Mary K
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  • Breckenridge, MI
  • United States
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About Me:
Not much to say. I love to do crafts, and listen to music. Reading, camping fishing and of course watching tv are some of the things I like to do. I come from a large family, raised 5 children basically by myself in an abusive relationship. Now I have 10 grand children and love to spend time with them. I also like to read, play internet games, and chat.
About my Loss:
I was divorced 2 years ago after a 33 year marriage. Four months after my divorce, not looking to meet anyone, I ran into a man that changed my life forever. He helped me see that every day should be lived like it is your last day. He did just that. He made me laugh, respected me and gave me hope for a future of happiness. We went every where together and eventually moved in together. We lived in our apartment for almost a year. We were planning to travel to Arizona. On Thursday, February 19th. he kissed me good bye as he left early to get a few things taken care of and then we were going to meet for lunch. About an hour after he left I received a phone call that he collapsed in McDonalds and was at the hospital. I rushed there as quickly as I could. When I got there I was told to sit down and a nurse would come to get me. The nurse came out and brought me to a room where she said the dr wanted to speak with me. My heart started pounding, I had a very bad feeling in my entire body. The dr came in and said my boyfriend had a massive heart attack and did not make it, he passed away. I could not fathom how one minute the man that changed my life forever could leave me so quickly. My pain of having him gone and not sitting next to me on the couch, or watching him limping his way to the bathroom. My heart has hurt ever since he passed away. As I keep re-living that morning. I sat at the hospital from 9:30am to after 1pm waiting for family to come up, but no one arrived. I could not bare to be in the room with him any more. His sister asked me to go to the morgue with her, so I did. We visited twice, and now I wish I had not done that, as he was not the same as I saw him resting in the hospital room. Now my life is consumed with not being with him. I want him back so badly, but I know that is not possible. I just want some relief from the pain I am feeling and my heart breaking. Thank you for reading my very long story.

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