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Juliana left a comment for Ashlee
"Hi Ashlee, how are you doing? My name is Juliana, I really want to have a good friendship with you. I have something very very important I really want to discuss with you alone okay. Please my dear, I want you to write me back through this my email…"
Dec 8, 2014
Corinne Gibson left a comment for Ashlee
"Hi Ashlee, I have read a little about the loss of your mom from your profile, but I was wondering if you would be interested in sharing a little more of your story with me. I am part of a research team at Saint Louis University that is looking at…"
Sep 15, 2014
Ashlee replied to Lisa Osborne's discussion My Mom
"All I can say, through my own experience of losing my mom last year to cancer is that time does heal. I had just turned 23 before my mom had passed away last July 2011. It does get easier. I understand how you're presently feeling, but things…"
Oct 29, 2012
Ashlee and Jennifer Blackwood are now friends
Oct 29, 2012
Ashlee commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"my mom has been gone since july 2011. i think about her daily, wishing that she was still here. i'm going to be going through some life changing decisions soon, and i wish that she was here to ensure that i'm making the right choices. i…"
Mar 31, 2012
Ashlee and Sandra Nichols are now friends
Mar 31, 2012
Ashlee replied to Liz Ann's discussion Flash-backs and panic attacks - help? in the group I miss my Mom!
"Hi Liz, Like you, I also lost my mother in the hospital. In the emergency room for that matter. By the sounds of your story, it sounds like your mom  went through a lot. I'm a nurse at a hospital, so I have experience with the flashbacks -…"
Jan 20, 2012
Ashlee commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Tomorrow is the 6 month mark since my mom's passing to lung cancer. I hate thinking about it because it makes me so sad. I can't believe that she's been gone for 1/2 a year.."
Jan 8, 2012
Ashlee replied to K.T's discussion When is the right time to sort through belongings?
"I don't think that there's a time limit, I think it all depends on how you're feeling. In my experience, my mom passed away in July and within a few days after her funeral, my aunt put my mom's clothes that were in her suitcase,…"
Jan 8, 2012
Ashlee and Laura Krause are now friends
Jan 8, 2012
Ashlee and K.T are now friends
Jan 3, 2012
Ashlee commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"My mom was 43 when she passed away from stage 4 lung cancer, with mets.  (July 2011) I'm not sure why people tend to think "things happen for a reason," because to this date, I still don't understand this reason. As my mom…"
Jan 3, 2012
Ashlee replied to Kaitlyn's discussion Losing a Mother in the group Young Adults Grieving
"Hi Kaitlyn, I also feel like I could have written your story. I'm only 21, and I lost my mom 6 months ago to lung cancer. I'm sure your mom would be proud of you regardless, especially because you've made it this far. I know that each…"
Jan 3, 2012
Ashlee joined Karen's group
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I miss my Mom!

If you have that hole in your heart that you get when you lose the woman that you shared a body with....
Jan 3, 2012
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Jan 2, 2012
Ashlee joined Katherine Ellis's group
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Losing Someone to Cancer

This is for anyone who has lost somone to cancer. I lost my adopted Mom to breast cancer some years ago. She was everything I could have asked for. She loved me because I was just me. She also loved my family and children as if they were her own.See More
Jan 2, 2012

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About Me:
My name's Ashlee, I'm 21 and from BC Canada. I lost my beautiful mother on July 9th, 2011 to lung cancer and the complications that follow. For the first few months, it felt surreal. In fact, I felt that my mom was on vacation, and I was just "rooming" with my sister. She's also young, 20 years young. I live with my dad too, but he's a workaholic so he's away most of the time. My mom was a stay at home mom, whom I was extremely close to, but now I feel empty without her. I'm also a nurse on a medical floor. I help a lot of families going through grief, but most of them don't know my pain. Now here I am on this website writing my "About Me" in hopes that I can find someone to connect with, whom I can relate to.
About my Loss:
My mom was 42 when she was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer, with mets to liver, and adrenal gland. I remember everything from this day (June 3, 2011) like it was yesterday. My mom fought through 10 treatments of radiation, two chemotherapy and passed away unexpectedly 36 days later. It's the hardest thing I and my family have ever gone through. I miss her presence, her laugh, love, friendship, everything. I hate this.

