Jodi Cassano
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"Just another day where i sit and think about what my babygirl would be doing if she were here today."
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Jodi Cassano is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Dec 31, 2013

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About Me:
I am 39 years old. I was married for 14 years, recently divorced. Was blessed with two beautiful children Robbie and Josie. My miracle babies, my life was complete. I enjoy being a mom and spending time with our family.
About my Loss:
The evening of July 16, 2005 was the worst day of my life. My daughter Josie who was 2 and 1/2 years old was hit by a truck and killed. Her brother Robbie was 4 yrs old at the time and was there with me and witnessed the most horrifying accident ever. I died that night and have not been the same since. I asked my brother and his family to please take my son as i totally lost my mind. Here it is 8 years later and im still very much lost with no direction on how to get back on track. I have no closure with Josie, they took that from me and for that i am very much full of hate. I am mad at the world. I havent been able to pull myself together to be the mom that my son needs. I had to ask of my brother and his wife to please adopt my son for me as i didnt know it would turn out like this. There's nothing more painful than the death of a child but to be so emotionally wrecked over what i witnessed that night that i cant bring myself to parent the living child, that is the worst feeling in the world. I feel like such a failure. My son is now 12 years old and is now starting to ask so many questions. So ive set some new goals for the new year. Ive applied for my housing, im back in counseling, taking my prescribed meds, and am working on starting a new life so i can be that mom that my son needs and deserves. I miss both my babies so so much, I apologize to my daughter everyday and now ive made a promise to her that i will forgive myself and get my life back for my son and i. I love and miss you Josie so much and i promise that Robbie and i will be a family again ok and soon. Your very much missed and loved by everyone babygirl, especially by your brother Robbie and your mommy.

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MarieSte posted a photo
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Quincyjr replied to JO B alexio's discussion mad at god
"Dittos and peace Unc Den."
3 hours ago
Laurie ~ Jesse's mom commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Connie, wishing you gentleness as you approach this second anniversary date of your son...I think we are on a similar timeline in regards to loss...it seemed like the first year I was just waiting, waiting and waiting for him to come home through…"
4 hours ago
Dennis C. replied to JO B alexio's discussion mad at god
"The Bible does NOT teach eternal torment in Hell. Religion teaches that."
4 hours ago
Tracy Huston commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Well said, Connie. I used to go back to that night and that time a lot but as time goes on I don't punish myself as much. But sometimes I do - esp during the holidays and anniversaries... Hang in there. It's hard. Terribly hard."
4 hours ago
Quincyjr replied to JO B alexio's discussion mad at god
"God says do what you wish, but make the wrong choice and you will be tortured in hell for eternity. That's not free will. It's like a man telling his girlfriend, do what you wish, but if you choose to leave me, I will track you down and…"
4 hours ago
Quincyjr replied to JO B alexio's discussion mad at god
"Whoever will have nothing to do with thorns, can never gather roses."
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Connie K commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"I will visit the accident site also on Saturday. I do this because it was the last place he was on this earth. And I will not rest until we get the city to make that road safer!!"
6 hours ago
Connie K commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Linda - I think it helps us stay connected - even if it's negative. I do the same thing. I can't help it if memories flood in, then it makes me remember more and more details I thought I had put to rest. Legal situations are making us…"
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JO B alexio replied to JO B alexio's discussion mad at god
"multi loss meset me up i got so mad i cud of slapet god him/her scream at him/her swear at him/her"
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JO B alexio replied to JO B alexio's discussion mad at god
"yea pics r so grt marieste "
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Dennis C. replied to JO B alexio's discussion mad at god
"bluebird I appreciate your view and I would never try to convince you otherwise. But people who use the Bible say all kinds of things about the Bible and what they say makes me scratch my head? Because I see the Bible as authority (I respect that…"
6 hours ago
Quincyjr replied to JO B alexio's discussion mad at god
"And if there were a God, I think it very unlikely that He would have such an uneasy vanity as to be offended by those who doubt His existence. Bertrand Russell."
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JO B alexio replied to JO B alexio's discussion mad at god
"i lost 2 dear antis i did laruie anti b on my dads famly in 2013 thn on my mums sde anti d in 2014 both so simler in carketer but not related 2 ech other but related 2 me  pic  3rd 1 wz in dam sq not in uk i tk it on a trip lst wk i…"
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Quincyjr replied to JO B alexio's discussion mad at god
"Usually people mad at God are simply mad at a false god projected by the fundamentalist part of the church...the two faced god who tortures his enemies forever in "hell" (while asking us to forgive ours)."
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bluebird replied to JO B alexio's discussion mad at god
"Dennis, Assuming that Jesus even said that -- it's symbolic, like much of the bible."
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Dennis C. replied to JO B alexio's discussion mad at god
"Zell, I was wondering what you think. The following scriptures speak convincingly of the earth. Psalms 37:11 — But the meek will possess the earth, And they will find exquisite delight in the abundance of peace. Isaiah 45:18 (KJV-S)…"
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"Who is the member and I will delete the person."
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MarieSte replied to JO B alexio's discussion mad at god
"Thank You for your kind words Laurie, yes it's very hard so we need to rest and gather comfort from what we can."
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