In 2017 I lost my husband of 11 years to cardiac arrest. this happened unexpectedly while talking in the bathroom to our 8 year old son. my son is know 10 he has handle his passing better than me. still until this day I cry thinking about him I even moved on thinking I can rekindle my marriage being with another man. this is hard for me to accept I had a amazing husband who accepted my faults. I finally found a man who I can say honestly love, protected, and did everything for me. life won’t never be the same nobody understand the pain I endure everyday just thinking about him, and watching our son grow up without him. never in a million years did I think I will become a widow at 35 years old. a big piece of my life was taken from me I cry everyday I feel guilty moving on so fast being I was afraid to be alone. not one day goes bye without me thinking about him I know he is not comfortable back in my mind I be thinking he going to walk through the door. I feel like I’m about to lose my mind he was my best friend 😢
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I am creating this site for the many of us who have suffered several losses. I lost my mom, dad, grandma(2nd mom), grandpa, my beloved dog and divorce.Many of us have lost more than one person or event.Come share!See More
I am creating this site for the many of us who have suffered several losses. I lost my mom, dad, grandma(2nd mom), grandpa, my beloved dog and divorce.Many of us have lost more than one person or event.Come share!See More
"Mannion,
I dont always have a moment to write to those who post a death that has affected the very fiber of their being and mainly I do it with those who have lost their spouse since that is the death that has affected me the most. But your…"
"Lani,
You have hit the nail we all wanted to miss. Nothing can hurt this bad. Nothing. I could never have imagined I would be as devastated, and for as long, as I have been. I have yet to be able to reconcile the anguish.…"
"Lani,
I wish I could give some comforting advice, but I know it's going to be hard. I lost my wife Jan. 21, 2018 to cancer. Join the "Lost My Spouse" group and read through some of the posts there. We share our feelings of…"
"Today is the 2nd for me. Last year I stayed home alone because my Love was always so involved with it every year at my daughters house. Two years ago, we spent it alone together in the hospital. Again, Catch 22 because whether…"
"Linda we share your pain here. It's been 5 years for me. I find myself increasingly pulling back, esp. at Holidays. I just wish family understood better that it's hard for us to celebrate anything. I don't wish this apathy on…"
"Today is the 7th year of not sharing Thanksgiving with my Husband. I will be spending it alone from now on. It is to hard to bear seeing everyone happy and I am tired of faking it."
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