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Paul commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"29 years ago tonight I met a beautiful, young lady who would eventually be my wife and mother of our two sons.  That beautiful lady was cruelly taken from me this past year by the ruthless monster called cancer.  Kathy, I love you, I miss…"
Dec 31
Paul left a comment for Edward L
"Edward L You are correct. If you pay attention, the subtle signs from loved ones do appear."
Dec 31, 2017
Paul left a comment for Debbie brisky
"Debbie brisky, First of all, I wish to offer my deepest condolences on the loss of your husband. I lost my wife of over 26 1/2 years to breast cancer exactly 9 months today. As crazy as it sounds, what you are going through right now physically and…"
Dec 31, 2017
Paul commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Alice, You should not feel at all guilty for expressing your true feelings. You, I and the others here have been cruelly and unwillingly put in this, our worst nightmares come true, without any foolproof way to cope with it."
Dec 30, 2017
Paul commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"morgan and JenShep, Both of your comments really hit home with me. There is seemingly no way out of this relentless hell."
Dec 28, 2017
Paul commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Morgan, As hard as it is for the rest of us to endure the upcoming holidays it must be at least doubly difficult for you given the circumstances your husband and you were dealt with.  To everyone here who has put up with this hell for multiple…"
Dec 14, 2017
Paul commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Count me among those who are looking forward to death after losing my wife. I am absolutely not interested in anything else."
Dec 13, 2017
Paul replied to Linda Engberg's discussion Holidays Again
"Linda, I wish I could sleep thru these holidays as well. Then forever after that........"
Nov 22, 2017
Paul commented on Niomi Johnson's blog post Today would have been my husband’s birthday.
"Hello Niomi, I wish to extend my deepest sympathies on the loss of your spouse under what must be the most heart breaking circumstances imaginable. I lost my wife on March 31 of this year after a six year battle with breast cancer. I can relate to…"
Nov 9, 2017
Paul commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"bluebird, As bad as I feel now, I do not look forward to the holidays as this will be the first holiday season without my beloved wife. We also met on a New Year's Eve and I am really dreading that day. I can't see myself lasting years on…"
Oct 15, 2017
Paul commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"This seems to be an especially hard time for a lot of us lately. I feel exactly the same way as the previous 4 posters."
Oct 15, 2017
Paul commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Nancy, I believe the poem/song is on the comment wall and was submitted by stewart p on October 6 at 11:53 am"
Oct 12, 2017
Paul commented on Joy's blog post Grief Share Support Group
"Joy, Good luck with the group sessions. I hope that it goes a long way in easing your pain."
Oct 12, 2017
Paul and Michaela waldier are now friends
Oct 8, 2017
Paul left a comment for Bryan Kelly Reeves
"Michaela, you tell them that unless they have been through it themselves they should "F" off. Especially what you had to witness. My heart goes out to you."
Oct 8, 2017

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About Me:
54 years old, devastated and heartbroken.
About my Loss:
Lost Kathy, my beautiful wife of over 26 and a half years to metastatic breast cancer after 6 years of courageously fighting this dreadful disease on March 31, 2017. She was my everything and I have just about given up my will to live after losing the love of my life.
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At 5:00pm on October 2, 2017, Joy said…

Paul, I'm very sorry that you lost your wife, Kathy and the tremendous void her passing has left you with. I'm sending my prayers up for you and your family too! I hope you've found some comfort from the site. We all know what it is to lose someone we love dearly, so we all share a bond that way.

Thanks for responding to my post. It is very tragic what's happening. The only consolation I find in all of our losses is that our loved ones don't have to deal with any of the crap happening here in this world anymore. That doesn't help those of us left behind because we're still here dealing with it every day.

 
 
 

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Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Joe, Thank you for your post. I like Morgan gave me a lift. I have often thought about suicide but have no intention of doing away with myself because of my religion. I will not take the chance of never seeing Julian again I too do not go to the…"
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morgan commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Thank you Joe for your posts. In a weird way it gives me a lift.  How?  Because I know that I am not making up how hard this suffering is.   My closest friend and sibling also know how I feel about dying and I know I would not have to…"
9 hours ago
Monty commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"joe that is incredible. thanks for the time and energy sharing. i think ill look at some of your suggestions and see what will work for me. for me this week has been hard. 1 week until first anniversary of her death, i don't know what to…"
11 hours ago
joe kelly commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Read second post first Morgan. Had to break it up into two parts and did it backwards."
13 hours ago
joe kelly commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
""As the years are passing I feel the need more and more." When I read some of you guys suffering so long, it gives me great fear that despite my health neglect, and legal preparations, I don't know when it will actually come to…"
13 hours ago
joe kelly commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Joe, "I read your words and it brings me to my knees."  I keep asking God to let me go many times a day.  I tell Him/Her/It that I will never relent until my prayer is answered.  I ask my love to keep asking too and have…"
13 hours ago
Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Thanks Bluebird for nice comment about my Julian. He was so caring and was my rock. Being with him for 24/7 for 13 years of our retirement was bliss, I thank God for this time together.  Morgan & Joe I keep believing there is eternal love…"
17 hours ago
morgan commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Joe, I read your words and it brings me to my knees.  I so want to join my husband.  As the years are passing I feel the need more and more.  I am not sure I understand totally how your OBE has given you more faith that somehow we…"
18 hours ago
Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Pamela, you are grieving for your mother. You may not be able to see it but I can. My father was horrible. I did not grieve his death. I barely gave it a second thought. You are grieving your mom, and you are grieving the way things were. The advice…"
18 hours ago
bluebird commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Linda, Your Julian looks like such a nice man in that photo; what a lovely smile! Joe, Thank you so much for your kind words. I hope you are right."
20 hours ago
Pamela philipp commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"I lost my mother on 9-6-15 eight days before I lost my husband on 9-14-15 and I feel horrible because I am struggling with how I am grieving for my mother because we had a very strained relationship because my mother was an alcoholic all her life…"
21 hours ago
joe kelly commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Dear Bluebird, It is impossible for us to know for absolutely sure what exactly happens when we die.  Oh, how I would love her to appear before me and tell me she's here and waiting for me, but I also know that she can't do that…"
23 hours ago
Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Bluebird, I am so glad that the folks on this forum feel the same way I do. Society is always trying to label people, if we don't agree with them they think we are weird or crazy. My sweet Husband Julian taught me to ignore what other people…"
yesterday
bluebird commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Sorry, I meant Linda and Monty and Joe."
yesterday
bluebird commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"I fully agree with you both, Linda and Monty. My deep and abiding grief is the only response I could possibly have to my husband's death. My soulmate was torn from me, and I don't know if his wonderful soul still exists, or if I will ever…"
yesterday
Daylight commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Hi Avi, it would be nice to have a friend. The time gap is big but we can agree on a time to talk. Keeping busy also functions for me. Anyways, as soon as I have free time the thoughts and feelings came back and grief hits so hard. I wish you have a…"
yesterday
Daylight commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"M Adams , I hope this feeling of desolation lessens in time. It is an extremely hard process. Unbearable at times. I hope you are doing well."
yesterday
Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Hi Daylight India is 8.30 hours ahead of Argentina. We can talk at your early morning whenever you want.  Feeling of desolation still exists for me but I try to be strong and do things (work, travel, eating etc) with sincerity. "
yesterday

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