"i miss mom so mush i do"
Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Don't grieve alone; 14,000 members and growing
Gifts Received
Hope has not received any gifts yet
Hope's Page
Profile Information
- About my Loss:
- On the evening of November 1 2013, my sister and I ran to the bank and stopped to pick up an iced mocha. As she drove us back to her house we discussed our early morning plans for the next morning. After arriving at her house I headed straight for my car and drove home while sipping on my coffee. I got home and she called me, she was bored. I didn't feel like talking so I said goodbye, see you in the morning. About a half hour later all that remained of my coffee was the melting ice. And that's when I got the news. She was gone, the ice in my coffee lasted longer than she did. How could this be. She was healthy, young with small children who needed her? How could this be she ment everything to me. We raised our kids together. We carried each other through hard time and found a way to laugh together through it all. What happened to her? The death certificate list cerebral aneurysm. It's likely, but still there is a nagging sinking feeling in my gut that says something else happened. My sisters case was placed in the major crimes unit, but was dropped after a bare minimum autopsy. I struggle everyday because her young sons, the one I spent hours with daily, are somewhere with the bio -dad who my sister said didn't even know how to correctly spell their names. Bio dad who refused to be listed on their birth certificates. Bio dad, who my sister wanted to leave. Bio dad whose response of learning of her death was not to shed a tear but instead told the police that he was the man in charge and refused to let them search the house. Bio dad who, upon my sisters death bashes her good name calling her a liar and their. She was exactly the opposite of those things. So here I sit I've lost my best friend, my precious nephews and I don't even know which group I fit in. I will myself to believe it was an aneurysm, it'd be easier but her last few words lead me to believe it could be something else.
Groups
-
I miss my Mom!
751 members
-
LESBIAN ..GAY 2 SPIRITE…
15 members
-
Sibling Loss
9 members
-
Loss of a child In memor…
29 members
-
Too Young To Die
17 members
-
Losing a Sister
93 members
-
Multiple Losses Group
324 members
-
Grief Counseling
140 members
-
Zoom Grief Support
39 members
-
Orphaned Adults
80 members
-
Sole Survivors
15 members
-
Losing a sibling
62 members
-
Being the Other Woman/Ot…
43 members
-
Compounded grief with ex…
49 members
-
Lost both parents
12 members
Latest Activity
My husband
"Thanks, Rosie. (I have memory problems and forgot about this site. I'm just seeing this now. April 6th)"
LESBIAN ..GAY 2 SPIRITED loss and grief
Anyone who has lost their gay partner..soon finds that there may be a few things that are different...such as sorting through things and feeling like an intruder because it is also family stuff etcSee More
Assumptions
An assumption is an unexamined belief: what is thought to be true without ever really realizing that we think in that way. For better or worse, understanding starts with entertaining the idea that something is true. Truly profound thoughts generally come to light from the relaxation of these (flawed) assumptions. This is where I find myself today...Perhaps, one of the more significant drivers to pushing down the loss and grief at the time of the accident, ignoring it and mindlessly walking…See More
© 2024 Created by Ninja.
Powered by
Comment Wall
You need to be a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community to add comments!
Join Online Grief Support - A Social Community