I'm so sorry for all the losses you have gone through. You are a very kind, and caring person to have created this site, and I greatly appreciate it. I pray love finds you, and you love yourself. I think you're 1 awesome lady!…"
I'm 55 years old born and raised in Chicago. At 18 I moved to Wisconsin, I live 1 mile from the WI River in what is known as the Driftless Area. I'm the second oldest of 9 kids 6 girls, and 3 boys. I was raised catholic but it did not seem to be a good fit for me. After studying other religions I became Wicca. I'm a solitary Earth based practitioner. I was married for 10 years to an abusive man. Two years ago I met a beautiful soul, and we have lived together for the past year. I thank the Gods, and Goddesses everyday for bringing him into my life, without him I would have grown old and, lonely. I hope everyone has someone in their life to love, and be loved by. I have no kids but I do have a beautiful god-daughter, and she truly is a gift from god. My father, and step-father are deceased. In 2012 I became disabled due to a work accident. Everyday I suffer from chronic pain, depression, and R.S.D..
About my Loss:
I found out my mom has stage 4 brain cancer about 2 weeks ago. Since then I have been in shock, denial, and disbelief.
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"Hi everyone! Today was a stressful day for me. I found a great website it is called Soul Proof .com. Bluebell I thought about you as I was reading different things on after death experiences. Both times my daughter and I have been together in…"
its ok 2 grief evn ifs its a 50 yrs its still ok evn 80 yrs its ok no 1 shud tell pele 2 not giref its not lk a op or bandge u can tak off its not griefs 1 thng u ca n not heal
sorry if im sayin wong thngs heat
sorry abot yore loss 2"
"I'm new to the group. In November 2015 my Mom & Dad were cutting a tree branch in their backyard and the branch fell on my Mom and killed her. I am numb some days. I just try to focus on how wonderful my mom was, not how…"
"Bluebell, thank you for posting the comment about having a mother that loved you, food to eat, and your family. I too am luck to have/have had those things. Your comment reminded me of what I have to be thankful for. Christine"
"Thank you Theresa. It is hard for me to accept I am still grieving her loss so much. But I am still going to try and inch forward little by little and have more "okay" times. I think my Mom would want that. I can not stay in this…"
"Bluebell, grieving is a normal part of life and death, you are only 6 months into it, please don't expect too much, I am now almost two years and I still am trying to accept the fact of what happened and how fast it occurred. Some days I…"
"Karen, I just want to offer my sincere sympathy in losing your son. While I'm grieving my mom's death, and our situations are completely different, I do know what grief is and can relate on that point. I'm glad you are getting the…"
"I am blessed to have my sister. But I also realize that she is going through a bad time too and it would not be fair to her to burden her with all the negativity that is going through my mind. With that being said, I am going to try and be more…"
"Bluebell, I will pray for you as well. I understand.
Theresa, that is one of the most beautiful things about Catholicism. Sitting in adoration of the sacrament is an incredible blessing.
Bluebell, you wrote something that was very telling. You have…"
"You are lucky that you spent 55 years, but I had only 3years and the pain is getting worse day by day. Moving from one place to another does not help because you can not remove that person from your heart.
Same feeling I am having which you…"