Jodi Cassano
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  • Richland, WA
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Jodi Cassano posted a status
"Just another day where i sit and think about what my babygirl would be doing if she were here today."
Jan 31, 2014
Jodi Cassano is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Dec 31, 2013

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About Me:
I am 39 years old. I was married for 14 years, recently divorced. Was blessed with two beautiful children Robbie and Josie. My miracle babies, my life was complete. I enjoy being a mom and spending time with our family.
About my Loss:
The evening of July 16, 2005 was the worst day of my life. My daughter Josie who was 2 and 1/2 years old was hit by a truck and killed. Her brother Robbie was 4 yrs old at the time and was there with me and witnessed the most horrifying accident ever. I died that night and have not been the same since. I asked my brother and his family to please take my son as i totally lost my mind. Here it is 8 years later and im still very much lost with no direction on how to get back on track. I have no closure with Josie, they took that from me and for that i am very much full of hate. I am mad at the world. I havent been able to pull myself together to be the mom that my son needs. I had to ask of my brother and his wife to please adopt my son for me as i didnt know it would turn out like this. There's nothing more painful than the death of a child but to be so emotionally wrecked over what i witnessed that night that i cant bring myself to parent the living child, that is the worst feeling in the world. I feel like such a failure. My son is now 12 years old and is now starting to ask so many questions. So ive set some new goals for the new year. Ive applied for my housing, im back in counseling, taking my prescribed meds, and am working on starting a new life so i can be that mom that my son needs and deserves. I miss both my babies so so much, I apologize to my daughter everyday and now ive made a promise to her that i will forgive myself and get my life back for my son and i. I love and miss you Josie so much and i promise that Robbie and i will be a family again ok and soon. Your very much missed and loved by everyone babygirl, especially by your brother Robbie and your mommy.

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Dianne M. commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"I am so very tired of waking up crying. This house is so empty and my life so hollow. I am really trying to get out and do things but nothing is helping me. I miss him with every fiber of my being and I just dont know what to do. Everything reminds…"
6 minutes ago
Mark posted a blog post

4-19-15 Morning

I woke up with anxiety this morning.  It has to be the worst raw emotion when couple with grief, guilt, and loneliness.It's been a little over five weeks, yet people talk about feeling less emotionally crippled in months and years.  That scares me thinking I am so early on in this process.  The night of my wife's passing is still raw and fresh in my head like it happened yesterday, but the pain I have felt since seems like it has been going on for an eternity. See More
19 minutes ago
lost commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"John T- the people that piss me off the most are the ones that say "be thankful you had him for 41yrs". Really? I was 16 when I got married...I am almost 58. Why should I be happy with JUST 41yrs. I wanted more!!! I feel like slapping…"
19 minutes ago
John T. commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"I almost lost it last night when I sat trapped on the sofa, listening to a tirade from my niece about how awful her haircut was.  It was too short, uneven, and made her look old, she said.  What a tragedy!  I tried to be understanding…"
30 minutes ago
Dolly left a comment for Sheri Tropio
"are you the sheri who recently was discussing suicide in the group MISSING MY SON OR DAUGHTER? If so I want to apologize if I hurt your feelings.."
37 minutes ago
Jeni commented on Julie Dolsey-Weiss's group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"Michelle ....so sad to hear about your loss. Truly I know there are no words because on 11 jan this year my partner of 2.5 years died in my arms after having a seizure followed by cardiac arrest .The pain I know is so immense, and the void very…"
39 minutes ago
Dolly left a comment for Sheri
"are you the sheri who recently was discussing suicide in the group MISSING MY SON OR DAUGHTER? If so I want to apologize if I hurt your feelings.."
41 minutes ago
Dolly commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"DANG.. I think Sheri has disappeared.. I hope I didn't cause that by coming down on that old saying about the suicidal being selfish and all.. its just that I hate to hear that said.. it just reinforces the suicidal person's conviction…"
48 minutes ago
lost commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"I have an aunt who is in her late 70's and who just got married for the 5th time. 3 of her husbands have died. She told me that after her last husband of 25yrs passed that she thought she would never get married again. A year went by and…"
52 minutes ago
Dolly commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"It seems so natural to talk to Brandon.. I'm not trying to get him to do anything for me.. I forgot that the pastor didn't call it talking to the dead.. he called it praying to the dead.. I asked him if there is a difference.. and asked…"
58 minutes ago
Dolly commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Strangely enough I think he has lost a child himself... maybe he hasn't been able to resolve his own grief issues.. It just smacked me hard about the 'self pity'... and also he told me I should join the group for 'depression and…"
1 hour ago
George H commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Anne j I know WHT u mean a man down the road from me who I bear has stop to see me more then who say they it was always .are and I so I rave know friends but I think I'm better off alone so I don't have to listen to people that…"
1 hour ago
Lynn Williams commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Dolly that is awful and cruel.  Brandon was there comforting you with the fragrance of the lillies. There are no demons, just narrow-minded fearful humans like the online pastor you talked to. Grief is in no way self-pity. I am so sorry and…"
1 hour ago
Dolly commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"I kept smelling lilies off and on yesterday... I have been going into an online church for about a month... its new.. and the pastor of it emailed me to tell me I had to stop posting things I was saying about/to my son in the group and said I was…"
2 hours ago
Danny commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"I cried a lot today and really just remembering our conversations and all God its killing me..i know its never going to really go away but today it just stopped me from doing everything and everything."
2 hours ago
Rj commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Gale, last night was a very hard night for me also. Every day is hard but seemed exceptional last night. I guess weekends are more difficult, thats when we would meet and catch up on life. It was what i looked forward to each week. Like you, i miss…"
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Michele replied to Michele's discussion Dealing with Loss of Sister by Fire in the group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"Thank you so much for your reply. I am planning a trip up there probably next late next week. I just feel in my heart that I just have to do it. It is so hard to wrap my brain around the fact that I spoke with her that night at 10 pm and she was…"
4 hours ago
Gabrielle replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Hi Bluebird I haven't experienced any ADC's. Having said that she's been stuck in China (where this happened) until last week when they finally sent her body back. I don't know if that makes any difference in the spirit world (if…"
5 hours ago
AnneJ commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"P.S. Forgot to add, "Is it better to love and lose", and for me I will say, I wish I had never been born. The 18 years with my soul-mate went by in an instant, and the future without him is blank, empty, and without meaning or joy, or even…"
8 hours ago

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