Michelle
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Michelle commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Its been 2 months since my soulmate died, I can't bare to part with nothing of his or even change the sheets on our bed. I don't answer any messages, or go on social media sites as it only reminds me that he's gone an it to real for…"
Jan 1
annjulie replied to Michelle's discussion When my soulmate died he took my heart an soul with him. I'm so brokenl in the group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"I lost my mom to suicide and my boyfriend was killed by the police. He died of cardiac arrest at age 31 after being tasered 3 times. It gives me pain to think of the tragic ways that they died, how they suffered and what they thought before death.…"
Dec 27, 2016
Michelle replied to Linda Engberg's discussion Can't handle the Holidays in the group Lost My Spouse...
"Me to, but I drink vodka now, as my husband an I use to drink beer together. I'm struggling an hurting so badly. The pain hasn't got better, what a lie. This is my 1st Xmas without my soulmate,the only time I sleep is if I drink. The…"
Dec 16, 2016
Michelle replied to Michelle's discussion When my soulmate died he took my heart an soul with him. I'm so brokenl in the group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"With reality setting in the pain has gotten worse for me, knowing he won't be here Xmas, missing our kids grow up, all our dreams r gone. I'm so overwhelmed in grief my heart hurts. Nothing has gotten better for me, I miss him so much it…"
Dec 8, 2016
kim r replied to Michelle's discussion When my soulmate died he took my heart an soul with him. I'm so brokenl in the group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"My husband passed away a little over a week ago from cardiac arrest.  I have dreams of when I found him and how hard I tried to revive him.  The autopsy and funeral home were not as bad for me--the image of him struggling for life while I…"
Dec 6, 2016
Michelle replied to Linda Engberg's discussion I AM STILL MARRIED AND AM REFUSE TO BE A WIDOW. in the group Lost My Spouse...
"A week after my husband of 16y  passed, I was told I'm still young an can get married an find love again.. No, never, I'm not going to fake it with someone who will never compare to my soulmate. I will be married to my husband an…"
Nov 23, 2016
Michelle is now friends with Lisa Maria DeMatto- Wysong and Elynn m
Nov 23, 2016
Lisa Maria DeMatto- Wysong replied to Michelle's discussion When my soulmate died he took my heart an soul with him. I'm so brokenl in the group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"Michelle, It is a awful thing that you and your children are going through. You cannot blame yourself, I blamed myself for a long time and still do at times. I should have went to see him soon, I had called and left messages but he never called back…"
Nov 23, 2016
S.a.m. replied to Michelle's discussion When my soulmate died he took my heart an soul with him. I'm so brokenl in the group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"I'm so sorry Michelle. I lost the love of my life at 41 to a murder (we were together for 20 years)...I was there for the police response and know enough about what happened to be able to picture it in my head.  I have had bad dreams…"
Nov 23, 2016
Michelle replied to Michelle's discussion When my soulmate died he took my heart an soul with him. I'm so brokenl in the group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"Thank u, I'm sorry for you're loss. I was told the same, I've been made to see a psychologist. It is also so hard to know after the autopsy, they kept his heart, brain an eyes. I'm to get them back once the final autopsy…"
Nov 23, 2016
Michelle replied to Michelle's discussion When my soulmate died he took my heart an soul with him. I'm so brokenl in the group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"Thank u, an sorry for your loss. "
Nov 23, 2016
ShingingLight1967 replied to Michelle's discussion When my soulmate died he took my heart an soul with him. I'm so brokenl in the group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"Michelle, I am so sorry for your loss. My husband too, passed from a heart attack almost a year ago.  One minute we were texting about a Christmas get away we were going to take, the next I am getting phone calls from various people and finally…"
Nov 22, 2016
Lisa Maria DeMatto- Wysong replied to Michelle's discussion When my soulmate died he took my heart an soul with him. I'm so brokenl in the group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"Hi Michelle, I too have nightmares, and when I'm going throughout my day sometimes I get flashbacks. I used to be afraid of everything, like i was just waiting for something terrible to happen. I felt lost, numb and incomplete. On Dec 18 2015,…"
Nov 22, 2016
A. Buyten replied to Michelle's discussion When my soulmate died he took my heart an soul with him. I'm so brokenl in the group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"Hi, I hope that your dreams get better. I lost my sweetheart in 2011. My dreams mostly of her are of her visiting me, but then I wake up in joy that I get to be with her. Then I wake and realize she has passed away. It is difficult to deal…"
Nov 22, 2016
Ruthie replied to Michelle's discussion When my soulmate died he took my heart an soul with him. I'm so brokenl in the group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"So sorry.  I think the sudden tramatic loss is very tough and young too.  My husband was 51.  I had pictures of hunting accident I had to review with investigators surrounding questions of his death.  Still I have to give them to…"
Nov 22, 2016
Louise replied to Michelle's discussion When my soulmate died he took my heart an soul with him. I'm so brokenl in the group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"Michelle, I am so very sorry for your loss; how very awful for you and your children. I too lost my soulmate suddenly 55 days ago to suicide. I knew he suffered with depression but he never let on how bad he actually was so it was a huge shock. He…"
Nov 22, 2016

