I am 56 yo woman I have two sons: one is a pastor who lives in South Carolina and the other has a high functioning disability and lives with me. I have two dogs and a cat. I used to love my life and had great faith in God! My world has been rocked and I just can't find the strength to believe anymore.
About my Loss:
My husband was suddenly killed in an automobile accident. By the time I got to the hospital (hoping with all my heart we could fix him and telling God we can deal with anything just let him live) he was in doctors terms gone. It was blunt head trauma and they told me he was gone instantly. We made the decision to take him off life-support due to the fact that there wss no brain activity. It has almost been 2 years, but it is not getting any better. I am looking for others that are grieving to talk to and help me regain my faith in God!
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