Maria Gutierrez
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About my Loss:
My boyfriend passed on April 17, 2016. We were together for 11 years and were planning on marrying after his ex finally agreed to give him the divorce. He filed the divorce papers on April 14, just 3 days before he died. I found about his death on the news and at the beginning police filed it as an accident but two months later found evidence that indicates a homicide.I always thought we would grow old and joked about the illnesses that we would probably develop being elderly. I was his princess and he would do anything and everything for me. Foot rubs, taking care of me when sick, Sunday breakfasts in bed, shopping, etc. We cooked and spent 24/7 with each other. I didn't know living without him was going to be this hard, we had our ups and downs and although it seemed that emotionally he was more depending I never imagined that I would feel so lost and helpless and angry and empty without him. I feel that my soul, my entire being, died when he died.

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