35 single professional in complicated long term hetero relationship, engaged 2 years. I work a high stress job in HR. Sole survivor of tragedy. Very few friends or extended fam to speak of.
About my Loss:
My brother (2years older) murdered my father in our family home in WA in Nov '17. 9mm to back of the head. My mother who was ill was present in the home. Both of my parents were 61. Mom lived in a nursing home for 6 months and passed. My brother had mental health and drug use issues and was a menacing asshole most of my life. He got 23 years.
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