Jodi Cassano
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"Just another day where i sit and think about what my babygirl would be doing if she were here today."
Jan 31
Jodi Cassano is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Dec 31, 2013

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About Me:
I am 39 years old. I was married for 14 years, recently divorced. Was blessed with two beautiful children Robbie and Josie. My miracle babies, my life was complete. I enjoy being a mom and spending time with our family.
About my Loss:
The evening of July 16, 2005 was the worst day of my life. My daughter Josie who was 2 and 1/2 years old was hit by a truck and killed. Her brother Robbie was 4 yrs old at the time and was there with me and witnessed the most horrifying accident ever. I died that night and have not been the same since. I asked my brother and his family to please take my son as i totally lost my mind. Here it is 8 years later and im still very much lost with no direction on how to get back on track. I have no closure with Josie, they took that from me and for that i am very much full of hate. I am mad at the world. I havent been able to pull myself together to be the mom that my son needs. I had to ask of my brother and his wife to please adopt my son for me as i didnt know it would turn out like this. There's nothing more painful than the death of a child but to be so emotionally wrecked over what i witnessed that night that i cant bring myself to parent the living child, that is the worst feeling in the world. I feel like such a failure. My son is now 12 years old and is now starting to ask so many questions. So ive set some new goals for the new year. Ive applied for my housing, im back in counseling, taking my prescribed meds, and am working on starting a new life so i can be that mom that my son needs and deserves. I miss both my babies so so much, I apologize to my daughter everyday and now ive made a promise to her that i will forgive myself and get my life back for my son and i. I love and miss you Josie so much and i promise that Robbie and i will be a family again ok and soon. Your very much missed and loved by everyone babygirl, especially by your brother Robbie and your mommy.

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bluebird replied to Elizabeth's discussion Another day without Carol Ann.
"I hope you are feeling a bit better now.  {{{{{hugs}}}}}"
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bluebird replied to Zell's discussion Anybody here on anti-depressants?
"You're very welcome.  If you trust your doctor, you might want to consider taking the anti-depressant as well, at least for a while.  I doubt I will ever take an anti-anxiety med again, but like you, if I do, the sexual side effect is…"
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Wendy (Boabie) replied to Madison Martinez's discussion bottled up. in the group I Miss My Parent(s)
"I am sorry about what you are going through. We all have to grieve. It's natural and healthy to grieve. Even if your coach doesn't want you to grieve you still will. It is in our human nature to grieve the loss of our loved ones. I will…"
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Sara commented on Jessica Granantowski's group Sole Survivors
"I lost my mum and dad by the time I was 24. I'm 49 now and lost my only sibling 9 days ago. It's very strange to be the sole survivor of my birth family."
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Zell replied to Zell's discussion Anybody here on anti-depressants?
"Thank you so much for your input Bluebird.  I was taking something for anxiety, but my doctor insists that I need a good anti-depressant too.   As for the known side-effect it is a big reason why I did not want to take it in years past,…"
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Connie K commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Vasanthi - it will be hard but also familiar and sweet to be among Shreya's things. Since Daniel still was living here, I am in his room often and it is difficult to let go and change anything but slowly I am able to. But I always find that I…"
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Vasanthi S commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Lynn Williams thank you, I know I am going to India with a feeling that my son will somehow be there and what you say is right , that it will be healing but I also know I have to look at what happened straight on and know that he won't be…"
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Vasanthi S commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Taylor's mom, So nice of you to share. there is nothing like 'butting in' and I felt a little relieved too as I also used to be very sympathetic and now I realize that I don't know the first thing about sympathy because that…"
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kim commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"connie, im so sorry  you have to go through another one, please know im here for you.  take care  hugs  kim"
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Taylor's mom commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Hi Vasanthi, I just wanted to tell you that I feel the same way as you about death since I lost my child. Other deaths don't compare in the slightest. That is something that almost bothers me because I used to be a very empathetic/sympathetic…"
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bluebird replied to Zell's discussion Anybody here on anti-depressants?
"I am not on anti-depressants now, and have never taken medication for depression, but I have taken medication for anxiety disorder. I took Zoloft for a few years and that helped a lot, then I took nothing for a few years, then I found that I needed…"
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Lynn Williams commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Connie I am so sorry to hear about your cousin. Life doesn't make sense to me anymore. Vasanthi just being home on Shreyas's birthday surrounded by his possessions and his love will be healing. Realizing we will never hold our children in…"
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Vasanthi S commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"So nice to hear from you all. Kim the pain is torturous isn't it? Like Connie, I do believe that opening one's heart will get answers. When we are in some much pain I know its difficult to think of anything else. But slowly you may feel a…"
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Zell replied to Zell's discussion Anybody here on anti-depressants?
"Thanks Annette.  It does help set my mind at ease a bit.  I am really struggling and crying so much it is making me ill, I suffer eye infections and even battle to control my emotions at work, so in order for me to cope with the daily…"
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" lets h o p we all  dream of loved 1s "
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"ʚϊɞ Love You Mum ʚϊɞ ... our 8/8 ... my first year without you... I miss you so very much... xxx"
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