Julianna Jenkins
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About Me:
My husband died April 6th 2017. We were married 37years. I was diagnosed last August with Stage 4 cervical cancer. My hubby was so fearful I was going to die. Then he unexpectedly died. I live alone with my pets
About my Loss:
Never wanted my life to change this drastically.I want my old life with my hubby back. That is not possible,so each day I get up and do what needs to be done

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At 1:30pm on June 23, 2017, morgan said…

Its a long time to have your brain wired to someone else's.  I find I am still struggling pretty much daily, sometimes moe severe than others.  Right now I am going through having to pack up and move from one place I lived to another and this is the second time.  Of course everything I touch has his aura and so breakdowns are rolling onto of me about every couple hours.  Everyone says that once I get done with this last and final move putting all my worldly belongings in one place I ca try to sift and sort through better.  I question it but I keep moving along mostly in the hope I will be taken to reside wherever my husband might be.  I want to know why and where but with no answers to either I just mope through days.  Its a bitch the way I see it but do we really have a choice.  None that have come to me......

 
 
 

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