I lost my wife when I was 34 and she was 35. Our kids were 9 and 13 at the time. My childhood first love and my high school sweetheart. Till this date, which I'm now 42, I don't think I have recovered. Yes I can say I moved on but in reality I'm not sure if I have. I tried. Back in 2012 I met someone. In 2013 I was blessed to have a another son. He is now 3. But our relationship never lasted if there was such a thing as relationship. My life is not happy. Yes I'm happy because of my 3 children, but deep down inside, my life is completely different. For some reason, I'm not enjoying what life is suppose to be.
As much as I think I've tried, I don't think I will find happiness as I once had. unfortunately I met and began a relationship with someone who had different intentions and plans. Yes I been blessed with having another child. I have 3 children total. Without getting into details, I been single again for 2 yrs now. I lost hope or courage to try to meet someone special that I can share my life with. Is this normal? Or is it all just me making it complicated. I'm not even sure if I explained this correctly.
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