I lost my baby sister Heather two weeks ago on June 1, 2013. I woke up and she was gone I did CPR for 15 mins until the EMS showed up. They said there was nothing they could do. This was very sudden and tragic for myself and my family. I am having a really hard time with coping. I have been having horrible anxiety attacks and haven't been able to go back to work yet.
"I understand what you mean. I really like what you said toward the end. If we could just be assured beyond a doubt that life continues, that you will be with your husband and I with my girlfriend, that wouldn't be enough, but it…"
"They finally engraved my mother's name and dates on the tombstone. Someone just sent me a picture of it.
I feel like I have been kicked in the stomach again.
I am happy it is done. She would have wanted that. Her name and dates are below…"
"Different today. Hurts as usual, but not like yesterday.
My stress goes through the roof at the slightest change in routine.
I have to break free of the pattern, the ritual, of Friday nights and Saturdays. My mother died on a Friday. But I cannot…"