i was going to bed

she was staying up watching tv

she walked past the bedroom and went down the stairs

seconds later,she called out for me to call 911,and i ran downstairs

she was curled up in a ball,acting like she couldnt breathe

i called 911,and laid her on the floor,and the paramedics came in

i followed the ambulance,we must have been doing 80 all the way

why is he going so fast?i wonderred.

got to the hospital,they were giving her CPR coming out of the ambulance

after 45 minutes of CPR,i was told there was nothing else they could do

and she was gone.

it's awful quiet in this house.i cant sleep for more than a couple hours at a time.

the dogs look at the door,wonderring where mommy is.

she's not coming home

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So very sorry, I feel your pain......

I'm very sorry Andy, I'm sure you must feel like the world is upside down, everything being so sudden and so recent. I send you a hug, I wish I could be there with you to give it to you in person. You are in my thoughts, I know what it's like losing someone like that, without warning and not being able to do anything about it.

I AM SO SORRY ABOUY YOUR LOSS.I LOST MY LOVER IN A HOME INVASION HE WAS SHOT IN THE HEART AND DIED I WAS WOUNDED AND ALMOST DIED >I LIVE IN THIS HOUSE ALL ALONE WITH MEMORIES.I SS A THERAPIST AND HE HELPS.IWILL PRAY FOR YOU AND YOU MUST PEAY TO GET STRONGER>STANLEY

I KNOE HOW YOU FEELL.I WILL PRAY FOR U

thanks for the support

it's been 2 weeks now,and im still numb

i work in my garage,but my attention span is shot.

going to see friends out of state this weekend,hope i can keep it together.

Andy, I'm deeply sorry for the loss of your girlfriend. Do you know what caused her death?

coroner said it was renal failure

im sory abot yore loss andy i lots my da lst yr thn a lot mor loss folrd thn a lot in jan 2013 thn today jst fond out a friend of my dads dn family took his own lif a few days a go 

all i no u get pele sayng silly thngs lik iv bean told get ovr it foget abot thm i say i cant thn thy say its easy but thy hav nevr lost any 1 in th livs yet all i no it hurts evry day lik evry 1 on hear nose how hurtful it is 

it still sinkin in tht my dad is not comin bac evn wen i wak up in th mornin i still exspect to sea my dad sitin in th chir reding his paper doin his croswords in th paper 

evn th cat is still doin whot yore dogs r doin lokin out of th window looking for humn granddad she is

holy shit

i got a headache reading your reply

Hi,

Very sorry for your loss. I too lost my girlfriend very suddenly. Hope you can find some resting with your life. I am very glad for this site to seek support with mine! If you have a hospice care/ grief support center in you area, seek support if you feel the need.

 

My best wishes

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