Jodi Cassano
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"Just another day where i sit and think about what my babygirl would be doing if she were here today."
Jan 31
Jodi Cassano is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Dec 31, 2013

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About Me:
I am 39 years old. I was married for 14 years, recently divorced. Was blessed with two beautiful children Robbie and Josie. My miracle babies, my life was complete. I enjoy being a mom and spending time with our family.
About my Loss:
The evening of July 16, 2005 was the worst day of my life. My daughter Josie who was 2 and 1/2 years old was hit by a truck and killed. Her brother Robbie was 4 yrs old at the time and was there with me and witnessed the most horrifying accident ever. I died that night and have not been the same since. I asked my brother and his family to please take my son as i totally lost my mind. Here it is 8 years later and im still very much lost with no direction on how to get back on track. I have no closure with Josie, they took that from me and for that i am very much full of hate. I am mad at the world. I havent been able to pull myself together to be the mom that my son needs. I had to ask of my brother and his wife to please adopt my son for me as i didnt know it would turn out like this. There's nothing more painful than the death of a child but to be so emotionally wrecked over what i witnessed that night that i cant bring myself to parent the living child, that is the worst feeling in the world. I feel like such a failure. My son is now 12 years old and is now starting to ask so many questions. So ive set some new goals for the new year. Ive applied for my housing, im back in counseling, taking my prescribed meds, and am working on starting a new life so i can be that mom that my son needs and deserves. I miss both my babies so so much, I apologize to my daughter everyday and now ive made a promise to her that i will forgive myself and get my life back for my son and i. I love and miss you Josie so much and i promise that Robbie and i will be a family again ok and soon. Your very much missed and loved by everyone babygirl, especially by your brother Robbie and your mommy.

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Teresa D. commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Linda and Connie what beautiful gifts to receive. "
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MarieSte posted photos
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bluebird commented on kim's blog post sisters
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Stanley Ruiz replied to JO B alexio's discussion let us dream in the group dreams
"SOMETIMES I GET SO SAD >I WANT TO DIE BUT GOD MADE ME LIVE AND RALPH DIED NEXT TO ME FROM THOSE TWO BULLETS IN THE HEART.I HAD THREE BULLETS AND I SURVIVED WHY??????????"
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Stanley Ruiz replied to JO B alexio's discussion let us dream in the group dreams
"I CAN FIX MY BROKEN HEART. I LIVE WITH HALF A HEART AND I USE PRAYERS AND I TLK WITH  JESUS EVERY NIGHT AND YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY PRAYERS. STAN"
16 hours ago
JO B alexio commented on JO B alexio's group dreams
" thnx zell in dreans its grt  i wish i cud dream all day its lk th r still hear "
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JO B alexio replied to JO B alexio's discussion let us dream in the group dreams
"thnx stan i did a bit of medson 2 day a bit clos my eyes sw difnt colors i did juts wish i cud fix my broken heartt i do"
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JO B alexio and Vee are now friends
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Dick commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Teresa, Thanks, my spelling of plaque seemed off. Could not put my finger on it. Thanks for sorting me out."
18 hours ago
Connie K commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Dick - I'm sorry for what the BSA did to you. certainly not worthy of the character it took for your boys to achieve Eagle Scout. I hope you can let them know how thoughtless that was. Keep the faith and listen for the still voice inside you. I…"
19 hours ago
Michelle H commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Dick, I enjoyed seeing the pictures of your wonderful sons. Handsome young men and Danny will remain forever young. I'm sorry about the problem with the Eagle Scouts. Insensitive and hurtful. Linda, that must have been very hard to find...yet…"
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Vee and Melanie are now friends
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Linda commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"my pain has found a new level today. i found a letter she wrote accompanied by her living will. the letter was addressed to me. it begins with "Mamma, I going to make this short since I don't feel you'll be reading this", it end…"
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Melanie and Michelle H are now friends
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kim posted a status
"shawn one year is getting closer, oh god I just want to die, my heart is so empty without you, I love and miss you baby mom"
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Zell replied to Vee's discussion How do i go on without him? in the group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
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Zell commented on JO B alexio's group dreams
"In my deepest loneliness and hurt I felt close to you when I awoke in the early hours of this morning. I had dreamt of you – the first time in quite some time.  You stepped away from building our mansion in heaven and came to be with me…"
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Lynn Williams commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"No wonder you are upset that was very insensitive and sure doesn't uphold the values of eagle scouting. So sorry Dick. "
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