"Its been 2 months since my soulmate died, I can't bare to part with nothing of his or even change the sheets on our bed. I don't answer any messages, or go on social media sites as it only reminds me that he's gone an it to real for…"
"I lost my mom to suicide and my boyfriend was killed by the police. He died of cardiac arrest at age 31 after being tasered 3 times. It gives me pain to think of the tragic ways that they died, how they suffered and what they thought before death.…"
"Me to, but I drink vodka now, as my husband an I use to drink beer together. I'm struggling an hurting so badly. The pain hasn't got better, what a lie. This is my 1st Xmas without my soulmate,the only time I sleep is if I drink. The…"
"With reality setting in the pain has gotten worse for me, knowing he won't be here Xmas, missing our kids grow up, all our dreams r gone. I'm so overwhelmed in grief my heart hurts. Nothing has gotten better for me, I miss him so much it…"
"My husband passed away a little over a week ago from cardiac arrest. I have dreams of when I found him and how hard I tried to revive him. The autopsy and funeral home were not as bad for me--the image of him struggling for life while I…"
"A week after my husband of 16y passed, I was told I'm still young an can get married an find love again.. No, never, I'm not going to fake it with someone who will never compare to my soulmate. I will be married to my husband an…"
It is a awful thing that you and your children are going through. You cannot blame yourself, I blamed myself for a long time and still do at times. I should have went to see him soon, I had called and left messages but he never called back…"
"I'm so sorry Michelle. I lost the love of my life at 41 to a murder (we were together for 20 years)...I was there for the police response and know enough about what happened to be able to picture it in my head. I have had bad dreams…"
"Thank u, I'm sorry for you're loss. I was told the same, I've been made to see a psychologist. It is also so hard to know after the autopsy, they kept his heart, brain an eyes. I'm to get them back once the final autopsy…"
"Michelle, I am so sorry for your loss.
My husband too, passed from a heart attack almost a year ago. One minute we were texting about a Christmas get away we were going to take, the next I am getting phone calls from various people and finally…"
I too have nightmares, and when I'm going throughout my day sometimes I get flashbacks. I used to be afraid of everything, like i was just waiting for something terrible to happen. I felt lost, numb and incomplete.
On Dec 18 2015,…"
"Hi, I hope that your dreams get better. I lost my sweetheart in 2011. My dreams mostly of her are of her visiting me, but then I wake up in joy that I get to be with her. Then I wake and realize she has passed away. It is difficult to deal…"
"So sorry. I think the sudden tramatic loss is very tough and young too. My husband was 51. I had pictures of hunting accident I had to review with investigators surrounding questions of his death. Still I have to give them to…"
"Michelle, I am so very sorry for your loss; how very awful for you and your children. I too lost my soulmate suddenly 55 days ago to suicide. I knew he suffered with depression but he never let on how bad he actually was so it was a huge shock. He…"
I'm a mom an nurse, I've been married to my soulmate for 16 years, we have 7 kids.
About my Loss:
My husband is a paramedic an just turned 41 an died in his sleep from a heart attack last month. I found him an started CPR, until his coworkers arrived, EMS worked on him for a hour but were unable to bring him back. When he left he took my heart an soul with him, I'm a broken, I miss him so much
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along with Parkinson's everything started to fall apart. Every time we thought we were making progress we would find out she had another diagnosis. It was…"
"Bluebell. I’m glad he did you seem like such a wonderful person. We all are going through this great sadness I miss my mom everyday and I always say mom I don’t know if you can hear me but I love and miss you so much. Then I’ll say…"
"No worries Theresa. It happens to all of us at one time or another.
Even though I want to honor my Mom on Christmas, I know there are going to be tears and sorrow. It can not be avoided. I loved her and miss her. It broke my heart when she…"
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I too am going on five years. I hate the holidays and just wish I could go to sleep until they are over. My Husband was my soulmate and he lives on in my broken heart. I just go through the motions of everyday. Mornings are the worse, I…"
"I don't know how the rest of you are doing but I seem to not be able to get a handle on living. I function and work but I keep remembering. And when I do I end up so desperate for him. I just don't know how much longer I…"
I understand how you feel. I lost my brother, and I just feel like you have to take things one day at a time. Most days I am angry, and I miss him terribly, but there are times I think about how he would want me to be. I…"
August 23, 2017 i lost my brother to an accidental overdose. He lived with me for over a year and a half and was in recovery for at least 3 years. When he passed it took my breath away and we were uncertain as to why he passed. We were only 3 years apart and our bond was unusually strong for brother and sister. I am having a very difficult time coping with the entire situation. Especially since finding on 11/14/17 the actual cause of death was an accidental overdose. I told my father but I…See More