Lost with out him
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Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Love this Picture Linda! Yes you are still married forever and ever. I feel exactly the same way! Happy Anniversary ❤️❤️❤️"
Mar 15
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"My friends you are the only people that understand. I too am broken, ir's been 13 months of HELL on earth. Going through the motions.. Wish I were dead truly. I have tried to " live" without him,but I can't. I also will be alone…"
Mar 15
Edward L left a comment for Lost with out him
"Thanks for reaching out to me. And to evryone else who has. Im still learning to navigate this site. My heart goes out to all. Again thanks"
Jan 1
Lost with out him left a comment for Edward L
"Dear Edward: There are no words like I can say to comfort you ( at least I don't know them) i too suffered a sudden loss of my dear husband Andrew, it is unexpected and you will be playing it over and over in your head for months to…"
Jan 1
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Dawn: i can can understand your fear.. Most of us here you are right,  are NOT okay. Most of us are going through the motions of a life but are dead inside. It's coming up a year for me Feb 11.. I cannot tell you how I made it this…"
Dec 12, 2017
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"I am not functioning well either! I am a robot doing things that I do not care about doing because I have to. I feel like the walking dead. I am dead inside.nothing bring me joy.. My Grandchild only remind me he is missing. I miss him do much it…"
Nov 19, 2017
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Just re-read this I get up and go to work each day because I have no choice. Got To make money. I would rather lay on the couch and watch tv and forget."
Oct 14, 2017
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Morgan: your words express exactly how I feel. I no longer want to live.i get up every morning and go through the motions of a life because I must. I come home eat chocolate drink a beer go to bed and do it all over again like I am on auto pilot. I…"
Oct 14, 2017
Nancy and Lost with out him are now friends
Oct 11, 2017
Lost with out him replied to Maxey's discussion Moved, but nothing changes in the group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Maxey: I thought I was alone with this. I walk around everyday and do things as if he is watching me do it. I was wondering if I was the only one? I am not sure if he is with me really but it feels like he is? Yet sometimes I feel so alone? Is…"
Sep 1, 2017
Lost with out him replied to Jules's discussion Lost without my husband in the group Lost My Spouse...
"Today would have been our 33rd anniversary. A really tough day today."
Jul 21, 2017
Lost with out him posted a status
"I am now suffering PTSD about the actual "death". I cannot get that vision out of my head. I tried to save him.."
Jul 19, 2017
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Bluebird,so sorry to hear about the passing of your dear sweet Benny. I have two cats and know the love I have for on them. Thinking about you during this difficult time (( hug)) Xx"
Jul 17, 2017
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Jen: I could not read your reply to me until you became friends with me. I think the vibration thing is also a way that they can communicate. I think that the " pull" would be something I would like to experience. I have not…"
Jul 11, 2017
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Jennifer and Welcome: You will find comfort here. I understand that you were looking for something more uplifting but I think that we all walk around with our " in public brave face" that we find that we can truly say what we really…"
Jun 30, 2017
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Kim and Jackie: 18 weeks for me. I too cannot believe I have survived ( barely) I too am suddenly and hit with the fear that this is it! How can I ever go on.. And I really do not want to. I am going through the motions because I have too. I…"
Jun 28, 2017

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About Me:
I am 55 years old. Married to the love of my life for 33 years. We have one daughter age 32 and two beautiful granddaughters age 4 and 20 months
About my Loss:
I suddenly lost my husband of 33 years. He was 52 years old. He died of a heart attack. I feel lost and lonely without him.

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At 10:12am on January 1, 2018, Edward L said…

Thanks for reaching out to me. And to evryone else who has. Im still learning to navigate this site. My heart goes out to all. Again thanks

At 12:19pm on April 19, 2017, Jackie cooke said…
I feel the same agonising pain, 5 weeks since my partner of 36 years died in my arms, everyday is worse than the day before, I don't want to wake up alone, go through the day alone, and go to bed alone, each second without her by me is one too many. I can't eat or sleep, I don't want to see or to talk to anyone, I just want this pain to end and my life back
 
 
 

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Christopher replied to Pamela philipp's discussion FAILING in the group Lost My Spouse...
"You had half your soul ripped out... basically. Of course you're going to struggle. Most folks just don't get that because they are still fine. They have not been so deeply wounded and have nothing to compare your struggle to. When I…"
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Christopher replied to Betsy's discussion I am looking for people who have been widowed over two years to talk to
"I have a rollercoaster. Some days I am fine alone, others I simply need a wife to love on and make stuff for and ask her opinion. That's just how it is. I don't get a choice and folks who constantly tell me "get over it, it's…"
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Christopher replied to Betsy's discussion I am looking for people who have been widowed over two years to talk to
"I have the same experience and have talked to others who experience likewise, so it's a general fact regardless of age or gender. That's just how it goes. We'll be here, off and on. Hopefully."
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Christopher replied to Betsy's discussion I am looking for people who have been widowed over two years to talk to
"I have to look forward or I just want to lay down and die. My son needs a dad. He needs a mom too but I can't find a woman who will step up and do that for him. She died when he was 5 so he didn't know her well. He has not had a mom since…"
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Christopher replied to Betsy's discussion I am looking for people who have been widowed over two years to talk to
"Make something new. Marvel at it.Do it again. Repeat as necessary. It helps."
1 hour ago
Christopher replied to Betsy's discussion I am looking for people who have been widowed over two years to talk to
"Just got here. Widowed at age 28. It took 18 hours from healthy wife to no more wife. That was nearly 8 years ago. She wanted me to move on and I wanted the same for her if I went first... strange that we had the conversation mere months before her…"
1 hour ago
Christopher posted a status
"Need a wife, preferably one that has a place and isn't a workaholic. It's time to start again. No more loneliness."
1 hour ago
Virginia G commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"The dr from the hospital talked to my therapist.  I didn’t get any more answers.  I am convinced they gave up on her and since I did nothing, I’ll never know if she could have been helped.  I can’t fathom why I acted…"
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Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"I feel for you Brett if you are fighting all this alone. A big hug from India.  Last few days were really guilt stricken for me as I was at my hometown and all memories of my mother's treatment were refreshed and it really pains.  I…"
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Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"It only rains here when I want to go to the pool. I am worried about Bluebell as well. I think she would have chimed in by now if she was feeling well. I had a selfish moment today. I actually have a lot of those. I was at the store and I started…"
17 hours ago
Theresa commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"I hope everyone is doing well still have not heard from Bluebell it’s raining here today I hate weekends when it rains very depressing and boring hope to hear from everyone soon"
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M Adams left a comment for Shari Darling
"Dear Shari, strange, I had and continue to have similar problems regarding what to say about myself in this context, but somehow I stumbled here after my husband's death and it has been helpful.  Just reading of bereaved people's…"
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Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Morgan, As you always do in your posts, you take the words right out of my mouth.  Linda"
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morgan commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Before this nightmare I myself would never have imagined how debilitating the loss of a spouse is. Tracy B 2014 I thought I would be able to focus on my career to help me heal, but I don't even like going to work any more. At home, I can't…"
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