Jodi Cassano
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"Just another day where i sit and think about what my babygirl would be doing if she were here today."
Jan 31
Jodi Cassano is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Dec 31, 2013

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About Me:
I am 39 years old. I was married for 14 years, recently divorced. Was blessed with two beautiful children Robbie and Josie. My miracle babies, my life was complete. I enjoy being a mom and spending time with our family.
About my Loss:
The evening of July 16, 2005 was the worst day of my life. My daughter Josie who was 2 and 1/2 years old was hit by a truck and killed. Her brother Robbie was 4 yrs old at the time and was there with me and witnessed the most horrifying accident ever. I died that night and have not been the same since. I asked my brother and his family to please take my son as i totally lost my mind. Here it is 8 years later and im still very much lost with no direction on how to get back on track. I have no closure with Josie, they took that from me and for that i am very much full of hate. I am mad at the world. I havent been able to pull myself together to be the mom that my son needs. I had to ask of my brother and his wife to please adopt my son for me as i didnt know it would turn out like this. There's nothing more painful than the death of a child but to be so emotionally wrecked over what i witnessed that night that i cant bring myself to parent the living child, that is the worst feeling in the world. I feel like such a failure. My son is now 12 years old and is now starting to ask so many questions. So ive set some new goals for the new year. Ive applied for my housing, im back in counseling, taking my prescribed meds, and am working on starting a new life so i can be that mom that my son needs and deserves. I miss both my babies so so much, I apologize to my daughter everyday and now ive made a promise to her that i will forgive myself and get my life back for my son and i. I love and miss you Josie so much and i promise that Robbie and i will be a family again ok and soon. Your very much missed and loved by everyone babygirl, especially by your brother Robbie and your mommy.

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Eva Van posted a video

Mercy Me - Homesick with lyrics

I actuallly made this for my grandma's funeral . i uploaded it just a few days after she passed away . even though she is not here on earth , i know she's in...
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Anthony R left a comment for Eva Van
"Thats ok you are at work. I do understand the dispair the empty days the darkness and the pain. Will we find a place in this world again that is acceptable is the question. All I find is the pain and loss and belonging to nothing. I try everyday but…"
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Eva Van and Anthony R are now friends
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Anthony R left a comment for kim
"I go through the same thing Im in pain all the time I have no desire to do anything at all. I haven't cleaned out her things, I can't if i do I let go and I can't I've lost to much already. I visit Lacy 2 to 3 times a day and I…"
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Eva Van posted a blog post

4 months

Every day I struggle to live in a world without you...this loss of you has been the single most crushing blow I have ever endured. I find now I am not searching for answers or why...answers are a poor substitute for a daughter. My physical presence craves a hug...your voice...your smile. The world around me carries on, but the emptiness of a world without you, with all it's attendant sorrows and unanswered questions, engulfs the life I once knew. EVERYTHING...changes...I feel completely…See More
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Eva Van left a comment for Anthony R
"Anthony, I am sorry I had to cut our conversation off. I am on this sight at work. I manage 5 stores. I pull this sight up and run the slideshow I have for my daughter. Others have moved forward where I have not been able to. It is the only space I…"
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kim left a comment for Anthony R
"hi Anthony, my name is kim, I lost my only child almost 9 months ago, my beautiful son shawn.  I know the unbearable pain you are in, I to am  in the pain, I cry everyday and night. I feel so empty, lonely, like in a very dark place I just…"
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Danny commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
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Linda commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"I realize now that my deepest pain after losing my daughter Desiree' is my guilt. Guilt from not being more of a friend instead of just a mother. Even though she was 31 I reflect that I didn't appreciate her personal interests as a friend…"
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Mary Chris replied to Karen's discussion STUPID things people say... " Vent Here " in the group Missing my Son or Daughter
"One of the harshest things that has been said to me was "God took Gary from you because He knew that you loved Gary more than you loved Him." I can't seem to get that out of my mind. This remark was from an old friend who has no…"
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Dennis C. posted a discussion

Answers to questions about Death

Below are two links that take you to two articles about death. I find the information in these two articles very educational, and comforting.I am supplying them just to offer comfort.I sincerely hope that it helps.Why Do People Die? http://www.jw.org/finder?locale=en&docid=502013276&prefer=langWhere Are the Dead?…See More
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Adrianne Edgerly commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Tomorrow (Friday) three years ago my close fiend woke to find her 22 year old son dead. It was just two years and two days after losing her 21 year old daughter. We all grieved with her. I gave up my home so she could stay in it for a few weeks.…"
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Wander replied to Ivis Diaz's discussion Lost in the group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"I am so, so sorry. :("
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Ivis Diaz replied to Ivis Diaz's discussion Lost in the group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
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bluebird replied to Wander's discussion I can't do it anymore
"I get that, Suzanne and Wander. When my husband first died, I wrote down all the sweet things about him that I wanted to make sure I didn't forget -- thing he did, physical characteristics, all kinds of stuff. And I wrote some poems about him…"
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Wander replied to Wander's discussion I can't do it anymore
"I write all the time... memories, the story of our life together, letters to him. I've filled most of four journals, and I bought three more yesterday. It does help a little... better than anything else, but that's not saying…"
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L R commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Kim, I do identify with so much of what you wrote. I find myself staggering through the days...it is a hard journey.   From CS Lewis - A Grief Observed "Grief is like a long valley, a winding valley where any bend may reveal a totally new…"
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