other. I have no one to share loving memories with because he is a secret as was I. He sent me a text two days before he died. I was going to call him after the holidays but I never got to. So many things I never got to say. I know it was wrong. I tried to change my feelings but I just loved him so much. I know that nobody will ever smile at me and make me feel the way I did when he smiled at me. I do love my husband and family but he has a drug problem and sometimes I feel like I'm married to two different people. I've been through so much and he was like my silver lining. I feel like the world is bleak now and I just don't want to be here.

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At 11:52am on January 20, 2017, Rain said…
Thank you I sent you an email!
At 10:32pm on January 19, 2017, Suzy said…

EXACTLY how I feel!  I had to stop looking at her Facebook page, then I found more peace.  Private email me at cardz@tpg.com.au if you want. 

At 8:00pm on January 19, 2017, Suzy said…

Hi Rain,

This is a group people like us need, as we have no-one we can open up to about this. Perhaps people are finding it hard to deal with their grief, as I am, and can't write about it? I seem to suffer in silence, as I've had to since this happened, and have become used to it, though it's like a huge lump of stone inside me.  Perhaps we can try to reach out to each other a bit more and keep this group alive.  

At 7:58pm on January 19, 2017, Rain said…
Thank you. I sent you an email. I think I commented back in the wrong spot the first time!
At 10:39am on January 19, 2017, Cathy Richardson said…

Hi Rain - I am very sorry for your loss. Please feel free to e-mail me at catrich1964@gmail.com. I am happy to help.

Cathy

 
 
 

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Ofir Rifo replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Thank you Layla Richards. I was very religious before my husband died, Then after his death I started searching why we have to go thru such pains and was looking into everything. Then after reading the Bible, the Torah, the Koran and more religious…"
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Linda Engberg commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"Hi Pamela, So sorry about the lost of your Husband, it has been 5 years and to be truthful things are not any better. We were very close, he was my rock, now I am nothing."
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Suzy Tatz commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"I am new to this. I lost my dad June 7 2018 to lung cancer and my fiancé on Aug. 6. 2018 to colon cancer. I was caretaker to both and now I can’t stand being in my own skin. I have the panic feelings when I am alone. So I have been self…"
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Losing Someone to Cancer

This is for anyone who has lost somone to cancer. I lost my adopted Mom to breast cancer some years ago. She was everything I could have asked for. She loved me because I was just me. She also loved my family and children as if they were her own.See More
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Layla Richards replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"That is some great advice Ofir Rifo. Also, bluebird, something that helped me a lot was reading through the thousands of stories contributed by individuals who had a near-death experience or received an after death communication from a passed loved…"
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Ofir Rifo replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"ANA BECOAH BY ovadia chamama. Miracle prayer even for those who do not believe in anything. It will act as a password and will open the universe who will answer your petition. Please bluebird just try the same way a tried and it worked. Remember you…"
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BLUEBELL commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Lia I am so sorry for your loss. Bluebell"
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Ofir Rifo replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Bluebird please go to you tube in listen to a song called Ana Becoh by Ovadiada Chamama. This song will act as a password to the universe. You do not need to believe in any religion but It worked for me and I am an agnostic. I lost my husband 21…"
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Ofir Rifo replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Hello Bluebird. I always remember you and wonder how you are doing since the last time I wrote to you for the first time when I found this blog. It has been a while and I was hoping by this time you were doing better. Please understand that you will…"
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Layla Richards replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"So sorry to hear. My heart absolutely breaks for you. I know that you've mentioned suicide many times on here, and I just wanted to let you know that I actually did attempt about 10 months after my fiancé died. Life had literally become…"
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