Jodi Cassano
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  • Richland, WA
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Jodi Cassano posted a status
"Just another day where i sit and think about what my babygirl would be doing if she were here today."
Jan 31, 2014
Jodi Cassano is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Dec 31, 2013

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About Me:
I am 39 years old. I was married for 14 years, recently divorced. Was blessed with two beautiful children Robbie and Josie. My miracle babies, my life was complete. I enjoy being a mom and spending time with our family.
About my Loss:
The evening of July 16, 2005 was the worst day of my life. My daughter Josie who was 2 and 1/2 years old was hit by a truck and killed. Her brother Robbie was 4 yrs old at the time and was there with me and witnessed the most horrifying accident ever. I died that night and have not been the same since. I asked my brother and his family to please take my son as i totally lost my mind. Here it is 8 years later and im still very much lost with no direction on how to get back on track. I have no closure with Josie, they took that from me and for that i am very much full of hate. I am mad at the world. I havent been able to pull myself together to be the mom that my son needs. I had to ask of my brother and his wife to please adopt my son for me as i didnt know it would turn out like this. There's nothing more painful than the death of a child but to be so emotionally wrecked over what i witnessed that night that i cant bring myself to parent the living child, that is the worst feeling in the world. I feel like such a failure. My son is now 12 years old and is now starting to ask so many questions. So ive set some new goals for the new year. Ive applied for my housing, im back in counseling, taking my prescribed meds, and am working on starting a new life so i can be that mom that my son needs and deserves. I miss both my babies so so much, I apologize to my daughter everyday and now ive made a promise to her that i will forgive myself and get my life back for my son and i. I love and miss you Josie so much and i promise that Robbie and i will be a family again ok and soon. Your very much missed and loved by everyone babygirl, especially by your brother Robbie and your mommy.

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AnneJ commented on Renee Widow's status
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AnneJ replied to Linda Engberg's discussion Ending my Life
"Now there is the finest picture that could ever be hoped for. Look at you two. The garden, the sun, tall and healthy and strong and the hot waves fairly swirling around this couple like the steam off a fresh cup of lovely coffee. WoW."
6 hours ago
Renee Widow posted a status
"He was supposed to be with me tonight..."
6 hours ago
AnneJ commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Morgan, I moved some files around on my computer the other day and I have one called "Deeply Morgan". No one on earth would ever know what that means except us, here, who listen to and with you. I've saved some that have struck me…"
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Leslie posted a blog post

Halloween and Spirits

I posted this on Facebook and thought it should be shared here as well. Finally going to say this that has been on my mind for over a week now. I want to give you my take on Halloween. Did you know that zombies and ghosts that everyone will be dressing up and pretending to be are nothing like their real life counterparts? You see, zombies and ghosts do exist in everyday life. Want zombies? They bare little resemblance to their fictional counterparts.Then head over to any memory care or rest…See More
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Cheryl m. posted a status
"Trying to is not genuine. Wanting to enjoy a cup of tea...canr.. just breathing in... breathing out... knowing I'm not alone.."
8 hours ago
Cheryl m. posted a status
"Family is looking at a video...I just have no interest... I stay away on the couch.. trying not to figure out why I am so sad... I know."
8 hours ago
Barbara Kerwin replied to Kevin Bailey's discussion I lost my beautiful wife on October 5 2016 in the group Lost My Spouse...
"I just hit the one year mark last Friday, and, believe me, we here on this site understand your pain. You will now go through some very difficult days, and only you will understand the intense pain, sadness, and loneliness that goes with losing your…"
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morgan posted a status
"Liz, I just tried to start chat with you. Are you there?"
9 hours ago
bluebird replied to Linda Engberg's discussion Ending my Life
"Linda, Babie J is adorable.  :)"
9 hours ago
Liz Marotz posted a status
"I feel like just being able to share with someone who will listen tonight. I'm having dark thoughts right now. Is this all I will know?"
10 hours ago
Leslie posted a status
"My thoughts keeps giving me pictures of him just walking in my front door today as if he was finally finished with his scooter trip. Dammit!"
11 hours ago
Trina Mamoon replied to Kevin Bailey's discussion I lost my beautiful wife on October 5 2016 in the group Lost My Spouse...
"Kevin, My deepest condolences to you on the loss of your beautiful wife. Losing one's beloved spouse is one of the most painful of all human experiences and now you are faced with it. It's an experience that no one should have to go…"
13 hours ago
Linda Engberg replied to Linda Engberg's discussion Ending my Life
"Hi Morgan, Thanks for your input, sometimes I wonder how I have lasted so long after Julian's death. Everyday I asked the Lord to take me but no dice. I do have a beautiful little dog Babie J would fills my heart with joy, so I live for her."
14 hours ago
Mare commented on Mare's blog post Emotional Support Dog
"I've just been trying to visit her at my mom's house for now. She might come back to live with me eventually. I am a graduate student and do not have the time to get another dog or puppy and train them."
14 hours ago
bluebird replied to Marie'sGirl1953's discussion feel so alone... I can't go on
"I'm glad our words were able to help you a bit.  {{{{{hugs}}}}}"
16 hours ago
morgan replied to Linda Engberg's discussion Ending my Life
"i get it Linda.  I really get. Look at the picture.  The way you are nestled into his shoulder.  Both of you leaning in.  Both of you holding on to each others waists.  I have a carbon copy of your picture only it is me and…"
17 hours ago
Linda Engberg replied to Linda Engberg's discussion Ending my Life
"Anne, Thank you so much for sharing with me. I try to be strong but just don't want to live without my wonderful Husband, he will always remain my only true love. Gob Bless You, Linda "
22 hours ago
morgan commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"AnneJ, I'm glad to see you've come back to be with us.  I've missed your introspective posts.  You have much to contribute.  The burdens are so heavy we need as many of us as possible to help share the load.  I…"
Oleta Cato replied to Kevin Bailey's discussion I lost my beautiful wife on October 5 2016 in the group Lost My Spouse...
"We are all in this together.  This horrible night mare that is never ending.  No one understands unless they have lost their spouse.  I cry, I pray, I make deals with God....nothing helps.  I want my husband.  I want my…"

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