Jodi Cassano
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"Just another day where i sit and think about what my babygirl would be doing if she were here today."
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Jodi Cassano is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
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About Me:
I am 39 years old. I was married for 14 years, recently divorced. Was blessed with two beautiful children Robbie and Josie. My miracle babies, my life was complete. I enjoy being a mom and spending time with our family.
About my Loss:
The evening of July 16, 2005 was the worst day of my life. My daughter Josie who was 2 and 1/2 years old was hit by a truck and killed. Her brother Robbie was 4 yrs old at the time and was there with me and witnessed the most horrifying accident ever. I died that night and have not been the same since. I asked my brother and his family to please take my son as i totally lost my mind. Here it is 8 years later and im still very much lost with no direction on how to get back on track. I have no closure with Josie, they took that from me and for that i am very much full of hate. I am mad at the world. I havent been able to pull myself together to be the mom that my son needs. I had to ask of my brother and his wife to please adopt my son for me as i didnt know it would turn out like this. There's nothing more painful than the death of a child but to be so emotionally wrecked over what i witnessed that night that i cant bring myself to parent the living child, that is the worst feeling in the world. I feel like such a failure. My son is now 12 years old and is now starting to ask so many questions. So ive set some new goals for the new year. Ive applied for my housing, im back in counseling, taking my prescribed meds, and am working on starting a new life so i can be that mom that my son needs and deserves. I miss both my babies so so much, I apologize to my daughter everyday and now ive made a promise to her that i will forgive myself and get my life back for my son and i. I love and miss you Josie so much and i promise that Robbie and i will be a family again ok and soon. Your very much missed and loved by everyone babygirl, especially by your brother Robbie and your mommy.

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Christine brown commented on Christine brown's blog post My Daughters Voice
"My daughter also died of an heart attack,she had this in her sleep and did not wake up"
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Sharon G Weatherford commented on Christine brown's blog post My Daughters Voice
"So sorry for your loss.I know those words are not a comfort.I know some of your pain as I had lost a child six years ago but no one suffers grief the same.Sounds as if your daughter is trying to reach out.Be thankful you have that with her.My mother…"
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kim commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"anne, im so sorry for you having another loss. I have ben reading all the letters and I do understand yours. you have a beautiful heart.  I just don't agree. im glad you are seeing a light in all this pain, but I never will. I just want…"
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Christine brown posted a blog post

My Daughters Voice

My Daughter died on the 14/08/2014,on my phone i have an app that records calls ,i have at least 40 recordings of different people on it ,a week after she died , i heard her voice on checking found it to be coming from my phone ,it was playing one of the calls from her ,i had not touched the phone and out of all the calls ,it was her,this happened again on the day of her funeral,again  the recording of her voice went off on my phone and again i had not touched it,i was so spooked i diabled this…See More
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Wander replied to vinnie perez's discussion so alone in the group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"Vinnie, I am so, so sorry for your loss. My beloved husband and I were only married for four years, but we'd loved each other since we were 12 years old. He passed suddenly and very unexpectedly three days after his 40th birthday. That was…"
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Elizabeth replied to Zell's discussion Anybody here on anti-depressants?
"Feeling tummy upset . Feeling wide awake yet falling asleep ,I am not a doctor but that sounds exactly like the Leparo uptake yeah is very particular to Lexapro. Also the mix of meds too can take time to settle and maybe some readjustment could be…"
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Zell replied to Zell's discussion Anybody here on anti-depressants?
"Hi Elizabeth.  I got your "longish" reply.  Maybe it was a timing issue. I'm not a swearer, but "shitballs" girl - you have been through a lot!!! Thank you for your detailed personal account.  It does help.…"
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Elizabeth replied to Zell's discussion Anybody here on anti-depressants?
"Just curious .i posted here this morning.Quiet detailed and longish and its not showing up? why would that be?"
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Elizabeth replied to Zell's discussion Anybody here on anti-depressants?
"Hi nice to hear from you. Ok antidepressants .I have been on and off anti depressants for 20 years. I have ocd and adhd and major depression. I always like getting off them and I personaly have allot more raw feeling without them. However with my…"
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anne commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"I guess this is how life works. My heart is heavy, and the tears are falling, but I will cherish her memory by helping others the way she helped me. She loved me when no one else wanted me. She stuck by me when everyone else walked away. She was…"
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