I understand about the unfinished projects. His four wheeler's carburetor is still in pieces on the front porch. The skiff still sits in the driveway because he was going to bring it over to his son later. My freezer is full of moose…"
"Just got back from a dog walk. Here in Southeast Alaska its a rain forest. Just not tropical. Anyways it was pouring-pouring- pouring rain out side when we walked. And on this walk I was thinking... during a walk that it rained like this, either…"
"Tildyc I could have written your post.....we were so happy and had lived a simple life so now we could travel and do things we talked about...I just cant believe he is not here where he is supposed to be. I look around at some of his unfinished…"
"I don't know... I've thought a lot about not having a chance to say goodbye. It happened so quickly and unexpectedly that I may be in shock forever. But judging by how I've handled things emotionally since that day,…"
"I just can't figure this out. My life was so happy and full. I was so very content. We didn't require a lot- Mark and I. Just the basics and each other equaled happiness. Whatever Life threw at us we could get through it together. But…"
"I'm sitting here and realize I have been with Mary since I was 29 years old 37 years I obviously didn't know squat when we got together I was in the music business in the recording business so you know how much
I cared about…"
"My husband died so suddenly i didnt even get to say goodbye...I will always regret that day and all the what ifs and why's....The grief group was good tonight but it puts me in a funk mentally. I think of all the things we had planned and…"
"My husband said that he was not afraid to die, but he was disappointed that he would not be able to do all the things he was planning on doing. I am not disappointed but pissed off that he cannot do all the things that he wanted to…"
"I got a letter from Diane's Aunt Marian in Ohio today. I never met her but I heard a lot about her. She asked if I would call or write a letter and tell her the details of that day. I just finished a five page letter.…"
I am soooo sorry that they aren't going to radiate the liver, maybe the tumor is too small or in a bad place. Have they talked about what they do plan on doing? I know it's hard...but, you have the right to ask questions. My…"
"today is one of those days or I just don't know how I'm going to make it through the night lots of pain lots of loneliness way too much everything I'm just missing Mary really bad today just oveoverwheow"
"A lot of people feel the same way you do. It seems like it's always good people, those who are nice and kind hearted who suffer. But please be assured that it is not God's purpose for any of his creation to suffer and die. The Bible offers…"
"Tildyc, I do believe there is more than just this life, an afterlife, heaven, that is beyond our understanding. I've said before that I believe Diane is praying for me because so many things have gone smoothly for me. Only the grief…"
"when I was young I was brought up Catholic I have strong believe in Heaven and Hell as the years went by and I got older I started to have my doubts and then I guess last 7 years with Mary being so sick I just totally turn my back on God if there…"