Lost with out him
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  • Burlington, Ontario
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Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Love this Picture Linda! Yes you are still married forever and ever. I feel exactly the same way! Happy Anniversary ❤️❤️❤️"
Mar 15
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"My friends you are the only people that understand. I too am broken, ir's been 13 months of HELL on earth. Going through the motions.. Wish I were dead truly. I have tried to " live" without him,but I can't. I also will be alone…"
Mar 15
Edward L left a comment for Lost with out him
"Thanks for reaching out to me. And to evryone else who has. Im still learning to navigate this site. My heart goes out to all. Again thanks"
Jan 1
Lost with out him left a comment for Edward L
"Dear Edward: There are no words like I can say to comfort you ( at least I don't know them) i too suffered a sudden loss of my dear husband Andrew, it is unexpected and you will be playing it over and over in your head for months to…"
Jan 1
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Dawn: i can can understand your fear.. Most of us here you are right,  are NOT okay. Most of us are going through the motions of a life but are dead inside. It's coming up a year for me Feb 11.. I cannot tell you how I made it this…"
Dec 12, 2017
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"I am not functioning well either! I am a robot doing things that I do not care about doing because I have to. I feel like the walking dead. I am dead inside.nothing bring me joy.. My Grandchild only remind me he is missing. I miss him do much it…"
Nov 19, 2017
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Just re-read this I get up and go to work each day because I have no choice. Got To make money. I would rather lay on the couch and watch tv and forget."
Oct 14, 2017
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Morgan: your words express exactly how I feel. I no longer want to live.i get up every morning and go through the motions of a life because I must. I come home eat chocolate drink a beer go to bed and do it all over again like I am on auto pilot. I…"
Oct 14, 2017
Nancy and Lost with out him are now friends
Oct 11, 2017
Lost with out him replied to Maxey's discussion Moved, but nothing changes in the group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Maxey: I thought I was alone with this. I walk around everyday and do things as if he is watching me do it. I was wondering if I was the only one? I am not sure if he is with me really but it feels like he is? Yet sometimes I feel so alone? Is…"
Sep 1, 2017
Lost with out him replied to Jules's discussion Lost without my husband in the group Lost My Spouse...
"Today would have been our 33rd anniversary. A really tough day today."
Jul 21, 2017
Lost with out him posted a status
"I am now suffering PTSD about the actual "death". I cannot get that vision out of my head. I tried to save him.."
Jul 19, 2017
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Bluebird,so sorry to hear about the passing of your dear sweet Benny. I have two cats and know the love I have for on them. Thinking about you during this difficult time (( hug)) Xx"
Jul 17, 2017
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Jen: I could not read your reply to me until you became friends with me. I think the vibration thing is also a way that they can communicate. I think that the " pull" would be something I would like to experience. I have not…"
Jul 11, 2017
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Jennifer and Welcome: You will find comfort here. I understand that you were looking for something more uplifting but I think that we all walk around with our " in public brave face" that we find that we can truly say what we really…"
Jun 30, 2017
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Kim and Jackie: 18 weeks for me. I too cannot believe I have survived ( barely) I too am suddenly and hit with the fear that this is it! How can I ever go on.. And I really do not want to. I am going through the motions because I have too. I…"
Jun 28, 2017

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About Me:
I am 55 years old. Married to the love of my life for 33 years. We have one daughter age 32 and two beautiful granddaughters age 4 and 20 months
About my Loss:
I suddenly lost my husband of 33 years. He was 52 years old. He died of a heart attack. I feel lost and lonely without him.

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At 10:12am on January 1, 2018, Edward L said…

Thanks for reaching out to me. And to evryone else who has. Im still learning to navigate this site. My heart goes out to all. Again thanks

At 12:19pm on April 19, 2017, Jackie cooke said…
I feel the same agonising pain, 5 weeks since my partner of 36 years died in my arms, everyday is worse than the day before, I don't want to wake up alone, go through the day alone, and go to bed alone, each second without her by me is one too many. I can't eat or sleep, I don't want to see or to talk to anyone, I just want this pain to end and my life back
 
 
 

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Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"I'll keep going though. I'll keep praying. I'll keep putting one foot in front of the other, but I do not seem to get anywhere. I will always pray for a wink or a nod. Just something to let me know that the Lord is walking with…"
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Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Guys, my heart is just broken. So broken. It's not because of some kind of change. It's just three years of sadness that continues to pull me down, and makes me feel that there is very little hope. I am a very spiritual person. When lie…"
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bluebird replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Joe, Thank you for your response, and for providing the link to your post about your NDE as well as describing it in more detail here. Although it's terrible that you were in that accident, in a way it was a blessing for you, in that it allows…"
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Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Lia, your post made me cry because I also feel similar.  I wish you all strength "
yesterday
Bern commented on Kar's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"2012 September 30th. This fight is real. My only son was shot in the head. The girl and her brother were in the house when it happened. The told police that they were playing with the gun. Well a sister and brother will die and go to hell or heaven…"
Saturday
Teresa D. commented on Kar's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Judy sometimes I feel the same way...why do some who don't deserve to live get to while our kids didn't.  And sometimes when I hear others use that word, "miracle" it upsets me too."
Saturday
Teresa D. commented on Kar's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Connie forgive me if I screw this up but the line, "Don't cry for me, cause I live in eternity" runs through me head all the time."
Saturday
Teresa D. commented on Kar's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Connie what a beautiful gift!!!!! That was Daniel, letting you know he's there. "
Saturday
Teresa D. commented on Kar's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Ginger I left all my sons pictures right where they were I need to see them. "
Saturday
Teresa D. commented on Kar's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"It's been a while since I've checked in.  I'm actually melting down right now. Don't know what brought it on but can't seem to stop.  I miss everyone and think of all of you all the time.  Michael's…"
Saturday
Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Lia, a few lost minutes cannot compete with a lifetime of love that you shared with your mom."
Friday
Lia Lynch commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Hi there.  Brett, you were (are) totally right -- I was and think I still am in shock. There was so much to do, and with my kid to take care of, I wasn't processing. At all. Still not. I didn't get to say goodbye.  She was in a…"
Friday
M Adams commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"As Brett suggests, you sure can be griefstricken without feelings of guilt -- for me guilt doesn't seem relevant to my deep sadness about losing my mother.  It's more a combination of loneliness, shock, emptiness, disappointment…"
Thursday
David is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Thursday
BLUEBELL commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Seems like we all have our regrets and sadness that we live with every day. But I have noticed for myself that though I still have them, they have softened over time. Bluebell On a different subject I want to celebrate this morning of being able to…"
Thursday
Theresa commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Brett, me too, the only guilt I have is if I did not stop at her house for three minutes, I would have been there, but I was not. I say it everyday why did I do that..."
Thursday
Virginia G posted a blog post

No reason to live

No happiness.  Nothing to look forward to.  Constant pain.  Memories everywhere and longing to be able to make more or even talk about them.  Scared, needing answers, anxious, lost, angry, devastated, guilt ridden.   how could life be so cruel?  It’s just not possible.See More
Thursday
Virginia G commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Avi, what is what’s app?  I don’t have a smart phone."
Thursday
Virginia G commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"The pain seems to get worse everyday.  I guess the numbness is starting to wear off.  I need God to listen to me.  I can’t live like this."
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