This is for anyone who has lost somone to cancer. I lost my adopted Mom to breast cancer some years ago. She was everything I could have asked for. She loved me because I was just me. She also loved my family and children as if they were her own.See More
Lost my mother to metastatic breast cancer. Although it was known she had very little time left to herself, but still that fact didn't prepare me for the loss. It is much bigger than I ever imagined and it's hurting every moment and every day. I can't let go of the visuals where she was in terrible pain toward the end, her voice had given up on her and she was literally writhing in the bed constantly. I feel completely helpless as I try harder everyday to come to terms with the loss.
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On the 1st of July 2020, I watched my life take her last breath. My life was and in many ways still is about my mother. I have never felt more lost and empty than I do now since she left. Fast forward to the 4th of October and I attempted suicide. I was unsuccessful unfortunately. I still don't want to be here but I'm forcing myself to live because I mean I wake up everyday so clearly God isn't ready to accept me into his kingdom.Until then nothing about life feels okay. I really miss my mom.