Iam about to be 31 years old. I have 5 kiddos. One is my husband and i had a boys he was a miracle. 1 if from my husbands and another women. 3 kiddos we are in the process of adoption on. I love my family more then oanyone would ever know. My husband,kids, anyone i always put first. I am in the health care job. I am very shy at first and dont trust people that ofte0n
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I lose my husband on feb 6th of this year. He was sick for the last 10 years. I did all care for my husband even when he was in hospital for months. 10 years ago they lost him. He had divericuits.y years was the cancer and in october been they did the surgey they did a whipple on him.he fought till his very ladt breath. He is my life. We was never apart if so we was on the phone together. Anyways when they did the surgery in october he was open for more the 10 house. Thee air help it to grow. He hadnt ate anyrhing since sept. He was on tpn and that wasnt working so then he did tube feeding but the tumors grew and keep pushing back and causing pain. Even with medicain. His cancer was so rare they was no treatment for his kind. It took over his whole body in just a few days
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It has been 4 years since my mom died. I still think about it every day, and can't seem to look past it. I know I need to go grocery shopping. I know I need to entertain my 4 year old but before I do anything today I want to share what has helped me tremendously in making my mom's death easier to live with.The first thing that helps is remembering her and being stubborn about NOT letting her go. I don't have to let my mom go. She already went. The thing I do have to do is admit how I feel…See More
"Thanks a lot Theressa.
For 4 days it was a roller coaster ride as we were in hospital but now as I am at my home I again get sad feeling my mother's absence. My wife and daughter is at my wife's place as there is no lady at my place…"
"Hi All Guys
I was away for few days as I am blessed with a baby girl on 10 Aug 18. Both mother and baby doing fine.
I planned my baby only as my mother wanted to see her grand child but destiny had other plans. But I hope she has still blessed…"
"It's been almost two years for me. It doesn't hurt any less. Some days I push it away but then all of a sudden every bit of it hits like a ton of bricks. I did tell a few of my best friends and I mostly regret it. Now I feel it's just…"
"Awww- I’m sorry about that! It must make you feel really terrible that you can’t just take her home.
The same thing happened with my mom after her heart attack. She couldn’t just live by herself anymore. We had to empty her…"
"iv bean to day to sea her iv hadto liee to her wish i feal bad
wen can i go homee wen drs says so
why am hear coz dr says so i anserd it for abot 40 mins i did
evry tim i leabee i feal dranedd i do
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"Thank you bluebird. My kids have been a huge comfort for me. Making me laugh even when I don't want to and giving me someone to occupy my time and energy with. I am working my way through this slowly and they help…"
"Anxiety/panic is awful, I had it so bad after my mom passed I was walking with my legs shaking, it was awful I though I this how I have to live the rest of my life in a state anxiety/panic?
Just awful I understand what you are going through."
"The indifference is hard. I hate it when people ask me how Zim doing or how lifw is... I just want to scream at them “how do you think it is!” My boss constantly asks me and everytime I just respond with a “fine” or…"