Jodi Cassano
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  • Richland, WA
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Jodi Cassano posted a status
"Just another day where i sit and think about what my babygirl would be doing if she were here today."
Jan 31, 2014
Jodi Cassano is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Dec 31, 2013

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About Me:
I am 39 years old. I was married for 14 years, recently divorced. Was blessed with two beautiful children Robbie and Josie. My miracle babies, my life was complete. I enjoy being a mom and spending time with our family.
About my Loss:
The evening of July 16, 2005 was the worst day of my life. My daughter Josie who was 2 and 1/2 years old was hit by a truck and killed. Her brother Robbie was 4 yrs old at the time and was there with me and witnessed the most horrifying accident ever. I died that night and have not been the same since. I asked my brother and his family to please take my son as i totally lost my mind. Here it is 8 years later and im still very much lost with no direction on how to get back on track. I have no closure with Josie, they took that from me and for that i am very much full of hate. I am mad at the world. I havent been able to pull myself together to be the mom that my son needs. I had to ask of my brother and his wife to please adopt my son for me as i didnt know it would turn out like this. There's nothing more painful than the death of a child but to be so emotionally wrecked over what i witnessed that night that i cant bring myself to parent the living child, that is the worst feeling in the world. I feel like such a failure. My son is now 12 years old and is now starting to ask so many questions. So ive set some new goals for the new year. Ive applied for my housing, im back in counseling, taking my prescribed meds, and am working on starting a new life so i can be that mom that my son needs and deserves. I miss both my babies so so much, I apologize to my daughter everyday and now ive made a promise to her that i will forgive myself and get my life back for my son and i. I love and miss you Josie so much and i promise that Robbie and i will be a family again ok and soon. Your very much missed and loved by everyone babygirl, especially by your brother Robbie and your mommy.

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Vasanthi S commented on Gale Brunault's group Loss of an Only Child
"Hi Gale and Connie, This loss is one which hits at the very root of one's being. Just now a very quick note sending love as I have to go out in 5 minutes. Tomorrow I will share more knowing that I am understood. hugsss."
9 minutes ago
Betsy Arnold commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"Hi Leesa, I am so sorry for your loss. My husband of 18 years died 5 years ago from Leukemia at the age of 43. Not a day goes by that I don't think of him and miss him so much. He died with us still very much in love with each other. We were…"
12 minutes ago
Betsy Arnold commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"Lourianiah, you are in my thoughts and prayers as you go through today. I understand those very hard "Anniversaries" too. That is definitely a great plan to commemorate him."
15 minutes ago
Trina Mamoon commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"Hello Leesa, I am so sorry for your untimely loss. It all seems so cruel and utterly senseless. Why is also I often ask, why Joseph, so soon, and now. Unfortunately, there are no answers, only grief, restlessness, and pain. My deepest sympathy…"
26 minutes ago
Leesa Lynch left a comment for Fran
"that's the only reason I get out of bed to is bc I know up in heaven looking down on me n saying get up baby try to be happy bc that was all he every wanted for me n my son to of course bc he lives here in town if I ignore his phone calls or…"
1 hour ago
Fran left a comment for Leesa Lynch
"Words don't mean much. You hear what others say, trying to be helpful, but, unless they are going thru it...it makes THEM feel better. In face, I think the first couple of weeks I was the one consoling everyone else. I was too numb to feel much…"
1 hour ago
Karen T. commented on Julie Dolsey-Weiss's group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"Thanks Lynn. I feel silently and internally insane, but again I can't show any kind of being out of control and nuts because of my son. I have to be strong for him. Some days are a little easier than others (I have to live moment to moment…"
1 hour ago
Leesa Lynch left a comment for Fran
"I don't really how to comfort myself much less any body else all I know is I feel like God robbed me there are so many bad people out there why could he take one of them instead of your or my husband who were good people trying to do the best…"
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Karen T. commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Amen Zell, Amen."
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Zell commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Thank you Jon-Paul.  Yes, the only thing that keeps me from going totally insane is the knowledge that we will be reunited one day.  I don't know how anyone can endure this without that reassurance.  Still, its living without…"
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Lynn Boyd commented on Brenda Ann's group Has your faith been tested or lost with the death of your loved one?
"I had no faith until he disd...One Year Ago Today. I felt the need to re-connect with God, and found a Unity Church that makes me feel much better about my own future. I've made new friends. I have new activities. But I still miss my beloved…"
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Lynn Boyd commented on Brenda Ann's group Has your faith been tested or lost with the death of your loved one?
"I had no faith until he disd...One Year Ago Today. I felt the need to re-connect with God, and found a Unity Church that makes me feel much better about my own future. I've made new friends. I have new activities. But I still miss my beloved…"
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Has your faith been tested or lost with the death of your loved one?

This group was started because many are hurting so bad that their faith has been effected.  This is a place you can vent or even ask questions that brother you. Can the Bible or God help you through your grief?  Who is the cause of death? See More
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Lynn Boyd commented on Julie Dolsey-Weiss's group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"Karen, thanks for your kind words. Your wound is still so fresh, I remember still being a basket case at the three-month mark.  At least we all understand each other's pain....that which family and friends do not.  We had 27 years of…"
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Karen T. commented on Julie Dolsey-Weiss's group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"Lynn, My thoughts and prayers are with you. I lost my husband just in October and each month alone is tortue I can't imagine the 1 year mark (I can't even imagine making it to the 1 year mark let alone being there). I am so sorry for you.…"
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Jon-Paul Ackerman commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"It does not get easier, it gets harder and harder. When you notice things that they did that nobody else does, when you eat food they used to like, when your children make faces like them... It's torture. I desperately try to hold on to…"
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Lynn Boyd commented on Julie Dolsey-Weiss's group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"Today is the day.  One year ago today I lost my beloved. I'm alone and feeling empty and numb almost as if it had happened yesterday.  I don't know if this website will let me post a YouTube link to a lovely…"
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Karen T. commented on Julie Dolsey-Weiss's group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"My feelings in a nut shell- life sucks. I hate going through this life without my love who was truly made for me and I for him. Married almost 12 years, together almost 14 and my entire adult life (we started dating when I was 18 and he was my…"
3 hours ago

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