BLUEBELL
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Lost my Mom
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I am new here. I lost my Mom on Valentines Day. There is a void in my life  that I need to figure out how to fill. I have been her caregiver for the past 3 years and she has been the center point of…Continue

Started this discussion. Last reply by Jennifer Mar 12, 2017.

 

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BLUEBELL commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Thank you Brett. It is very scary. What I do not like the most is the lack of motivation and being so easily fatigued. I am also frustrated with the lack of support from the Doctors. I keep asking it it would be dangerous to increase a certain…"
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BLUEBELL commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"I am asking for your prayers please. I am very afraid of having another bleed in my brain. I am so depressed and so very easily irritated, that it is hard to live with myself. I am not feeling positive about my future. I know this is not related to…"
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BLUEBELL commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"The ICU doctor has no right to speak with your therapist unless you give permission. Personally, I do not know why he would want to do that. How would it help you? I wish I could say or do something that would click with you Virginia that would…"
Jul 9
BLUEBELL commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PTBTBj8NEcw Above is the song " In the Arms of an Angel." Bluebell"
Jul 9
BLUEBELL commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"I do not think my parents would be very proud of me. I worry too much and I do not have faith and the child like belief that everything will be alright. I wish I had them of my parents back both back. My Mom would have been 100 yrs old in June and…"
Jul 9
BLUEBELL commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"The hanging hummingbirds were one of my Mom's favorites. She loved cats, birds and butterflies. We will get through this Theresa. If nothing else, I think it will eventually teach us to have more patience with those who are unhappy or grumpy.…"
Jul 8
BLUEBELL commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"I was happy and laughing in this picture. I want that person back. Bluebell"
Jul 8
BLUEBELL commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
Jul 8
BLUEBELL commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"I am so weary of not feeling well and laying around like a slug on the couch most of the day. If this was the way my Mom felt before she passed away, I am glad she is now free of her physical body.I pray she is happy where she is and has no worries…"
Jul 8
BLUEBELL replied to Jarvis's discussion Would you like to own this site?
"I am also temporarily disabled with a brain bleed. I am sorry for your troubles and hope you do have a quality of life that is acceptable to you. Bluebell"
Jul 6
BLUEBELL replied to Jarvis's discussion Would you like to own this site?
"This is a sad thing to learn about. Unfortunetly, I am not in a financial position to take it on or any additional responsibilities Bluebell"
Jul 6
BLUEBELL commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"I am getting better every day. Bluebell"
Jun 26
BLUEBELL commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Theresa What happened to me when I tried the Lexapro was very unusual. The bleeding into my brain was also very unusual. I do not take illicit drugs such as cocaine which can spike your blood pressure, I do not have high blood pressure which is a…"
Jun 26
BLUEBELL commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"I tried Lexapro Theresa. It made me sick, unfocused, fatigued, gave me motion sickness, and made me sleepy as H E double L. It was not the drug for me. I had an abnormal reaction to it. But it is a good antidepressant for others.  My head hurts…"
Jun 25
BLUEBELL commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"My car is red too. It is such a happy color."
Jun 25

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Loss of mother as an adult

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At 12:54pm on August 25, 2017, Brett Bowman gave BLUEBELL a gift
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You may be on the other side of the country but I know that a prayer can reach that far. God Bless you.
At 4:46pm on August 15, 2017, Joy said…

Bluebell, your post is identical to my feelings and I'm sure others. I try to stay extra busy, distracted so I don't think about my loss. But as you say, grief always catches up. It caught up with me at 2am this morning and I couldn't go back to sleep right away. It caught up with me again while I was sitting in my office at work, it caught up with me again while I'm in my car driving home. My heart is broken too and I don't think anything can fix that.

I hope you find the purpose you are seeking. I haven't found it yet.

At 5:32pm on July 25, 2017, Panda said…
Hi bluebell I'm so sorry about what happened. This will be the first Christmas without my mom too but you can get through this. I know it's hard but I know you can get through it. Stay strong. She's watching over you and she's in a better place now out of pain. Hugs <3
At 7:06pm on July 24, 2017, Heather said…
Bluebell could you check my comment wall? The young girl that posted today, panda sounds really distraught and am concerned about her. She commented that she didn't want to be here anymore and said that no one wants her. Not sure what to do since she lives somewhere in Cranston, USA and I live in Canada. Can I contact the administrator of this site? Can't get her words out of my head and am worried about her:(. If you have time can you let me know your thoughts? Thank you
Heather
At 10:10am on May 2, 2017, Tasha said…
Thank you for such kind words. God bless
At 6:12pm on February 28, 2017, Heather said…
So sorry for your loss of your Mom...please know that you are wished much strength always. Take good care of yourself...
 
 
 

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Virginia G commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Avi, I hope your Dad is doing well.  That must have been hard on you being in the hospital.  I am also sorry you are having more guilt like me.  It’s a horrible feeling.  Also one that others don’t understand."
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Monty replied to Pamela philipp's discussion FAILING in the group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Im sorry for your loss no matter how long ago it is. i can only imagine the pain and emotions you are still going though. for me it was taking care of the kids and finding one thing to achieve (no matter how small) helped a lot. it was as small…"
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Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Hi All,  Hope every one is doing fine. Last week my father got an infection and was hospitalized so could not follow much here. Now he is better and recovering.  Virginia, you seem to be totally engrossed in the guilt which I can…"
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Virginia G commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"My boyfriend finally gave up.  I don’t blame him at all. And Brett I will tell you I don’t deserve the prayers, pray for my Mom please."
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Virginia G commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"So the dr talked to my therapist and he told her the same things he told me.  I had asked her to try to get more answers.  I actually feel worse because I had someone ask some doctors about using ventilators.  The oncologist told us…"
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Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Theresa, since talking to you last I have been searching for a natural solution to your issue. There are new supplements since I went through this about a year and a half ago, but my best advice would be to talk to your doctor about trying a new…"
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Theresa commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Hi everyone, I have been reading, going through a tough time with my friend her dog is getting ready to go to the rainbow bridge and that set me into anxiety.  My stomach is flaring up no matter what I eat.  I started to think about my mom…"
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Fran replied to Pamela philipp's discussion FAILING in the group Lost My Spouse...
"You are not a failure! You are a survivor. It's hard to continue a life that was balanced and enriched by a truly loved spouse.  Just do what helps YOU go on."
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Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Virginia, my dad was horrible. My mom and my brothers and sister moved to NC where mom had family. I was six. We found a little house to rent. We had left all of our furniture at our house in Ky. I remember the day the moving truck came to our new…"
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Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Bluebell, I do not know if you have the same symptoms that I did. It was scary. I was in my shower one day. I was looking at my bottle of shampoo and I couldn't remember what to do with it. And then when I reached for it, it was like my arm was…"
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Virginia G commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Pamela, Those are hurtful things you had to deal with.  I am so fortunate that drinking was never a frequent activity with most of my family.  The only thing I can say is this.  I am the one feeling guilty, desperately hoping my Mom…"
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BLUEBELL commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Thank you Brett. It is very scary. What I do not like the most is the lack of motivation and being so easily fatigued. I am also frustrated with the lack of support from the Doctors. I keep asking it it would be dangerous to increase a certain…"
Thursday
Virginia G commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Brett, the dr may realize that he didn’t tell me what was going on in the hospital and that’s why I have all the questions.  I blame myself for getting upset with him, then not seeking him out but he might feel responsible. I…"
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