I'm 55 years old born and raised in Chicago. At 18 I moved to Wisconsin, I live 1 mile from the WI River in what is known as the Driftless Area. I'm the second oldest of 9 kids 6 girls, and 3 boys. I was raised catholic but it did not seem to be a good fit for me. After studying other religions I became Wicca. I'm a solitary Earth based practitioner. I was married for 10 years to an abusive man. Two years ago I met a beautiful soul, and we have lived together for the past year. I thank the Gods, and Goddesses everyday for bringing him into my life, without him I would have grown old and, lonely. I hope everyone has someone in their life to love, and be loved by. I have no kids but I do have a beautiful god-daughter, and she truly is a gift from god. My father, and step-father are deceased. In 2012 I became disabled due to a work accident. Everyday I suffer from chronic pain, depression, and R.S.D..
About my Loss:
I found out my mom has stage 4 brain cancer about 2 weeks ago. Since then I have been in shock, denial, and disbelief.
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"Ambreen, It hasn't even been a month for you and I can promise you that you are still in shock. It may not feel like it. First, I just want to tell you that I am so sorry for your loss. This Christmas eve will make two years for me. It all…"
lost my mother on 24 nov 2017 , now 3 weeks have been passed . My mother was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer , It was a great shock for me , She never ever smoked and she didn't have any symptoms . I was very closed to my mother and my father has been passed away 4 years ago When she was diagnosed with cancer , I thought that some miracle would happen , I started adding anti cancer dietary elements in her diet , giving her drugs with an ambition of fighting with her disease . But h…See More
"This is so hard for me! I miss my mama so much and it does not seem anybody understands but this group! I am going to my baby half sister this year for Xmas. By my father's 2nd marriage . She lost her own mother many yrs ago. I am trying to…"
"I am so sorry. I lost my precious Mother on Valentines day of this year. It is shattering. Do not deny yourself the right to grieve to please others. They think they are helping, but in reality, they hurt for you and are trying to make it better.…"
I lost my mother on 24 nov 2017 , now 3 weeks have been passed . My mother was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer , It was a great shock for me , She never ever smoked and she didn't have any symptoms . I was very closed to my mother and my father has been passed away 4 years ago When she was diagnosed with cancer , I thought that some miracle would happen , I started adding anti cancer dietary elements in her diet , giving her drugs with an ambition of fighting with her disease . But…See More
"I'm so very sorry for your loss Aaron. I lost my husband to cancer as well. He died in August 2015. It's early days right now and I hope you are feeling well supported by your family and friends. Should you ever…"
"Dear Nat, I’m so very sorry you had to lose your beloved husband. I wish you strength and comfort as you make your way through these early days and nights. There are many kind souls on this site who know about deep pain, and I recommend…"
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"Bluebell, my thoughts and prayers are with you. My brother called me the other day and he said are you ok? There is a twenty year age difference between us, so we are not that close and he lives five hours away. I said to him, yes I though you would…"
"Another bad day. I was shopping for Christmas cards and gift bags when without warning, I broke down in tears at the register. Thank goodness the cashier was a sensitive caring person and did not just blow me off. She said "Your Mom will always…"