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About Me:
I'm a mom an nurse, I've been married to my soulmate for 16 years, we have 7 kids.
About my Loss:
My husband is a paramedic an just turned 41 an died in his sleep from a heart attack last month. I found him an started CPR, until his coworkers arrived, EMS worked on him for a hour but were unable to bring him back. When he left he took my heart an soul with him, I'm a broken, I miss him so much

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Bailey Smith commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Thank you Brett for the kind words. You know exacatly how if feels when you think your Mom is going to win the battle and then another issue pops up! My Mom had been living with us off and on the past five years. Sometimes the stay was as long as…"
8 minutes ago
Bailey Smith commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Thank you Bluebell. My avatar is my dog Benji. Thank you for the warm welcome"
13 minutes ago
BLUEBELL commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Bailey, First of all, I am so sorry for your loss. My Mom passed away Feb 14th of this year and I too am still deeply grieving her loss. This is a wonderful and supportive place to come and share your feelings about your Mom's death. Anything…"
2 hours ago
Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Bailey, I am so sorry for your loss. I remember towards the end of my mom's life, it was so similar in the sense that we would cross one hurdle and then something else would arise. Atrib fibrillation, leaky heart valve, congestive heart…"
5 hours ago
Laraine Pike commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"I lost my husband, Bill to melanoma cancer on Sept 1 2015.  It was a 2 1/2yr battle that started in his heel and after losing his heel & getting it rebuilt with 3 operations the cancer got into his bloodstream & spread to his lungs…"
6 hours ago
Laraine Pike joined Katherine Ellis's group
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Losing Someone to Cancer

This is for anyone who has lost somone to cancer. I lost my adopted Mom to breast cancer some years ago. She was everything I could have asked for. She loved me because I was just me. She also loved my family and children as if they were her own.See More
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Bailey Smith commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Hi! Mom had been staying with me and went into the hospital on June 14th and along with Parkinson's everything started to fall apart. Every time we thought we were making progress we would find out she had another diagnosis. It was…"
7 hours ago
Theresa commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Bluebell. I’m glad he did you seem like such a wonderful person. We all are going through this great sadness I miss my mom everyday and I always say mom I don’t know if you can hear me but I love and miss you so much. Then I’ll say…"
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Steinberg joined Jesse's Mom's group
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BLUEBELL commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"No worries Theresa. It happens to all of us at one time or another.  Even though I want to honor my Mom on Christmas, I know there are going to be tears and sorrow. It can not be avoided. I loved her and miss her. It broke my heart when she…"
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Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"I am not functioning well either! I am a robot doing things that I do not care about doing because I have to. I feel like the walking dead. I am dead inside.nothing bring me joy.. My Grandchild only remind me he is missing. I miss him do much it…"
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Bailey Smith joined Karen's group
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I miss my Mom!

If you have that hole in your heart that you get when you lose the woman that you shared a body with....
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Profile IconBailey Smith, Gwen Rene Ackwood, alice frerichs and 12 more joined Online Grief Support - A Social Community
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Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Morgan, I too am going on five years. I hate the holidays and just wish I could go to sleep until they are over. My Husband was my soulmate and he lives on in my broken heart. I just go through the motions of everyday. Mornings are the worse, I…"
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Theresa commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Sorry for the repeat, on my phone."
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morgan commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"I don't know how the rest of you are doing but I seem to not be able to get a handle on living.  I function and work but I keep remembering.  And when I do I end up so desperate for him.  I just don't know how much longer I…"
yesterday
Shamika Anthony replied to Lea Williams's discussion My Sister in the group Losing Someone to Drug Overdose
"Lea, I understand how you feel.  I lost my brother, and I just feel like you have to take things one day at a time.  Most days I am angry, and I miss him terribly, but there are times I think about how he would want me to be.  I…"
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Shamika Anthony added a discussion to the group Losing Someone to Drug Overdose
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Lost my brother, best friend

August 23, 2017 i lost my brother to an accidental overdose.  He lived with me for over a year and a half and was in recovery for at least 3 years.  When he passed it took my breath away and we were uncertain as to why he passed.  We were only 3 years apart and our bond was unusually strong for brother and sister.  I am having a very difficult time coping with the entire situation.  Especially since finding on 11/14/17 the actual cause of death was an accidental overdose. I told my father but I…See More
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Shamika Anthony joined Laura Rozier's group
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Losing Someone to Drug Overdose

If you've lost someone you loved due to them overdosing on drugs, let's talk about it here.See More
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Shamika Anthony joined Ada Bowie's group
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Losing a sibling

For anyone who's lost a sibling. It's worse than people seem to think it is.
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