Jodi Cassano
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  • Richland, WA
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Jodi Cassano posted a status
"Just another day where i sit and think about what my babygirl would be doing if she were here today."
Jan 31, 2014
Jodi Cassano is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Dec 31, 2013

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About Me:
I am 39 years old. I was married for 14 years, recently divorced. Was blessed with two beautiful children Robbie and Josie. My miracle babies, my life was complete. I enjoy being a mom and spending time with our family.
About my Loss:
The evening of July 16, 2005 was the worst day of my life. My daughter Josie who was 2 and 1/2 years old was hit by a truck and killed. Her brother Robbie was 4 yrs old at the time and was there with me and witnessed the most horrifying accident ever. I died that night and have not been the same since. I asked my brother and his family to please take my son as i totally lost my mind. Here it is 8 years later and im still very much lost with no direction on how to get back on track. I have no closure with Josie, they took that from me and for that i am very much full of hate. I am mad at the world. I havent been able to pull myself together to be the mom that my son needs. I had to ask of my brother and his wife to please adopt my son for me as i didnt know it would turn out like this. There's nothing more painful than the death of a child but to be so emotionally wrecked over what i witnessed that night that i cant bring myself to parent the living child, that is the worst feeling in the world. I feel like such a failure. My son is now 12 years old and is now starting to ask so many questions. So ive set some new goals for the new year. Ive applied for my housing, im back in counseling, taking my prescribed meds, and am working on starting a new life so i can be that mom that my son needs and deserves. I miss both my babies so so much, I apologize to my daughter everyday and now ive made a promise to her that i will forgive myself and get my life back for my son and i. I love and miss you Josie so much and i promise that Robbie and i will be a family again ok and soon. Your very much missed and loved by everyone babygirl, especially by your brother Robbie and your mommy.

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James Quinn commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"It has been nine months since i lot my soulmate Marita of 25yrs to bladder cancer,I miss her so much all the time the grief and pain are my constant companions My siblings have been wonderful doing what they can but the path I walk, I walk alone I…"
11 minutes ago
kathleen akin commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"Glad you are taking action to protect yourself. You are doing the right thing. It's what I would do. Just let yourself grieve. Keep the toxic people away. (((Hugs))$"
44 minutes ago
kathleen akin replied to Debbie's discussion Lost my husband to acute lymphoblastic leukemia in the group Losing Someone to Cancer
"Is there a church nearby? You don't even have to believe but sometimes comfort comes from stranger places. I don't go to church anymore but I did go when my first husband left me for a 19 year old and I got peace just sitting there"
48 minutes ago
Sara Schwartztrauber left a comment for Mrs Marie Gibson
"Hello Marie I can honestly say that I know how you feel. I lost my husband just two months ago of cancer. We were together for 37 years, since I was 19 years old. I miss him every minute. I can't bear the idea of never having him hold me again.…"
51 minutes ago
kathleen akin commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"I feel so bad for you both. I have not gone through it yet but I think it will be soon. It would be so hard to have to deal with your loss and be alone in it or have family members treat you like that. Wish I had the right words to ease all the pain…"
53 minutes ago
Sara Schwartztrauber replied to Sara Schwartztrauber's discussion The love and light of my life is just gone! in the group Losing Someone to Cancer
"Thank you for the reply Sandi. I was just thinking about how safe my husband made me feel. We were together since I was 19 years old, and I just don't know how to go through each day without him. We owned our own business so we even worked…"
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Sara Schwartztrauber and Michael Thompson are now friends
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Sara Schwartztrauber posted a photo

Jim, the love of my life, my soul-mate.

My husband Jim. We were together for 37 years before cancer took him from me. He died on April 1, 2015 at home in his favorite recliner. When he was diagnosed he weighed about 254lbs, my big strong man, and when he died he weighed 126lbs. The cancer…
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John T. left a comment for rakshi chaudry
"Dear Rakshi Chaundry, I want to encourage you to follow the grief forum when you can.  It has helped me over the past 8 months after the sudden death of my wife of 25 years.  The biggest help has been to learn I am not alone and I'm…"
2 hours ago
John T. left a comment for Mrs Marie Gibson
"Hello Marie Gibson, I just noticed that it seems no one has welcomed you to this support forum.  I wanted to express my sincerest condolences on the loss of your husband.  Those words seem so trite and I've heard them so many times.…"
3 hours ago
Sandra K Custer and Alexandra Raphaela are now friends
4 hours ago
Trina Mamoon commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Today I woke up crying as I am leaving for a month to go to my country of origin, Bangladesh on Tuesday. When I would go on these long trips (I have family obligations to take care of there), Joseph and I would start feeling depressed for a week or…"
6 hours ago
bluebird commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"m morgan, I feel much the same as you do -- this life ended for me the moment my husband died, and I want my stupid body to just stop, so that I can either die and be with my love (if an afterlife exists) or die and just cease to be (at which point…"
7 hours ago
Gabrielle replied to Jennifer's discussion It seems to get harder, not easier in the group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"Having to go to work is the only thing that forces me up in the morning. Crying in the shower is not how my life used to be. So recently- just 4 months ago- my life was normal! And now with each day that passes the person I used to be and the…"
9 hours ago
George H commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"another day without marry still haven't seen her filter her her nothing haven't even dreamed about her she was such a believer makes me wonder if she was right it's just so lonely and empty without her I just don't know what to…"
10 hours ago
Alice Catron posted a status
"I am sitting here, not going to Church...and trying to remember what "normal" felt like. How does life go on???? without Him here?"
14 hours ago
Mark posted a blog post

Trying not to dwell on my loss

I am awake again, and have some anxiety.  When thoughts that I know just lead to pain have been entering my head, I try to change the subject.  Not having much luck right now, but I will continue doing it.  I need to start to prepare for a trip on Tuesday.  Once again, I am going to attempt to return to work.  I failed a few weeks ago when I tried.  The physical and mental discomfort I felt while I waited at the gate for my delayed flight, led to a breakdown at the airport.  Since then, I had a…See More
14 hours ago
Dianne M. commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"I had a dream about hubby last night. He was standing in front of me head down so I could only see the top of his head. He was wearing the suit I had him laid out in. I thought that I should go hug him and then I woke up. NO clue what/if this means…"
14 hours ago
George H commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Sara like you I was with my wife for 37 years we work together we did everything together I can honestly say I know exactly how you feel its been almost 13 weeks now still seems like yesterday I'm not sure how your husband passed mary had a…"
16 hours ago

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