Hello. I live in NW Montana but come from Long Island, New York. I am a professional pastry chef. My interests include: live music, my dogs, hiking, biking, SUP, snowboarding, running, gardening, eating, being crafty and entertaining friends...most of which, have been swept up by the pandemic. I suffer from depression.
About my Loss:
My mom died in late March 2020 just as the country was shutting down due to the pandemic. She battled Scleroderma for 25+ years and died from it.
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On the 1st of July 2020, I watched my life take her last breath. My life was and in many ways still is about my mother. I have never felt more lost and empty than I do now since she left. Fast forward to the 4th of October and I attempted suicide. I was unsuccessful unfortunately. I still don't want to be here but I'm forcing myself to live because I mean I wake up everyday so clearly God isn't ready to accept me into his kingdom.Until then nothing about life feels okay. I really miss my mom.