Karen Usry
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I'm 59 years old. I have been widowed for 6 years on March 10 of this year.
About my Loss:
I lost my husband Tim on March 10, 2006 to abestoes related cancer. From the time they found the cancer to the day he died it was 5 days short of 4 months. His only symptom was he couldn't breathe. He went to have a Chest Ex Ray and they couldn't find his lung. He was in stage four cancer when they discovered the cancer. I miss my husband every day and I;m sure I'll never get over this loss. The only thing time has allowed is acceptance. I know that someday I will be with my love of my life again.

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At 11:38am on January 31, 2012, Amanda Ab said…

Thank you for writting back to me,

I just send you a friend request. It feels real comforting to know that I am not alone and you as well as others here understand how I feel. I dont really know when all of the pain will get bettter? since it just feels as time passes by and the pain is much more due to reality kicking in that my husband is no lnoger here.

Thank you for reading,

Amanda

At 11:44am on January 30, 2012, Amanda Ab said…

Karen,

Thank you very much for replying back. I am in a big dark tunnel that I feel lost and as if I will never see a light. I have never been inside this tunnel ever before nor do I wish it on anyone. My son who is 2 years old keeps me moving through my day but cant help the tears when I watch him growing and developing and hurts so much that my husband is not here to see this. Our lives were not suppose to turn out this way. I have really turned out into a different person. I am an angry person and frustrated on how things turned out for my life. I am even jeoulous of other's lifes and on how happy and filled they are. Enjoying their spouses, their children, their "whole" family. While I am now alone and young widow at the age of 27. I can say that I have not lost my faith but have somehow been disappointed. I pray everynight for God to help me cope with my pain and also for Justice to be rendered for those who took away my husband's life. But I can be honest and say that since his passing I have not been to church.

Thanks for reading,

Amanda

At 8:56pm on January 28, 2012, Amanda Ab said…
Hi Karen,
Sorry for the loss of your spouse. You have been a widow for so many years. I have only been one since the past 9 months and is hurting so much and dont know how long more will i be able to continue living like this. My husband was taken way too soon and miss him so much. He is the love of my life. How have you done this for so long??.
 
 
 

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