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At 11:25am on December 8, 2014, Juliana said…

Hi Ashlee, how are you doing? My name is Juliana, I really want to have a good friendship with you. I have something very very important I really want to discuss with you alone okay. Please my dear, I want you to write me back through this my email address okay: juliana4love_rubaian@outlook.com

At 1:04pm on September 15, 2014, Corinne Gibson said…

Hi Ashlee,

I have read a little about the loss of your mom from your profile, but I was wondering if you would be interested in sharing a little more of your story with me. I am part of a research team at Saint Louis University that is looking at end of life decision making and family communication. If you are interested in taking part in an interview, please let me know. 

Best,

Corinne Gibson

 
 
 

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M Adams commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Some recent comments and queries on here about complicated grief got me looking around the other areas of onlinegriefsupport.com, where I did eventually spot a relevant link...turned out that the link needed updating, but the content was still…"
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Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Avi, I wish you more than 20-25 years. No girl should lose their daddy when she is still so young."
19 hours ago
Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Yes Brett. A bit of rough phase but coping up to do things as mentioned by Selv. To do work to earn and other things.  One thing which is driving me is my angel (my 4 months daughter). Her name is Kiana and her smile is my driving force to…"
20 hours ago
Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Avi, I feel like you are going through a rough time right now. You're not alone. One of the great things about a site like this is that you are a world away but I know who you are and I know that you are missing your mom just as much as I am.…"
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Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Agree Brett. Completely. My mother used to worry about small things and I used to get irritated sometimes. But now I miss it"
yesterday
Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"My mom worried about every detail of my life. There are some who would say that is intrusive. I felt that she was just being a mom. I miss that so much. I had the flu last year. I was laying in that bed and all I could hear was silence. My mom would…"
yesterday
Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Good morning Adams. It is 9:40 AM in India and I am at my job and trying to concentrate hard as my Mom always wanted.  I have almost stopped complaining of anything in life now as I have already lost my most precious gift. Now what ever I have…"
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morgan and joe kelly are now friends
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M Adams commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Avi, the fact that you were close enough with your mother to share your negative feelings about your job shows real intimacy, which I think is what loving mothers treasure above all else.  So hard accepting that we will not hear that beloved…"
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Profile IconCilvia and Aimee Hall Fuszard joined Online Grief Support - A Social Community
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Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Even my mother always used to say that live your life fully but I was always complaining on some matters. She used to worry about me the most as I was not stable in my job and used to talk about quitting it often. She always used to say, love your…"
Sunday
Theresa commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Brett, my mom said those exact words....."
Saturday
morgan commented on Alice Thompson's status
"Alice,  I regret not getting it together to write on Dec 2nd as I recall that was your anniversary of your husbands death date.  I have just been swimming upstream through the rapids.  Each year during the "seasonal"…"
Saturday
Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Your mom sounds a lot like mine. She also used to say, "I lived my life, now you have to live yours." "
Saturday
Theresa commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"You know what when my mom could not be resuscitated, her eyes were wide open and looking toward the right towards me as I walked in, she saw me I know it.  I shut her eyes.  I wanted the hospital staff to leave me alone.  They were…"
Saturday
SeLV commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Let those tears flow.."
Saturday
Alice Thompson posted a status
"Still here; still missing my love with all my heart; hoping we can all get through another lonely holiday season."
Saturday
Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"SelV, your mom would have had it no other way. She saw you take your first breath. You saw her take her last. I experienced that as well. If I had my way, I would have gone before my mom. Is that selfish of me? Yes. I don't care. Losing mom was…"
Saturday
SeLV commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Dear all...the thought "What if I had died due to unforeseen circumstances and my elderly widowed mother had to grief my death?" crossed my mind many times. Knowing my mother, her world (of me and her) would have collapsed and she would…"
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