Jodi Cassano
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  • Richland, WA
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Jodi Cassano posted a status
"Just another day where i sit and think about what my babygirl would be doing if she were here today."
Jan 31, 2014
Jodi Cassano is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Dec 31, 2013

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About Me:
I am 39 years old. I was married for 14 years, recently divorced. Was blessed with two beautiful children Robbie and Josie. My miracle babies, my life was complete. I enjoy being a mom and spending time with our family.
About my Loss:
The evening of July 16, 2005 was the worst day of my life. My daughter Josie who was 2 and 1/2 years old was hit by a truck and killed. Her brother Robbie was 4 yrs old at the time and was there with me and witnessed the most horrifying accident ever. I died that night and have not been the same since. I asked my brother and his family to please take my son as i totally lost my mind. Here it is 8 years later and im still very much lost with no direction on how to get back on track. I have no closure with Josie, they took that from me and for that i am very much full of hate. I am mad at the world. I havent been able to pull myself together to be the mom that my son needs. I had to ask of my brother and his wife to please adopt my son for me as i didnt know it would turn out like this. There's nothing more painful than the death of a child but to be so emotionally wrecked over what i witnessed that night that i cant bring myself to parent the living child, that is the worst feeling in the world. I feel like such a failure. My son is now 12 years old and is now starting to ask so many questions. So ive set some new goals for the new year. Ive applied for my housing, im back in counseling, taking my prescribed meds, and am working on starting a new life so i can be that mom that my son needs and deserves. I miss both my babies so so much, I apologize to my daughter everyday and now ive made a promise to her that i will forgive myself and get my life back for my son and i. I love and miss you Josie so much and i promise that Robbie and i will be a family again ok and soon. Your very much missed and loved by everyone babygirl, especially by your brother Robbie and your mommy.

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morgan commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Part 2----Not a shred of me has emerged from the destruction death laid at my feet.  I am one gaping wound with a small band aid holding together pieces.  I can limp and crawl and even sometimes walk around but is it enough?  I have…"
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morgan commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Part 1---I wish there was a way to reach out to each of you individually and communicate how I feel personally but there isn’t.  What I do know though is that for those of us who are having a difficult time with accepting the absolute and…"
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Sammie commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"I feel the same like Tildy, Bonnie I know that maybe faith helps you but like Trina said we all grief different. For me it's very difficult to enjoy life without my husband and what scares me more it's the age . I'm 44 and I'm…"
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HollowHeart replied to JO B alexio's discussion mad at god
"AnneJ, I'm so sorry. There is not much else I can say that would help other than letting you know you are not alone. This grief and loss is just to much sometimes. It's just to much to bear. Hilary, you are so right about life being a…"
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kim commented on kim's blog post another holiday
"I know im full of hate  for my family who wont talk to me any more, they think I should be over it by now. they wont talk about shawn, they want nothing to do with me. my so called friends I have had all my life want nothing to do with me, they…"
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Jesse's Mom commented on kim's blog post another holiday
"Here is a poem another bereaved mom shared early on: I am wearing a pair of shoes. They are ugly shoes. Uncomfortable shoes. I hate my shoes. Each day I wear them, and each day I wish I had another pair. Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not…"
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Tildyc commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Bonnie- no I'm not offended. I just felt I wanted to give you a sense of this site. It's where I, you, Morgan, Bluebird, Trina, Hilary, Nicole, Rachel Michelle, George and ALL of the broken and lost souls can be honest and understood. It…"
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Felicia Evans left a comment for Felicia Evans
"It's been a year since my mom passed away and my nephew suddenly passed of a blood clot in his lung that traveled to his heart. He left 7 children from the age 24 to 5 years old...he and I were close like brother and sister. My mom raised him.…"
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Toni Jones commented on kim's blog post another holiday
"Hi Kim. You are full of hate, but most certainly not in the way most people think. You hate that your son was taken from you. Hate all the things people are expecting from you when all you want is to hear his voice, to see him, hug him and hold him.…"
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Joanne replied to Jeff Carrillo's discussion my wife & best friend in the group Lost My Spouse...
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Felicia Evans posted a status
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Trina Mamoon commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"One of the first things that my grief counsellor told me and very wisely so is that grief is very individual. Each of us feel grief differently, personally, and in a unique way. There's no right or wrong way to feel grief. So it's not very…"
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bluebird commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"It is the same for me, or very similar, as it is for Tildy and Hilary. I appreciate what you're saying, Bonnie, and I'm sure that your advice will work for some people. For me, however, it will not.  My life ended when my husband…"
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Bonnie Kauffman commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Tildyc, I hope I did not upset or offend you. That was never my intention. To be totally honest I wish I felt my husbands absence more.  I dearly loved the man, he was my one great passion, but we did a lot of things on our own and while I know…"
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Connie K commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Jill I guess I didn't realize that we lost our sons on Dec.1 The first year is so crazy hard. I am so sorry you lost the bracelet. First of all, it may turn up. I have had similar experiences where I lost or broke something very meaningful to…"
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Hilary Christene commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Outside of this group, I do not share the true extent of my grief. Hiding the extent of my own suffering is a necessary kindness toward those who are in less pain, whose lives still contain hope, who can't imagine or accept that someone would…"
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Tildyc commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Bonnie- I am happy that you have been able to move through your pain and grief. You are a strong person and an inspiration for many I'm sure. But for me- it's the complete opposite side of this coin. There is no amount of medication,…"
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Jill E commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Excuse me if any words offend. I did soften them to post here. Crying sucks. It makes you feel like crap, look like crap and doesn't change anything. The problem with tears as they come too easily, last too long and become uncontrollable. That…"
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Jill E commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"I am so glad Thanksgiving is over. Today I noticed that I am missing one of the bracelets I made almost a year ago with Josh's birthstone. peridot. I am crushed I have worried this would happen. I don't know what to do. It will be a year…"
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