I am a 54-year old widow who has a bachelors degree in sociology. I had 2 children and have 5 grandchildren with number 6 on the way. One of my sons lives in another state and is not close by to where myself and my other son live. It is so difficult to maintain a close relationship with family when there is so much distance between even with modern technology like Facetime and Zoom. Family dynamics is hard enough without miles in between you.
About my Loss:
I just lost my oldest son at 32 years old less than 2 weeks ago. He was a heroin addict who overdosed in his home where I also live. I can't seem to get the images of his face from the way I found him out of my mind.
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