"You did everything right. The what ifs are always there. You were there when they needed you.
I have struggled with this since I was my mothers caregiver in her last few months. It was the hardest thing so far in my life but the Dr said that I…"
"My name is Melissa and on 5/20/2008 I found my only child, my 15 year old daughter Kaitlin dead of an accidental overdose, she died in her sleep, left for heaven without me, not knowing that I died when she did. Kaitlin was my world, my reason for…"
"sandi i'm very sorry for your loss i know what you are going though i lost my wife 4 years ago and to this day i really miss her I'm still having a hard time dealing with this and on top of that the anger i have is on me because i should…"
"I am so terribly sorry for your loss. I lost my husband of 38 years on June 23, 2014 of lung cancer. I had hospice for 1 week before he passed. We also had a deal that we would go at home with each other there. I followed thru but it sure is not of…"
"Sending you love and prayers Adrienne as you approach this horrific anniversary. I understand what you mean about guilt causing so much pain Linda. I know that it torments me as well. And I also know in my heart that my son forgives me for my…"
I have been so blessed and fortunate that my love has visited me on several occasions since that day he left. In dreams and sometimes what seems like a real visitations. Mostly when I am at my lowest. I could never go to sleep until he climbed into bed with me and put his arms around me. On 6 occasions now I have experienced that when I am crying and inconsolable, when I settle down to sleep I become aware of him climbing into bed next to me and putting his arms around me like he always did: I…See More
i am mad me for bean mad god i am so mad at god for stuff he has put us thru if i sea him or her im worid in i say horble stuff 2 him or her im worid i will puch or slap him or her i bleve in god im so mad at god i am i am so mad at him or her…See More
"Thats ok you are at work. I do understand the dispair the empty days the darkness and the pain. Will we find a place in this world again that is acceptable is the question. All I find is the pain and loss and belonging to nothing. I try everyday but…"
"I go through the same thing Im in pain all the time I have no desire to do anything at all. I haven't cleaned out her things, I can't if i do I let go and I can't I've lost to much already. I visit Lacy 2 to 3 times a day and I…"
Every day I struggle to live in a world without you...this loss of you has been the single most crushing blow I have ever endured. I find now I am not searching for answers or why...answers are a poor substitute for a daughter. My physical presence craves a hug...your voice...your smile. The world around me carries on, but the emptiness of a world without you, with all it's attendant sorrows and unanswered questions, engulfs the life I once knew. EVERYTHING...changes...I feel completely…See More